a little bonus track as the credits roll - so Rtd it hurts - lord forgive im ##blastingoffAgain

produced by the fucking goat @sanriorose i can't believe she's on here twice like literally read the previous description u cant tell me nothing and such and such and uh THANK YOU FOR LISTENING
EVEN IF U HATED THE RECORD
I LOVE U ANYWAY
MUAH <333

lyrics//
off a couple hours sleep, i see the world for what it is
the moment i awoke, i ran fresh out of fucks to give
problem solved within an instant, smile on a sunken ship
dead girl walkin, selfish zombie, raw and rotten succubus

wanna make you suffer, bitch
blackout, you know what it is

had to quit the sucker shit
blackout, you know what it is

i quit bein normal, aint important, cause it doesn’t fit

blackout, you know what it is
blackout, you know what it is

tell me what you’re doin in your free time
do you hustle every day or live a leech life?
if there’s cash to be had, i make a beeline
get the racks, bring it back, split it with my felines


i feel like im emorave, kitty cat spazzin
i may never be okay, at least im steady havin
was a savage, was a dog, was a mastiff
might go back to my evil ways, in the back blasted


go back to my evil ways
i could go either way
throwback to my evil days
could go either way

go back to my evil ways
i could go either way
throwback to my evil days
i could go either way

in the back blasted
i could go either way
in the back blasted
i could go either way

in the back blasted
i could go either way
in the back blasted
i could go either way


tell me what you’re doin in your free time
if it’s nothin baby, maybe in the meantime
lets pretend, in the end you would be mine
better bet i’ll catch it if you throw it like a peace sign

if you leave me cold then i wont fall sober
won’t stay sober if its all over
all my feelings getting wrecked, i’m drowning in the ocean
bitches on the internet got way too much e-motion

lie and say i feel no way, 
i can’t be your hero, babe
always end up DOA, one day i’ll be back bitch
got back from the lazarus, this world is what i’m trapped in
if it resonated then i double hashtagged it

i feel like im emorave, kitty cat spazzin
i may never be okay, at least im steady havin’
was a savage, was a dog, was a mastiff
might go back to my evil ways, in the back blasted

in the back blasted
everything that lives- ##trapped

in the back blasted
everything that lives- ##trapped

in the back blasted
everything that lives- ##trapped

in the back blasted
everything that lives 
is designed to end

LeechLife prod. d0llywood1

(lil bowika)
i feel like shit but i smile in the mirror
fat boy dreams got sharper than scissors
binge all day, thoughts bleed like glitter
delete my soul, but i post like a winner

chips on my bed, cold light in my eyes
scroll till my brain gets pixel fried
life is a loop and i’m stuck on the “why”
but i’ll be that scene king till i die

cash on my notes app, pain on repeat
she wanna kiss me, i just want sleep
feelin’ like trash but i still look sweet
i’m the mess that you’ll never delete
hold me like you hold your phone
scroll me till i’m all you know

Dead But Online w/ Abyzowu

#nerdswag

mix/master + cover me https://t.me/o_0xycode
prod anaviluxx + vertigo

// lyrics

(почему так произошло??)

я-я закинул ханни прямо в жесткий диск
и оттуда был услышен этот писк (ссука!)
наху-нахуя я поставил hdd ? (ебанат)
яж-я же хакер , посылаю нахуй lisp

я худой как киберглист (нейрошок)
высыпаю напол весь свой порошок
пол-пол протертый от коленей моих сук
арч линукс я поставил на макбук
если ты юзал винду , ты мне не друг
ПОШУТИЛ ! там ведь можно блять играть в игру (oh yes!)
заказал на винтеде себе хуйню
наебал пару лохов и сразу же уснул

я закинул ханни прямо в жесткий диск
и оттуда был услышен этот писк (ссука!)
наху-нахуя я поставил hdd ??(ебанат)
яж-я же хакер , посылаю нахуй lisp
я-я закинул ханни прямо в жесткий диск
и оттуда был услышен этот писк (ссука!)
наху-нахуя я поставил hdd (ебанат)
яж-я же хакер , посылаю нахуй lisp

hdd (anaviluxx + vertigo)

ft @plasticgirl1
prod @zuuloh
cover by Eva Lister 
mdm x spazzz <3

ghosts inside my home +rezlaine [zuuloh]

produced by Dawid, Artysta @goatlaurent
featuring Nosgov @820

this song is a dream come true for me :)

still fucked up, i can’t get enough of it
i misjudged and i can hardly stomach it
i leak blood
i wonder where the life will drip
i cough blood, searching for the relevance
don’t ask me why
because i barely understand my own name
you’re searching wide
damn i wonder how you tuned out the stains
i get by, getting too close to the flame
you feel alive?
wish that i feel the same
and the bow represents it
it’s a living-room
screaming, cant stop, wont stop
it’s the living truth
if you were me
and you were you
you would kill me too
if i wasn’t me, this shit is just living proof

still here (feat. Nosgov) +Dawid, Artysta

Derealization
A new layer of lies
I'm falling too high like a star
With soldiers outside the city limits
Smuggling the light of the last chance
I know it's hard to give her to me
I'm not counting on it, I duplicate the stack
But still, give me time
I'm so close, I don't want to fall
I still see her and I can't sleep
I still see the mistake of a few years ago
Then the voice says yes
I love you, but I want to die
I'll never be the same again
I'm still looking for love, and I don't know if I even have it for myself
I don't want to anger you, to say something's wrong
I just want to help
But I won't do it alone

I keep seeing you being kidnapped
Even though I can't sleep anymore
Whether it's like this or forever
Don't carry a woman's advice
I'm walking through the forest
There is what I truly feel
Oh
I don't ask, this is my fate
Where is my true home?
So many scars, I haven't seen anyone else
You can't trust me like you do
Fate has dealt the cards this way
Tears on Secondary flows.
I know I'm still not ready.
But I'm not trying anymore.
The dream of being different someday.
But it can't leak out.
Make it about hundreds of songs.
And you'll never hear me.

Derealization.
A new layer of lies.
I'm falling too high, like a star.
With soldiers outside the city limits.
Smuggling the light of the last chance.
I know it's hard to give it to me.
I'm not counting on it, I'm duplicating the stack.
But still, give me time.
I'm so close, I don't want to fall.
I still see her and I can't sleep.
I still see the mistake of a few years ago.
The voice continues, it says yes.
I love you, but I want to die.
I'll never be the same again.
I'm still looking for love, but I don't know if I even have it for myself.
I don't want to anger you, to say something's wrong.
I just want to help.
But I can't do it alone.

domasnosebleed x nosgov - ostatnia szansa [Sped Up]

domasnosebleed x nosgov - ostatnia szansa [Slowed & Reverb]

https://t.me/bleedney

шалава брось меня
разбей мне сердце блять
я не хочу тебя видеть
я не хочу тебя слышать больше

да

это твоя судьба
ты снова кого то сломала
кроме меня, (но не меня) 

эй, твоя красота как девочка из сна
эй, девочка токсин и я совсем ослаб
эй, девочка хирург мое сердце достала
эй, девочка вампир, да

девочка вампир, воу , выпей мою кровь, эй
бери мою боль, эй, ща тока с тобой,эй 
в темноте немой эй, выпей мою кровь, 
ты будешь queen of pain, тогда я буду твой король

давай давай пойдем, ударишь по щеке рукой
я снова сам не свой, на шее дыры и там кровь
скоро умру и врятли кто то ваще будет против
кроме тебя никто не будет против

bleedney - шaluvva (@fiftyzeros)

prod me:)
ft @creepybuggirl

inssekt:
let me sleep here for a while
let me chase my dreams
promise that i'll smile
whenever you see me
cus i would give it all up
just for your love
needing your light
crying alone
testing my love
do you want me or not??
crying alone
crying out for your love

creepybuggirl:
my vision went black
i was hiding in the back
cus i thought i heard your voice and i couldn’t face it
but that’s never been the point
what it really is, the avoidance of goodbye
i don’t wna know what the last time is
so don’t tell me, don’t take a breath
i’ll be holding out, all the words unsaid
all the messages i’ll end up leaving unread
cus i get scaredd like i wanna forget
you don’t understand the way you fill me up with dreadd
i pour it out cus i try to be my best
then you wna crawl back like why do you do that

i won’t be going out ill be staying in
take the other street so I don’t pass where you live
i’ll never check the time ill let everything go by
until i wake up
revived by the new sun
feel it for the moment
savor it and hold it
cus when the night comes it’ll all be gone


crying alone +creepybuggirl

spare my life (warset + nightiger)

думать о тебе (prod. staticplus)

no synergy + nosgov (pressure)

@scarletchoir
new tape soon <3 
cover by evalister
come see me live in sweden 24/10

the place under the floor [scarletchoir]

Chapter 2 of The Place Under the Floor
prod @scarletchoir
cover by Evalister
<3 ily 

i dont want to see my face [scarletchoir]

feature https://soundcloud.com/ewoft2k1 + https://soundcloud.com/12113215am
mix master by me + ewoft_2k1
lyrics:

https://soundcloud.com/danix2k1
feelin' only pain and i feel it every night
u said dat u dont love me now i got a frostbite
pull my stomach like a ribbon from the inside
from the inside

я задыхаюсь
когда вижу тебя с другим
и я расскаюсь
за то что так тебя любил

i cant sleep without u all night
something is killing me from the inside
i dont wanna fight
n baby i know the pain is only on my side

https://soundcloud.com/ewoft2k1
yeah yeah
When i wake up, i just need to reveal
my new adapt, every morning not ideal
The emptiness in my cup, my heart its like steel
I need to backup, my feelings can`t conceal 
U know thats a gonna be real
My soul changes from 
Cielo(another day)
anhelo(feelings fight)
despido

https://soundcloud.com/danix2k1
feelin' only pain and i feel it every night
u said dat u dont love me now i got a frostbite
pull my stomach like a ribbon from the inside
from the inside

я задыхаюсь
когда вижу тебя с другим
и я расскаюсь
за то что так тебя любил

https://soundcloud.com/12113215am
frostbite my heart
since we been apart
you were my sunshine
now i am in the dark
where do we go from here
or else ill just disappear
know you don’t want me here
and you know you made that clear
all in my dreams again
all in my dreams
want you to be with me
but it just cannot be
and all of these memories 
just don’t mean a thing
at least in my head
you’re still here with me

^-^

frostbite w/ EwofT_2k1 + 1:21 (prod. flesh)

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