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lyrics:
I can't breathe
cause everything about me only feels ugly
and every problem that's in front of me
including issues living with reflections of my enemies
depth perseption learning lessons
yeah please don't make fun of me

i lost myself so long ago
(was it even my fault)
and lately i've been here all alone
(can i blame myself)
now my phone won't even blow up
(sent me back to hell)
now i'm stuck with all this sorrow
(i'm stuck with the sorrow)

i can't live with the sorrow
i hope it goes away by tomorrow
i'm sick of looking sad in all my photos
i need to get out of the shadows

why is it hard to let go
let's go
let go of all the problems
i'm sick of her being self entitled
every step she takes makes me s-s-suicidal

Sorrow

extinct9/19/20

how i am feeling

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lyrics:
I said I was far from where I wanted
I went and held restart
But it wasn’t what I thought it’d be
I never stopped running, cause I
Knew you would never come back to me

Now I’ve been awake for two weeks
Running, tripping and falling
Cause I miss the days
Where I didn’t feel the fear in them
When I wasn’t mirroring
So caught up, tripped over
I can’t believe I didn’t see it yet
Didn’t see it yet
Even when sunsets had lined all our days
We never stopped, cause we’d find a way
We never halted, we faltered the waves
Take me back to when I didn’t see it yet
When I, I, didn’t see it yet

When I get fast, the world gets slow
I didn’t see it yet, no
I didn’t see it yet
And when I get slow, the world gets fast
I didn’t see it
I didn’t see it
Mmmmm

//•//

i didn't see it yet

Zehner für die Nacht

over again

TRYING

Artileremix

shoutout @buttonmaker 

seems like it was only yesterday
said everything will be okay
but you're a liar and i believed you
and all the stupid shit you'd say
but im better now
dont fuck with my head
i could go without
wanna leave this town
but the voices in my head
tryna bring me down, down, down

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

told you that i'd call you
maybe im just on mute
maybe its all bullshit
maybe you dont miss it
what we had
way back then
you had said
once again
ended with a knife in my back 
but you dont even see it like that
million messages are on read
maybe im just better off dead
dead and gone away
ive moved on to better things

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

butterfly kisses (ft. button maker)

just a vent song don't ask me if i'm okay i won't respond

lyrics:

i’m so useless
i get so worked up over the small shit
everybody worried about me like ima lose it
im bout 5 shots in i’m feeling nauseous 

approach with caution baby
you don’t know what i’ve been through
i belong in a coffin baby
afraid i’ll hurt u too

i dont want nobody to feel like they’re responsible for my happiness,
i made a whole damn fucking album about an answer but i haven’t fount it yet,

too many scars and i can’t erase them
wish i could be honest without getting wasted
i talk to no one else on the daily
run from my feelings why can’t i face them?

you had a life before me
would you be better off?
if you left me and ignored me
should i not get involved?

and you ask
you ask
you ask
you ask if im okay

im in my head
my head
my head
my head but i won’t say

and you ask
you ask
you ask
you ask if im okay

im in my head
my head
my head
my head but i won’t say

i made a whole album about an answer but i haven't found it yet

Enjoy! :)

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