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[VERSE I: Prince of Tides]
my life is a movie but i bought the tickets to late
missing the show
refund me they won't
so now i make pay selling it as single frames
telling myself that it's bank but deep down i know it's just change
one day the seats will be empty and one day the screen will be blank
until that day, please don't tempt me because i'm gonna try and stay straight
vacant apologies hollow the blame
my sorrow is comforting and i'm in pain
i'll follow what's numbing, but there i'll remain
but there i'll remain
call it what you want but don't call it what it ain't

[VERSE II: Junior]
don't wanna talk about my drug use
suffer through so much abuse
lost my way back home
left my family all alone
did what i would never do and can't forgive myself
what i put my father through
left him to burn in hell
my brother hugged me with tears in his eyes
pointed to his veins
tryna indicate that the blood we share is both the same
man, i swear i died that day
amends that i try to make
wrote this for the words i could not find to say

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

LIFE IS BUT A STREAM~

The Last Trick

Snowflakes and Mistletoe

sans toi - Neku

He comes where the earth splits wide,
Where the iron sings and the rivers run dry. 

I was born in the belly of a war drum,
Fed on black powder and blood-red sun.
I rise where the fever takes hold of the land,
Where the swords get sharp and the bones turn to sand. 

He don’t whisper, he don’t plead,
He moves like fire on a gasoline sea.
Where he goes, the ground don’t heal,
Where he rides, the mothers kneel. 

And I ride, I ride, I ride, I ride!
Let the rivers drink their fill of rust,
Let the fields be choked in dust.
I ride, I ride, I ride! 

The sky is a wound that never mends,
Smoke in the east, screams on the wind.
They pray to their gods, they sharpen their knives,
But war don’t take sides—
it only survives. 

Build your walls, stack your stones,
Sharpen your teeth, polish your thrones.
Sharpen your teeth, polish your thrones.
No king stands when the tide runs red—
When war comes knocking, war takes heads. 

And I ride, I ride, I ride, I ride!
Let the rivers drink their fill of rust,
Let the fields be choked in dust.
I ride, I ride, I ride!

Red Rider

This is a song I did with Prismatic Mantis and recently remixed by Future James 

https://soundcloud.com/jamesasilo

Pure Imagination- Dotan Negrin and Prismatic mantis (Future James Remix)

"FRIENDS" - NASCAR ALOE X APOLLO X XXANIII (PROD NASCARALOE)

Tear Drops ft Chills

SAMPLE: Bexey "Suitcase" (acoustic clip off yt)
COVERART: Elizabeth Gonzalez

i wake up dead inside i felt the same way 
yesterday. ill find a light to lead me to the right change 
every morning wake up more defeated than the last day 
losing hope and patience in this battle the pain won’t go away
i can’t look you in the face and tell you how I’m giving up
fuck me up 
run away from truth by getting black out drunk
what the fuck 
i try my hardest just to move along 
the weight inside my chest feels like i can’t keep going on
and when I’m gone you gotta you remember 
what i told u in that song that I wrote back in december 
my memory will fade if you stay strong 
i think i know my fate but i hope I’m wrong
every night i dream way back to 2016 
suicide boys, X, ghoste, bumping with some lil peep
lil jeep in my ear with some big dreams 
but the worst pain of all’s when its out your fucking reach
and breathe
if it didn’t work once try again 
if it didn’t work twice try again
give up on plan b and go back to plan a
questioning choices, I think i made a mistake
questioning who i surround myself with to this day 
thinking about the time I’ve wasted on the times i wait 
on some excess that i don’t need 
dead weight 
on my own 
got no home 
got a fresh slate 
living my life all alone fuck all you fuckers  I’m alive but i feel like a dead motherfucker 
ima ghost who i know then disappear 
out this world let go of all of my fears 
i know
I’m on another road 
but plan a didn’t work back in 2015 so why the fuck do i think it’ll work this week  
i wake up dead inside i felt the same way 
yesterday ill find a light to lead me to the right change 
every morning wake up more defeated than the last day 
losing hope and patience in this battle the pain won’t go away
i can’t lie to you 
I’m uncertain of the future and our times they flew 
whether I’m here or not i hope you find that happiness
I’m sorry that i never open up
with you its bliss but bliss is something that i miss
feeling it on my own is something that i strive for 
given up today: no i got something i’ll live for
to the ones i love just know that I am very sorry 
i know my reason will soon fade and ill be gone by tomorrow

Dead Weight

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The Last Trick

Takohito

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