SHREDDER2019 FT. YAYME (PROD. BABAR)

lyrics:

yea, yea
trippin & fallin
3 in the morning, u know why i'm callin
perspective distorted i left without warning and blacked out the foreign
i'm sick to my stomach, obnoxiously nauseous withdrawals from the toxins
avoidant & cautious that's just how i function, without that i plummet

no one gives a fuck,
ran out of options i tested my luck
anxious & caustic when it comes to love
they lower my coffin & send out the doves

now it's 21 guns, 
coins on my eyelids while i'm losing blood
i cant revise all the things that i've done
so i'll spend my whole life with this pain in my lungs

AVOIDANT (PROD. LUVSTXR)

the way things were (p. saint mike)

lyrics:

[talg0]
Everything has changed for us, ever since September
But it won’t get the best of us, girl I’ll hold it together 
Now we’re into the colder months 
& I gave you my sweater 
But the rain keeps coming down
& I can’t change the weather 

There’s this voice in my head
That tells me I deserve better 
And I told all my friends that we’re no longer together 
Now the storms rolling in, and so I’m starting to shiver 
You extended your hand, cause I can't build my own shelter 

[YayMe & talg0]
If you're on, then I'm on, you're the one that I want, always been for it
On the run, on the run to your love, I'll be there by the morning

[talg0]
I regret
What I said 
Shoulda said 
What I meant 
Always been
Full of shit 
Wish that I could forget 
Or repent 
Feel the weight 
Of my sins 
Got a check 
Coming in 
Still I just reminisce 
On the time 
That we spent 
Can’t rewind 
I’m in debt 
I been tired 
I been spent 
Go in circles again 
Miss your hands 
On my neck 
Miss your head 
On my chest 
Can’t deny
That I’m sick 
Cause I saw 
You with him 
Wanna fight 
To the death 
Are you mine? 
Don’t pretend

3rd, 4th, 5th Time's The Charm ft. YayMe5Ever (prod. recycleBin)

i spent 3 whole years with u
no one compares to u
and now im scared of commitment

but there's rips and tears in the memories we share
we're in a state of disrepair

and baby we both know that kinda love just isnt fair 
still i can never move on from you caught up in a snare
if i cant be with you ill just be on my own from here
cause i dont really want nobody else to hold me near

so tell me baby,
do, you, still have to, fall in love? (x4)
if it's not with me...?
okay, its not with me

AAAH!!
AAAH!!

i will look for you in every dream, every life and every scene,
but something's incomplete
i will write about you every night, i cant die without you by my side,
you keep me alive
claw my eyes out i cant stand the sight, my shadow walks alone at night, 
without you i've gone blind, WITHOUT YOU THERES NO LIGHT

do, you, still have to, fall in love?
[something's incomplete] (x4)
if it's not with me...?
okay, its not with me

AAAH!!
AAAH!!

do you still have to fall in love? [kinsei]

melt // meld (skinnydrag)

give you my best [hey, taryn]

cant pretend (neverforever)

the dirt (neverforever)

i cant let you go, we're two parts of whole



youre all that i know, without you ive gone cold



im sorry i 

let you down every time 

cant make it better i

wish that we could rewind 





im breaking habits 

i’ve been learning my lesson 

but you will always be my obsession 





im treading lightly tryna watch where im steppin 

cause i know you see my love as a weapon 



need you beside me, girl youre so precious 

im suicidal girl i got a deathwish

cold (neverforever)

i got your phone number on my neck

i wait at home for you, i’m your pet

you’re all i know, i’m what you protect

i’m what you own, and i won’t forget



the way i feel about you 

you take away the pain, got your name up on my brain

like a tattoo

the shading may fade but the placement wont change 

you’ll always have room 

believe me when i say, by your side i will remain

and if i have to

you know that i will change i’d do anything you say



you’re the willow in the wind, you’re the shade on the grass
and you’re the crunching of the leaves when we’re walking the path 
and you’re the laughter in the breeze from the couples that pass 
and it was always you and me but we cant change the past no

im your pet (neverforever)

im not the same as i once was
you’re all i crave when im nauseous 
ill never change im a lost cause
it makes no difference 

i had my suspicions before
yes im insane, that im sure of
this aint something we can force, love 
but it’s worth the pain yes of course 

i said, every word i meant
baby im yours til death 
or im painting the floors blood red
and just maybe the world wont end
if we break this curse of flesh 
we can return to mist 
and be free of this mortal mess

humans we come and we go 
get me high take me low
fuck me hard kiss me slow 
in your car bring me home 
feel my heart that you own
pull me close pull me close
please do not let me go
please do not let me go

and it’s worth the pain yes of course
i said every word i meant
baby im yours til death
or im painting the floors blood red

blood-red (neverforever)

baby, i've been locked inside my mind you drive me 
crazy, and you wonder why i go through all these 
phases, maybe you're just not the one its hard to 
face it, but you ran off with my heart i cant 
replace it, maybe you knew from the start you would
deface it, so i sped off in my car i made that
lane switch, and i crashed out on the bridge what a 
disgrace this, is just one of many scars i can't erase

it's just one of many scars i can't erase.

scars (neverforever)

i would wait, all my years
i could take, all the fears
from your brain, hold you near
dissipate, all the tears 
masquerade, disappear
modulate, domineer
obfuscate, all my peers
dominate 

cause you know everything happens for a reason,
cause you know everything happens for a reason,
cause you know everything happens for a reason,
cause you know everything happens for a 


and if you got a problem with me i’ll solve it within a minute 
i been focused on the mission regardless of inhibitions
imma go beyond the limit and prolly end up committed 
if you want it we could get it i promise you’ll be diminished 
to be honest imma R.I.P. everybody in my division 
homie fuck the competition i knock ‘em down with precision 
kamikaze all the victims and calmly resume my business 
and only gon rest in peace when i finally get recognition 


breathe in, 
cause you know everything happens for a reason,
cause you know everything happens for a reason,
cause you know everything happens for a reason,
cause you know everything happens for a

grief is love with nowhere to go (prod. drylids)

traumabond (neverforever)

knocknocknock (neverforever)

if you need a place to grow,
i’ll carve out a space inside myself 
i have a heart you can hold
will you keep it safe beside you?

you could trade yours for mine, 
our souls entwined 
like golden ivy 
and we’ll leave the world behind,
our pulses aligned in perfect timing 

you know i’ve been waiting for you 
my soul’s for the taking darling 
and i’ll keep you safe, i’ll guard you
no wolves in our sacred garden 

i know the world is scary 
so lets build a sanctuary, love 
they treated you unfairly
to tell you the truth it tears me up
you deserve love 
please don’t give up

NoWolvesInTheGarden (Sanctuary)

Plaything (prod. injury)

would you please let me know if its all in my head
got my heart in your hands
im on my knees for you darling, i know im a mess
i've been trying my best ah for a little while babe
picture you on my bedside, its just you and i babe

tell me now
is it real? is it conditional?
fictional
pretty baby do you kiss and tell?
throw my pennies in a wishing well

love me baby do you love me not?
picking petals watch them falling off
heavy metal in my pocket im,
sentimental every time you call

i aint hard to find
yeah im on a leash
got you on my mind
without you incomplete
i tried a thousand times
baby cant you see
look me in the eyes
girl you got me weak

i know that you feel it too, i need you on my lips and
babygirl im only human but when im with you its so different
this world is confusing, i know
between me and you though it wont
be nothing but true girl i promise to you
that i know what to do 
yeah you know if it's broken i'll fix it

would you please let me know if its all in my head
got my heart in your hands
im on my knees for you darling, i know im a mess
i've been trying my best ah for a little while babe
picture you on my bedside, its just you and i babe

would you please let me know if its all in my head
got my heart in your hands
im on my knees for you darling, i know im a mess
i've been trying my best ah for a little while babe
picture you on my bedside, its just you and i babe

AllInMyHead (prod s. lyre)

you can whatever you want babe
put it on me, put it on me, put it on me
and i dont give a damn what they gon say
its you and its me, nothing between, simple and clean 
i got issues, that they dont see 
keep it lowkey like tinted windows

so if you’re hesitating please just let me know 
i got no reservations we can take it slow
i’d rather take my time than push you out that door
i’ll just match your cadence i’ll be patient love

i know that you know that i know that

cause they gon break us down and take your crown if you let em
you know i hate this town, cant wait til im out of the middle 
i wont change my mind, wont press rewind im fed up
i got my foot on the pedal

talg0 🤍♾️

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