im counting the days until i get to bounce on it #talkingafterhours

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

im just gonna start posting songs on this acc cause i wont ever finish these

i need to stop ghosting all my friends

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

lyrics:

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

you dont show me attention
im nervous when youre mentioned
ive seen you in the hallways
its all very depressing

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

why cant we just have a normal teen romance
your eyes are portals to a place where i can relax

the leaves are falling down, i know that halloween is coming up
you could the devil, but that wouldnt count as dressing up

never did a thing wrong
you should get your brain checked
i think youre a psycho and we're probably both sick in the head

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

i wish it was october

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i wish that my life was a romcom 
i wish every song was a love one 
wish my life would fall into place but
dreaming never got me out of mistakes

alone with her 
its all i need 
i wish my life 
wasnt a comedy 
and maybe dreams 
just arent that bad 
cus when i think of her
i dont feel sad

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - i wish my life was a romcom

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

@humanendeavour

loving you is hard i think
that you just left me scarred
bleeding 
didn't think you had it in 
you but you just breached my skin
but that's okay i know your scared 
your not really cutely aware
and if i have to tell you one more time
i think ill leave you way behind
x2

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

in my head 
i see a thousand different ways 
i can take u far away 
make u mine 
all mine to stay
and when i see her walking
slowly to her grave 
i cant help but try to save 
u from all the outside hate 

and when u 
were kissing him 
did u feel like ur life's complete
cuz i know that it crushed me 
ran away in disbelief 
aa 
and im all alone 
but wish i had you here
yeah i wish i had you near 
but i dont so i live in fear

counting the days

talking after hours

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