lyrics:
@justasecrettt
and baby
i know that im weird
and u dont have to say nothing
im nothing but a fear
and i just want to be something to you, ooo, ooo
i just wanna be smth ooo, ooo, ooo
i just wanna see
if you can see me
i just wanna feel
if you can feel me
so much fucking thoughts i’m not healing
so much blood up in my hair im just bleeding
@holdmetillicry
i just wanna be something
its better than nothing
well can u hear me, or am i sinking?
make me barely breathing
baby is it over yet?
or are u leaving, kill me?

i been in my thoughts i might go m.i.a
and its all starting to correlate, i might slowly decay
was fucked up taking pills like yesterday
fucked up taking pills like yesterday, its like-

(i just wanna be something, its better than nothing)
cry
(i just wanna be something, its better than nothing)
holdmetilli-
cry
FUCK
@claorie1
im just a shoulder to cry on,
just a shoulder to lie on
is that all u rly see me as in ur eyes 
i think i have no value its exhausting
because ive been getting lost, and its everything you taught me
but you know that its not my fault, for everything, 
i get it know its not my fault
why are you writing me letters like its all my fault?
you know its been over for a while, the writings on the wall

you know some things about me, 
how does that change what you think about me? 
and how does that change anything around me?
i was, killing time before you lost and found me

(i'm just a shoulder to cry on, just a shoulder to lie on)
(is that all you really see me as in your eyes)
(i think i have no value its exhausting) 
(because i've been getting lost, and its everything you taught me)

(ALL PLATS) something2u w/ estella + calorie

@salviapalth cover
https://soundcloud.com/salviapalth/girl

one day, i will get drunk and text you
and i'll say, and i'll say
that i want you, let's get coffee
when you're down, when you're down
yeah, you scare me, the nicest person
i will wait, i will wait
dali said that you want me also
will you say? will you say?
i thought no one would think about me
but it's not surprising that you thought about me
i thought you'd feel like an ocean, all reactive
and lucid in emotion, why'd you think about me?

girl cover

devil in my head feat. Kaysnoto

you're just a memory

snow falls heavy, your heart is cold
what went wrong, i’m all alone
close my eyes, put out my hand
baby please just one more chance
i’ll take you now, no turning back
a flower in the snow, it’s all i have
what's left to offer when all is said 
and when when all is done 
you said our love is dead

flower in the snow

prod me

what's there to talk about
tryna get away from my home for now
driving forty minutes and i look around
i don't think i'm ever gonna turn back now
why'd you talk that way
there's dread in your heart every single day
seems like you've known nothing other than hate
now all you do is give it away
i swear to god i tried
to do what's good to do what's right
still did me wrong but that's alright
cause now i'm driving into the night
and so i think a lot
bridges that i've burned and ones i've crossed
memories that haunt my head
they'll only leave me once i'm dead

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later:
and when i think about it
i think too hard and my mind is crowded
i know you said you cried about it
baby i know that you're lying
so i walk a lonely road
walked passed our spot as i'm coming home
and i remember that you once said
 i'm all you'll ever need and all you'll ever have but
maybe in ten years when we're older
i can see you on the aisle
with your boyfriend turning husband 
that can really make you smile
i was never meant for you and
you know i was in denial
maybe we can talk again some time 
but not for a little while

into the night w/ jacko

walk the halls

prod me 
 
original by @h4rtbrkr (@h2rt2 account)

ive been researching painless suicide methods
im considering calling up the suicide hotline
but i have social anxiety
and that stuff is hard for me
i find it hard to breathe when im around you
moms gonna divorce dad if he doesnt stop drinking
im sorry to say sorry i dont know what i was thinking
girlfriends off to college and shes gonna make some friends
she'll have no time for me and our relationship will end
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
because i know its true

are your lyrics things that happened to you or just ideas and scenarios you came up with?

love & math

dirt baggg

I promise ill never call,
i promise ill always pick up

flower in the snow

talking after hours