holy😭 I just found you and this is absolutely beautiful bro

Copy of waste

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas
llisten to ur heart
isten to ur heart 
i know u hate me 
simply replace me 
i just more love 
i just want more love

listen to your heart

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:
the leaves are falling from the trees, the month of halloween
i've been wearing a mask though, i'm always hiding me
you should not lie to me, you always come and cry to me
but when i cry to you, you say there's something wrong with me

changes, wasted time
wasted lover of mine
zoned out, here in my mind
thinking of the girl that i like

tell me that you love me, i know you dont girl
tell me that you hate me, i know you wont though
cause we're so toxic, your eyes are hypnotic
your words cure my sickness, never boring topics
i feel like im blocked in, i dont see the logic
im an alcoholic, popping narcotics
youre so gothic, youre so exotic
all this is ironic, heal me with this chronic

changes...

Produced by Alex G.

I have a friend who sits at the corner lots
Selling pills to the girls when they cross the block
I told him he should quit that sketchy scene
He said, "Nothing compares to the fever dream"
It's what I do, I wait for you

I love all 18 of you, you are all lovely people.

I FUCKING HATE THIS SONG STOP STREAMING IT@sadderthanabitch on ig

whatiwishforsucks (cw!zz)

you're such a bore and i'm not patient anymore
and i'd adore my fucking body as a corpse
i don't care anymore and now my pride is on the floor
can't go back to before sit in silence and ignore

waste

prod me

what's there to talk about
tryna get away from my home for now
driving forty minutes and i look around
i don't think i'm ever gonna turn back now
why'd you talk that way
there's dread in your heart every single day
seems like you've known nothing other than hate
now all you do is give it away
i swear to god i tried
to do what's good to do what's right
still did me wrong but that's alright
cause now i'm driving into the night
and so i think a lot
bridges that i've burned and ones i've crossed
memories that haunt my head
they'll only leave me once i'm dead

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later:
and when i think about it
i think too hard and my mind is crowded
i know you said you cried about it
baby i know that you're lying
so i walk a lonely road
walked passed our spot as i'm coming home
and i remember that you once said
 i'm all you'll ever need and all you'll ever have but
maybe in ten years when we're older
i can see you on the aisle
with your boyfriend turning husband 
that can really make you smile
i was never meant for you and
you know i was in denial
maybe we can talk again some time 
but not for a little while

into the night w/ jacko

know you're looking at me, wishing I was a different guy
i see you on my feed, it makes me wanna fucken die
think it's what I deserve, cause I'm a pretty sleazy guy
only sins no good deeds, and they'll be haunting me for life

estella:
you say that you love me, realize my love is do or die
the way that you look at me, i swear that you just wanna cry
is something wrong with my face, your glare just punched me in my eye
did i just make it up, is all that you said just a lie?

wont you die already?

walk the halls

prod. paloma

lyrics:
twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

member when we were at that table for two
i looked at you
beautiful view.

twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

twenty five reasons (prod. Paloma)

Chorus]
I wake up screamin' out
At the end of the night
I'm bleedin' out
Inside my head
I'm trapped inside
I'm trippin' out
And it's a nightmare fantasy
My own bleeding wonderland
Bleeding wonderland
Wonderland, yeah
Wonderland, yeah
[Verse]
I don't know if I ever know love
My hope
I'm trapped inside of my mind
It's bleeding out
I can't keep a thing down
My feelings
I don't know if I ever know love
My hope
I'm trapped inside of my mind
It's bleeding out
I can't keep a thing down
My feelings
I don't know if I ever know love
My hope
I'm trapped inside of my mind
It's bleeding out
I can't keep a thing down
My feelings
I don't know if I ever know love
My hope
I'm trapped inside of my mind
It's bleeding out
I can't keep a thing down
My feelings
[Chorus]
I wake up screamin' out
At the end of the night
I'm bleedin' out
Inside my head
I'm trapped inside
I'm trippin' out
And it's a nightmare fantasy
My own bleeding wonderland
Bleeding wonderland
Wonderland, yeah
Wonderland, yeah
October 31, 2025 at 10:24 AM


Bleeding Wonderland

EP: Gallows Writings
Story: A Tell-Tale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe
Occasion: Halloween!

Lyrics:
[Intro]
True...
nervous...
very, very dreadfully nervous…

Can you hear it? 
It never stops.

Every silence learns to throb.

⸻

[Verse 1]
I kept my eye upon the eye,
Blue as heaven, 
cold as why.
Night by night I slid the door,
Breathing less
but feeling more.

The lamplight trembled on the thread,
Between the living
and the dead.
When I struck,
it didn’t scream—
The silence split my sanity.

⸻

[Pre-Chorus]
Shh...
listen closer,
can you tell?
It’s not the floorboards...
It’s myself.

⸻

[Chorus]
It’s in the walls,
it’s in my veins,
Truth that beats beneath the chains.
Every lie I bury starts to start—
Can’t kill a sound this sharp.
You can hide the body,
not the heart.

⸻

[Verse 2]
The officer smiles,
I match his grin,
Tea still warm,
my nerves wear thin.
He asks of noise,
I say “the wind,”
But the wind is beating from within.

Each tick a blade inside my head,
Each pulse a voice of what I fed.
Their questions soft,
their boots so loud—
The truth stood up and joined the crowd.

⸻

[Bridge]
“Stop the sound! Tear up the floor!”
“Never—more.”

⸻

[Final Chorus]
It’s in the walls,
it’s in my veins,
Truth outloves what sin contains.
I screamed to God to tear it apart—
He laughed and called it art.
You can still hear me through the floorboards—
heart!
heart!
heart!

⸻

[Outro]
“Villains!—dissemble no more!
I admit the deed!”

into the night w/ jacko

talking after hours

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