ADAM

produced by me

i’d make the mix on this better, but opening the FLP instantly crashes, since I did the vocals and the beat in one project

to the person I once was

lyrics:

you said...
the same thing that they all said
but the way you said it made me think about it twice
my head...
i want it back in my torso
you take it wherever the wind goes, and I feel like i never know those

even if I forget it this time
open my mouth, I walk a thin line now
and I keep walking upside down

I see it, you see, what they want, what they write
you hate me, i'd hate you but that won't feel right
I see through the picture frames next to my bed
and every time I see your face I feel regret

look me in my eyes, 
and tell me that it doesn't feel right
even if i try, 
I couldn't make it back in time

they all said the same thing
and i don't wanna make you speak twice
i ran through the pages,
and there was nothing i could find
give up trynna make things right

you're my sun, you're my seed, i can't believe you were me at one point
i keep screaming at the top of my lungs, but i know that it won't work
i'm still stuck on what once was
see them you'll get through me first

I see it, you see, what they want, what they write
you hate me, i'd hate you but that won't feel right
I see through the picture frames next to my bed
and every time I see your face I feel regret

look me in my eyes, 
and tell me that it doesn't feel right
even if i try, 
I couldn't make it back in time

picture frames

i can't stomach
the thought of losing you to the sea
though we had just met
it's time to pack it up and leave
nothing's as it seems
when i'm drowning in my bed
i love you but it's time to get the fuck out of my head

lost in the sea of my memories
i'll leave you floating down the river
and if you wanna know where she's going now
this is the only time you'll see her

i still see your face
drifting in my dreams
it's been so long
why can't you just leave?
and those who come and go
have a story or two to tell
it was nice to have known you
before i bid farewell

(so come get lost with me in the sea
before you vanish for a lifetime
so come get lost with me in the crowd
and have an adventure of a lifetime)

lost creek

song by pierce the veil
editing by me
drawing by NYA~NYA :3 on Ibispaint
http://ibispaint.com/art/996842196/
the drawing is amazing honestly its fanart for me and like i love it sm.  please go like their art the link is above

king for a day nightcore

i dont wanna be myself 
i wanna be someone else 
right now, i know 

i changed my mind, ill go to hell
just feed me and keep me in a cell
spend everyday needing so much fucking help
ill tell you the secret and see if you tell 

im not afraid of falling anymore 
i stare at the face 
i ignore features that look the same
theres a hook in my face
pull it out another one forms behind it
instantly cut off circulation
i feel my eyelids flutter as i struggle to sit
i just collapse to my knees in a fit
coughing, laughing, dry heave
punch my fist against the seat and the lid 

theres a message in here somewhere !
changing lanes
ill stay in mine
you stay insane
i love this crowd
dog bites man 
man drops a hydrogen bomb on the ground 
i got a sweet tooth 
i like it when i find hidden objects
i see you
underneath the grass
rubbing against me 
touch it, whats the difference?
ask me if its empty
over turn the glass and get every single last drop out 

oh god its fit right in the palm of my hand now 
rejected blessing i see the angel it shines down
im happy to have the plaque scrapped from my teeth
i added gems to my canines
im playing with them as we speak 

i lie and i steal things
try to be revealing 
off putting !!!
show me where i lost footing
lip service
cock sucking dick circus 
ill be at auction but all of this shits worthless

couldnt begin to imagine how that happened
hey, look over there! 
spit in a napkin!
are you kidding? im asking
are you shitting in my hand or wishing on black magic?
you didnt understand
sometimes its okay to match the energy of your worst man
im the dead spy, i got two red eyes
ill let you guess why i stare out my blinds paranoid
people around me notice and im afraid that theyre annoyed
or think im crazy, and maybe theyre right
backdrop: illusion of contact
age it until it tastes like a safe ride
take you home in the back of a sports car
godly intention so pure as im sure that yours are

i dont wanna be myself
i wanna be someone else

Numbing Agent

Big Picture

Lights Light Up

@iameuphorian
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Lyrics:

What would you do for attention?

I survived another year

I can't sleep
It's behind me
I figured out why I'm where I am
'Cause when I'm starving I still let you eat right out my hands
How patient do I gotta be I'm losing myself
How many limbs I gotta lose to get my time back
Forfeited peace so you could find yours in my cries for help

If there's a god not even he can judge me
No threat or foe can run from me
All or nothing I can't let you crush my dreams
I'll run away before you make it all about you
Take all the space from you I need to get my life back
As time goes on I'll learn to love myself without you

I don't need you to be happy

So walk slow
I'm done searching // Take on the unknown
Tell me is it worth it // Don't fret, no
My magnum opus // I'll carry you home
So stand up // To, fro
Don't disarm them // Where no one dare go
Even if it kills me // Still I know
I have to keep going // You'll find your way home

I'm finally home

Walk slow
Take on the unknown
Don't fret, no
I'll carry you home
To, fro
Where no one dare go
Still I know
You'll find your way home
You'll find your way home

You're still worthy
You of all deserve it
Your grand finale

Take a breather
Just put on your nightgown
I swear it gets easier

So close your eyes
And get some sleep
Even if it kills you
You're meant to be happy

euphorian - even if it kills me

@825049400
stripped down
eat away at my skin
all my bones start to fail on me
i shut down
just carve away at my face
all my strength just collapsed on me

i’m not so important
rearrange my conscience
i know i’m the liar
always i’m the problem

i must be headless
coerced to submission
i’m getting tired
my lungs get constricted 
i’m desperately searching
become my excuses
lost my expression
my dance gets so lifeless
destroyed my own house
now my canvas is empty
no one can help me
there’s track marks beneath me

fabricate everything
i’ll just stay quiet while you’re slowly killing me

stripped down
eat away at my skin
all my bones start to fail on me
i shut down
just carve away at my face
all my strength just collapsed on me

swim in disappointment 
bathe in my distractions
won’t fulfill my promise
watch at your discretion 
face pressed to the pavement 
never learn my lesson
blood just soaks the carpet 
my face gets contorted

all by myself
all by myself
1, 2, 3
i can leave my house all by myself
ok, let’s go
i can wash my hands all by myself
i can ride my bike all by myself
1, 2, 3
look at me!
i can walk all by myself
and i can fly all by myself
all together now!
parents getting old
deep down i know they hate me too
i know i hate me too
called out four times in a row
too much vomit on the floor

stripped down
eat away at my skin
all my bones start to fail on me
i shut down
just carve away at my face
all my strength just collapsed on me

Stripped Down

listen everywhere ☆ https://lauren-records.ffm.to/tiom
 
prod. @poisonedcheeto <3

lyrics:

open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie

(don't tell me why)
save yourself from me
(i'm done, i've tried)
i feel so ashamed
(don't tell me why)
so i'll take all the blame
(i'm done, i've tried)

open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie

hunt me down like i'm prey
say your grace, let's pray
hold my hand to your face
said you needed more space

and i can't help but disappear
i'm letting go of all of my fears

save yourself from me
(don't tell me why)
i feel so ashamed
(i'm done, i've tried)
so i'll take all the blame
(don't tell me why)
save yourself from me
(i'm done, i've tried)

open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie
open up your eyes
pretend that you're so nice
what happens when i die?
i hate it when you lie
(i wanna die)

blame

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

produced by hamster
art by me mental zuskr chapter

aaa.aaaa.aaaaaa

i think you're mistaking me
for an idiot
i can't believe it
you carry on carry on
carry on so much that i can't 
carry on carry on
carry on till' i'm all alone
what don't you know??

i'm surrounded by faces i don't know
i don't know where to go
like am i alive
like isn't it obvious
i do not want you around
i don't wanna hear your voice
please do not peep a sound

ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhahhh
hhhhahhhhhhhh

i don't wanna talk i'm never seen
hear what i say not what i mean
he tryna ride on this wave
buddy it's not as it seems
i'm always wrong i feel like a glitch
jump off a building as high as a bridge
going back n fourth is something i miss
yeah i'll be happy with just a little kiss...
ohh. hoh .ohhhhoh
it's such a bad feeling that i can't explain
am i one to blame???

ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhahhh
hhhhahhhhhhhh

maybe i'm the problem 
maybe i'm just awful
maybe i should pop one
and you make me feel so awful
maybe it is true 
i have nothing to lose

i do it all for you
can you pls just tell me something that is true???
i do it all for you
so just please tell me something that is...

true true true true true true 
true true true true true true 
<#3

alive

Heaven Was Full (I'm Headed Straight to Hell)

Zombie ft the scene legend himself Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens!!

Zombie

Zombie ft Kellin Quinn

Younger & Dumber

Still

me&bons edit&mix:@miko_wrld
mas:kuudere
prod. recycleBin&Rodmadeit

[hook:Ididntcry]
ここは天国みたいで 何でもあるけど 
なにも欲しくない
君に教えたその後は
翼を広げて空に飛び立とう
痛い 痛い まだ 痛い
居たい 居たい ここに居たい
どれだけ離れてても
僕は帰りを待ってるよ

(place's like heaven
Everything's here
but I dnt want anything
After I taught you what I know
I'll spread my wings 
and take off into the sky
It hurts, it hurts, it still hurts
wanna stay stay stay
No matter how far away we are
I'll b waitin 4 u to back our home)

[i9bonsai]

i dont wna run away
but i know that tht its better then rn if i stay
take it all rn dnt wait
if ur gna do it anyways

i cant kp this on n on
weve been doing this way2long
time rewinds n stops so wrong
i dnt even want ur love

i dnt wna say more then this
n i just gta get a grip 
cuz if i dnt,, its gna b the same sht

[kuudere]

You’re the only thing I can see
A silhouette that’s just you and me
Why is your smile so heavenly
But brings me to tears each time that you speak?

Let’s Fall apart then love again
A feeling that I can’t compare
It hurts to breathe
Heaven take me please
Take me back to when it was you and me

If I could dream of anything I want now
I’d be scared that I’ll never wake up
If I could have anything I want now
It would be to be in your arms

Why does Love make me fall apart?
Wonder off deep in the dark

Heaven ++i9bonsai&kuudere(prod.recycleBin×Rodmadeit)

iloveyou.

lyrics: 
she takes another drag
these cigarrettes they taste like shit
but they help her not feel so sad
and the ashes fall to the floor
just like the aspirations and dreams 
of so much more..

and im begging you
dont give up yet
cuz the worlds a better place
with you in it

this one goes out to 
the tired
the lonely
the "fucked up in the head"
i know that it may seem
that the world it wants you dead
but if you keep moving on
i promise there are better times ahead<3

and she said
"im not some demon you can pray away"
"if your god loves everyone why'd he make me this way?"
told her dad she's not sorry
less like Joker, more like Harley

im sorry that you're hurting
but please just know
there's people that care for you
more than you know! <3

itll be okay i swear!<3
even when it seems like theres no one there <3

this one goes out to 
the tired
the lonely
the "fucked up in the head"
i know that it may seem
that the world it wants you dead
but if you keep moving on
i promise there are better times ahead<3

and life's been so unfair
trust me i know that
and i know that sometimes it feels like 
you're better of dead
and i know what it's like to be inside of your own head
like all the fuckin' time
clawin at your own face in the mirror
feels like its never gonna be alright...

better times ahead <3 [+king theta]

prod. me
(capsctrl on acoustic guitar)
<3

lyrics:
what was it like to fall in love with me?
asleep in the morning, awake in the night
i'll take it all, i'll face it all, im in deep.
no saving me now.

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

take your time, take your time
save your breath
its all a lie, all a lie, its a test
waking up, waking up all over again
waste of lungs, wasted lungs i am.

if youd listened to me who knows what we could be
(stop it now its dark in here)
so tied up on things that we didnt even mean
(stop it now i've had enough)
said you know me the best but you dont know me at all
i was depressed and didnt bother to call out to you
so much changed so fast but im right here
please dont give up

what is it like to fall out of love with me?
i feel so annoyed and, i dont know why
i took it all, i faced it all, i was in deep
dont start from the beginning just end it

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

who i was

spotify

Lyrics by ChatGPT. Some of the lyrics had to be adjusted during the recording.

Verse 1:
I had a little pet, it was my pride and joy
But now it's gone and I'm feeling just a little destroyed
I took it everywhere, it was my constant friend
But now it's gone, it's like my world just came to an end

Chorus:
Tama tama, I can't believe you're gone
All the memories we made, just seem so wrong
I gave you all of my love, now you're out of sight
I lost my Tama tama, in the middle of the night

Verse 2:
Remember all the times, I'd play and feed you
But now you’re gone and I’m starting to miss you
I thought you would be there, always by my side
But now you're gone and I'm feeling so denied

Chorus:
Tama tama, I can't believe you're gone
All the memories we made, just seem so wrong
I gave you all of my love, now you're out of sight
I lost my Tama tama

Bridge:
I searched high and low, tried to find you everywhere
But you’re gone, and I just feel I've lost a friend so rare
I miss the little beeps, and watching it grow
But now it's gone and I'm just feeling so low

Chorus:
Tama tama, I can't believe you're gone
All the memories we made, just seem so wrong
I gave you all of my love, now you're out of sight
I lost my Tama tama, in the middle of the night

I Lost My Tamagotchi

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