@lollipopxchainsaw pov u js found out that soundcloud got the best music

I am grateful to 9 on SoundCloud. Sweetbabyjaysus, Simon B, X_Jojo_the_skramz_archivist, xhellscythex on YouTube. Y’all are inspirational. Thank you. ❤️

Metalcore and such

This song will be featured on the Swollen Lungs 7" compilation coming out later this year.

We Have Come To Terms

Summer Tour Songs (2008) 

Was removed from soundcloud :( will take these down if the original ones come back up

Summer Tour Songs

Boy Problems - Neither Seen Nor Heard

Demo 2001

It's Best to Turn Around Now

Eyes Like Autumn - Julesverne

Lion Of The North - Running With Wolves

February Demo

Teens and Trucks - Nirvana (Pt. I)

you had me at goodbye/win some, lose some

a new kind of american saint - rather be dead than live in south florida

Neil Perry / Kaospilot - 7" Split (2002)

1. Neil Perry - Breathing With One Bad Lung
2. Neil Perry -There's A Fine Line Between Thrift Store And White Trash
3. Neil Perry -A Friend Is A Lesson To Be Learned
4. Kaospilot -16.6.2000
5. Kaospilot - The Noise From The Bell Killed Me

Neil Perry / Kaospilot - 7" Split

Massachusetts metalcore, pre deadwater drowning

Knife Fight Romance - Someday In December

Fendi “Fuck You” Glasses (two songs CD)

Alone with My Thoughts is a raw, unflinching dive into the fractures of modern life — a heavy alternative rock record where personal battles collide with collective struggles. Each track is a confession, a warning, or a rallying cry, drenched in distortion and carried on riffs that hit as hard as the truths inside them.

The album opens with “In Search of Heroes,” a tragic yet defiant anthem about the everyday fight for dignity and decency. “Sunflowers Standing in Fire” takes resilience as its theme, turning the image of a flower rising from ashes into a symbol of unbreakable hope. “Love Rot” rips through the illusions of romance, exposing the chains, lies, and barbed wire of broken promises.

On “Imposter Syndrome,” isolation is sharpened to a blade — a robot behind a human face, lost in a crowd yet more alone than ever. “Dance Robot Dance” confronts the chaos of misinformation and the rise of machines, mocking our complacency as technology seizes the stage. “Pushing the Limits” explodes as a defiant anthem of persistence, scars and failures forged into fire that burns every obstacle away. The record closes with “My Best Friends the Dead,” a haunting reminder that the voices of the lost still speak — urging us to live, to savor, to resist the emptiness of wasted time.

Together, these songs form a cathartic portrait of a world teetering between collapse and rebirth, between despair and defiance. Alone with My Thoughts is heavy, haunting, and human — a soundtrack for those who battle in silence but refuse to break.

It's Best to Turn Around Now

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