Gothurted

memories

Lyrics

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause these snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

Do you mind smoking weed together? 
Thats the only way that I get better 
I know I'm not such a good heartbreaker
I cant kill you with a message 

And I need someone next to me
But seems nobody wants to stay 
Let me take away my life 
I don't want to be alive any other day

I just keep myself in me 
Cause this snakes trynna bite my neck
Poison blinds me but I can see 
Who really loves me and watch my back

someone [prod. discent]

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

I was by your side 
But it wasn't enough
would you mind 
If I choose to go
Would you mind 
If I fall in love with you again
Girl, so

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

Is this a fucking joke?
I gave you my heart
Now my heart is broke
You gave me nothing
But nobody's ever done
And now I'm choking
Cuz I saw your call
Everything you say 
You say it to hurt me so

Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me cry
Don't tell me you love me
If you want to make me die

make me [prod. sketchmyname]

featuring  @crvzyy
[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

[Crazy]
Feel so lonely from the time you left
Need you with me baby please come back
You said you're mine
I crossed my lines
A thousand times
But you're still stuck inside my mind

[Gothurted] 
I'm all alone
Looking at my phone
Are you gonna text me? 
Thought that you would miss me 
But I lost my hopes
Cause I know you won't
Baby please just don't
I remember the time
Smoking dope and some wine 
But I'm all alone
I'm all alone

alone ft. 1SONGTHENiDiP [prod. sketchmyname & vaegud]

Thank you so much to @sadeku I love him and his music so much <3.

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

[lil eky]
I'm not feeling fine
I've been on my own
everybody smiles
but I just really know
they just lie
they don't care alright
how can I cope
when I wanna die
how can I cope with my own life
I held by the strings a held by knife
to my own wrist or neck so I bleed
I can never live past the darkness ye
trees of fuckin misery dwelling up inside
I feel like I wanna die and I never am alright
she said she cared but she never ever there
just like the others their fuckin with my mind

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

smile ft. lil eky [prod. Loopy!]

To anybody who noticed the change of the prod. I replaced the beat with one made by me with the same guitar sample because the first one was sold. I hope you will like it.
Thanks to @nicoteenninyo for the collab, he's a really talented guy.

[gothurted]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

[nicoteen ninyo]
I sleep alone in my tears
thinking bout everything
wondering what my life would be like
if you were here with me

Then I wake up from my dream
Without you next to me
With this space in my chest

As a tear rolls down my cheek
I drown in my nicotine
To heal this black plague you left

But I'm still empty
And I'm only twenty
I wish you could hear me
I wish you could know
what it feels like

[gothurted & nicoteen ninyo]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

STREAM

feels like ft. nicoteen ninyo [prod. gothurted]

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

gothurted - lost (ft. zxlone)

This song really means a lot to me. <3

[chorus]
Give me some time while I find myself
You think you see my smile that's the mask I wear
Give me some time x2
Give me some time I'll be back as soon
Dont tell I'm doing fine cuz I never do
Give me some time x2

[verse 1]
Move your eyes to the sky
Stay with me for tonight
Loving you till I die
People talk about my
Way to be and way to live
Not that sure I want to live
Death is calling want to meet
Take my soul and bringing me down

[bridge]
and I feel lost
since when you're gone
my heart's froze
but someday it will beat again

[chorus]
Give me some time while I find myself
You think you see my smile that's the mask I wear
Give me some time x2
Give me some time I'll be back as soon
Dont tell I'm doing fine cuz I never do
Give me some time x2

[verse 2]
Need you in my life
baby please dont fly away
Give me some more time
So you'll fall in love again
I swear I cannot find
Reason not to die
Reason not to cry
Reason not to try 

[chorus]
Give me some time while I find myself
You think you see my smile that's the mask I wear
Give me some time x2
Give me some time I'll be back as soon
Dont tell I'm doing fine cuz I never do
Give me some time x2

Stars Falling [prod. gothurted]

[hook]
I know that you don't like me like I do
you know how many times crying without you
Looking at the stars sitting on the roof
I'm sitting here alone as I always use to do
x2

[verse]
Let my hand hold yours
I can't think straight
Falling down on the floor
Every time the same shit x2
I swear I tried not to fall in love again
I swear I tried not to pick up the call again
Feeling every day more emotionless
Am I looking sad, girl? Well, try to guess

[hook]
I know that you don't like me like I do
you know how many times crying without you
Looking at the stars sitting on the roof
I'm sitting here alone as I always use to do
x2

like me [prod. gothurted]

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

[hook]
Burning eyes I don't want another break down
What's the meaning of the life have you ever found 
Before you start to cry
before your eyes go dry again
Another day that I don't want to see your face
to hear your voice in my mind

[verse]
Do you know how many things that I've done for you?
Do you know how many people did I leave for you? 
Do you know how many tears do you know how many scars?
Do you know how fucking hurts having all those spars?
So please tell me that you love me one more time
Breaking up my heart with just one line
All this shit makes me sad even if u don't mind

[hook]
Burning eyes I don't want another break down
What's the meaning of the life have you ever found 
Before you start to cry
before your eyes go dry again
Another day that I don't want to see your face
to hear your voice in my mind

burning eyes [prod. remghost]

much love for @zxlone he is one of the best people to collab with 

[verse]
should I let you go
or should I make you stay?
you know when my smile's gone
you know what my heart was afraid of
thought that it would've been forever
thought that I could feel better 

[hook]
I miss the time we spent together
Thought that you'd be mine forever 
Thought that you'd love me
Even everything you said

[verse(zxlone)]
time passed as i'm falling apart
mind slept, as my pieces depart
and i feel my soul as it kills me inside
i wish that you could know, how it fucking feels like
never meant to change you have done the same, oh
made me feel the pain
make it go away oh
and i wish i acted like i used to
switch the time back to where it was supposed to

[hook]
I miss the time we spent together
Thought that you'd be mine forever 
Thought that you'd love me
Even everything you said

i miss the time we spent together ft. zxlone [prod. gothurted]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-this-time-lyrics

this time ft. yung doza [prod. odece]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-nobody-lyrics

nobody ft. imtrash [prod. trillwave]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-hold-me-lyrics

hold me ft. deadfish [prod. sarcastic sounds]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-away-from-you-lyrics

away from you ft. value [prod. laptopboy]

gone ft. frvr&always [prod.odece]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-broken-bones-broken-heart-lyrics

broken bones, broken heart ft. nicoteen ninyo [prod. loopy!]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-i-can-see-your-tears-lyrics

i can see your tears ft. 1SONGTHENiDiP [prod. smokerose]

https://genius.com/Gothurted-let-me-fill-the-void-in-your-heart-lyrics

Gothurted

Tanner Jenison