These ain't just words to me
This is dear, hip hop means the world to me
On the day mother earth gave birth to me
I had a fire burnin in me to the third degree
To be anything but ordinary
But that's kinda hard to do when life is temporary
No one ever told me growing up is hella scary
You could be gone in a second that's a lotta weight to carry
The days I hated the most were at the cemetery,
I couldn't keep it together when they were getting buried
I thought our love was forever until it faded, my dopamine dissipated
This aura is aggravated, my heart has disintegrated, or partially perforated, intoxicated and faded, I've always been isolated afraid and intimidated 

Why does everything have to be complicated, I wanna be stimulated instead of feeling deflated like

These ain't just words to me
This is dear, hip hop means the world to me
On the day mother earth gave birth to me
I had no idea what was in store for me

Only twenty three but my body feels 
worn down
Lost friends, lost teeth got at least four crowns
Toss and turn in the sheets couldn't sleep with the sound
Of the thoughts from my past that always come back around 

Last girl I was with skipped town
While she with her new man
I'll be in the background
Swimmin in a pool of liquor hopin that I don't drown. 
Cupid put me on the bench, couldn't get a rebound. 

 I be smokin my weed and stayin
Out the way, people conversatin in public I ain't got much to say
Mosh pit I'm pushing everybody away, gotta stop it but really I never wanna stay. 
Wish I had an invisibility cloak
Wish I had a sense of humor cuz people are full of jokes
Wish I had a million dollars so momma never goes broke
Wish there was a way honor my family and my folks.
I don't need a jet ski or a boat 
I don't need a mansion, I don't need a fur coat. I just wanna be known for the things I wrote. But it's hard to be heard with this lump in my throat. 
I guess it's true when it rains it pours
I don't feel like going out so I'm staying in doors
Light a doobie watch a movie while I'm sippin a Coors. 
Or maybe do a couple chores cleaning out junk drawers
I try to trust new people but it's hard to, cuz people be snakes, Orochimarus
I'm always fakin a smile I got the damn blues
Couldn't get my ass outta bed I hit damn snooze. 
Got few screws loose this is old news, chuggin cold brews late at night cuz my soul bruised.
Feelin scuffed and creased like some old shoes
Power outage in my head again I gotta blown fuse.

X-RAY Prod. Stoic Beats

Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one. No mud, no lotus.

Said U Would Never Leave Prod. bailey daniel

WORST ENEMY Prod. bailey daniel

LEFT 4 DEAD Prod. Stoic Beats

SHOOTING STAR Prod. Dan Darmawan

Pour up a drink I got the pre-roll waitin
Turn up the bass until the whole place shakin
Gimme a break I need a damn vacation
Hit up the plug pullin up at the gas station

Nah nah baby don't treat me like a scrub
When you been twerkin every single weekend at the club
I ain't tryna hear aboutcha ex or a breakup
I just wanna lock lips fuckin up your makeup
 
Bouta put it in the endzone touchdownnnn
Got no diamonds on my body but I bust downnnn
Gotta shine bright when I'm in the limelight
Downright poetic everything I write

Don't stress me, don't test me, caress me down impress me
Put your hands on my body turn the lights off lets get naughty
My shit hot like wasabi keepin it a buck not to sound cocky
But I got this down to a T, nobody nobody do it like me

Hook

Uhhh wassup
I put some promethazine inside of my cup
I'm sayin uhhh, wassup?
It's the weekend I'm tryna get fucked up, aye, let's go.

I think I met the quota
I got the force like Yoda
You wanna kick it then hit me up on my Motorola
My homie Kaleb just bought a broke and busted Toyota
That type shit woulda left a massive chip on my shoulda 

Aye girl you lookin delicious like an entree
Sorry if I'm comin on too strong bae
Singin to Maria like I'm Eric Andre
Listen now, listen now, listen what the song say

Hook

WASABI Prod. pilotkid

iF U aINT oN tHE LiST U aINT gETTIN iN bUSTER!

aFTER pARTY Feat. YTR Prod. AyoWhit

SMOKE! Prod. SHADE08

SEASONS Feat. BFG (Prod. ThatKidGoran)

Victoria's Secret Feat. YTR (Prod. LUCAS QUINN)

immutable (Prod. SHADE08)

(LYRICS)
I'm not quite sure why my life took a turn for the worst got so bad I felt like I was cursed
Can't hold on anymore, so I'm slammin the door, on my friends, on my fam, on myself, that's the plan
Shit got so, damn, cold, this hypothermia's taken a hold
I'm so estranged, I'm self destructive, I'm so deranged, I'm unproductive

Tell me how to cope, when your heart broke, got no remedies 
Pour Tennessee whiskey in my cup murderin memories

And I think my heart turned into coal, when I fell into a deep dark hole, playing tug-o-war with my soul, that shit got so damn old
 
Why you always fuckin wit me bitch I'm gettin mad, don't pretend that you don't like to see me sad, bet you're happier to hear I'm doin bad, try to duck it but you hit me wit a jab  

I don't wanna be friends no more
I don't wanna see you round 
Why you gotta poke and prod
Why you gotta bring me down 

I'm not quite sure why my life took a turn for the worst got so bad I felt like I was cursed
Can't hold on anymore, so I'm slammin the door, on my friends, on my fam, on myself, that's the plan
Shit got so, damn, cold, this hypothermia's taken a hold
I'm so estranged, I'm self destructive, I'm so deranged, I'm unproductive

Tennessee Whiskey (Prod. yogic beats)

Alucard Freestyle Prod. shango

CrowBow Freestyle Prod. POETIC

Goo Goo Gaga Feat. Baby Bwain Prod. Astro!

milly bobby brown feat. klum prod. sour

CROWBAR Feat. Leche Niño Prod. Bailey Daniel

American Spirits Prod. Indie Lick

Leave The World Behind Prod. snowy

Drake you a lil bitch, tryna act tough
You ain't on shit, ovo fans always ride dick
Tell em take care, hit em with the blick like
Bow bow bow bow bow bow bow
You don't want smoke with the black panther 
You a bitch hope you get cancer
Like alien verse predator 
I'm E.T you EDP, take CLB put him on a T
You ain't in the ground, but you dead to me
RIP to x wish he had more life
Zero to a hundred bullets bouta put the boy on ice, Imma
Pull up at the ovo mansion with a Glock tucked and I'm with Chris hansen UGH

Views from the pine box pissing on graves
Bury you alive throw a party hit a rave
Let my nuts hang on the ovo gang 
What a time to be alive I should sign to pglang
Textin young girls yeah it couldn't be me
Sendin Milly Bobby Brown the eggplant emoji
To be honest fuck Adonis he a weird lil boy
North West with the shits and she finna destroy yeah 
You don't want no problems you just takin, talkin, talkin, yeah BBL DRIZZY


BBL DRIZZY FREESTYLE Prod. Metro Boomin

Find Myself

Please Remember Me (Prod. LethalNeedle)

Narrow Path (Prod. ROSS)

GRAVE Feat. Brain The Sex Master (prod. Drippy)

"You can lead a horse to water but you cannot make it drink."

Sadest Shit I Ever Heard (Prod. AEBEATS )

I dont actually smoke crack. But my family thinks i do so i might as well pretend.

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