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produced by me
mastered by pdktp
feat @9blare @pdktp
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Lyrics

You
Someone that once was beloved
How’s there discernment
In the middle of us?
Isn’t that enough
Or did I ask too much?

Just tell me that, it’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

Yeah, six months in a
Six months unmedicated
I can’t live off hesitation I swear

You gave up on me let’s face it
You told me it was only once
But I know now we wouldn’t make it out here

Don’t you go falling to temptation
I rip out my heart just for a chance with you
I’m a sick and twisted imitation
Of the perfect guy for you

So don’t breathe
Don’t blink
I need you to stay right with me

♪

Break me down
To pieces of something that I once was
(that I was once was)

No one’s around 
To tell me I’m beautiful and that I am loved
(that I am loved)

But were they right?
It’s such a full reason to love
Am I alright?
Or am I just another fuck up?
(or am I just another fuck up?)

You
Someone that once was beloved
How’s there discernment
In the middle of us?
Isn’t that enough
Or did I ask too much?

Just tell me that, it’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

beloved

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Prod Me

U cannot find no one better than
Whole fit black with the vetement
Keep my circle small like the president
Tryna cop the recipe
Cant keep u around u so dead to me
Ridin round town with my twinnem
Yeah thats kin to me
Drop a bag make it flip
Hunnid mag aint no clip
Swear these hoes want tip
No surprise wrote the script
Run a bag then i dip
Got my flask ima sip
Copy the swag they gon slip
Never fold shut my lips

Fully automatic
Ima cash addict
Spending its a bad habit
Know they mad at it
Cause a scene i tell her slow down
Cuttin thru traffic
Amg i never slow down
Woah
Never broke thats sin to me
Pockets sing a symphony
Got money why they mess with me
I see it all vividly
At the top look at me
Im the epitome
Aye
Hibachi hibachi im choppin it up
Ride kawasaki she toppin me up
Way that im talking cant make this shit up
Cant walk round without saying wassup
Body on body like one aint enough oh

U cannot find no one better than
Whole fit black with the vetement
Keep my circle small like the president
Tryna cop the recipe
Cant keep u around u so dead to me
Ridin round town with my twinnem
Yeah thats kin to me
Drop a bag make it flip
Hunnid mag aint no clip
Swear these hoes want tip
No surprise wrote the script
Run a bag then i dip
Got my flask ima sip
Copy the swag they gon slip
Never fold shut my lips

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the script

sample: sledges - june is better than july
produced by me
scrapped song. enjoy

lyrics:
(i felt it, when we met)

i can't save my life
but can you let me try?
don't leave me to dry

again, again, again again
again, again, again, again

huh, huh, huh
i'm just tryna keep myself up in the meantime
when's the last time i tried to have some me time?

wish it was me instead of you
if i lose myself again i'll leave my brains in the coupe

screaming out my feelings 'til my head hurt
at my funeral just say i made an effort
i can't wake up with this feeling that my chest hurts

it's sickening, i
it's sickening, i

i pray one day i take my misery out
you think i care about the price?
i have to live with guilt and all my lies
so don't you ever tell me that i'm fine

i, cant, fall
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

why'd, i, try?
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

(again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again)

practicing these notes to leave my mother
the last time i tried i failed lets do another
man i'm not the type to joke when i tell you i truly suffer

every time i close my eyes i pray i get eternal slumber
i'm a bastard
every time i try to change it doesn't matter
just take me out my misery so i don't stagger

i, cant, fall
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

why'd, i, try?
again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again

(again, again, again, again
again, again, again, again)

again again again

YOUTUBE

self prod

when i cross ur mind will u look both ways
stand ona other side cant read ur face
too much on the line gotta win this race
cant feel my eyes off the novocaine
living like suicide i can feel no pain
tell me how u feel inside when u live wit no gain
lot on my mind i cannot, yeah

stay by my side when i wake up tomorrow
play bout my life not living tomorrow
k on my mind when i wake up tomorrow
no time to cry worry bout it tomorrow

every day that i live a decision
better stay out the way out my business
if ima aim ima shoot wit precision
keep to myself and act like i aint did it
in the whip wit the windows all tinted
i pray to God every night that im sinning
why they get mad what i did when i didn't
how can i trip bout a bitch i aint missing u
i sip dusse i sip henny
like its water i drink plenty
bad bitch feening buy her fendi
just to shut up she resent me
i get too much i get dizzy
count my moolah im too busy
aint gon do ya so get busy

when i cross ur mind will u look both ways
stand ona other side cant read ur face
too much on the line gotta win this race
cant feel my eyes off the novocaine
living like suicide i can feel no pain
tell me how u feel inside when u live wit no gain
lot on my mind i cannot, yeah

shit get too turnt im outta control
they do u worst its taking a toll
if i fuck up nobody will know
i cant find it tell me where to go

#tmrw

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why'd you damage me?
said your over me
wanted you bad
but it wont last 
cause you got close to me

got me fucked up 
all i ever wanted was you
and i make the same mistakes
the way that you do
and i fell for another
guess its nothing new
and i went right because you left
guess were thru

you threw away everything that belongs to me
i have nothing left, because you went and cleaned up the scene
i have nothing left, because been tearing at the seams 
i have nothing left, because you were my everything

im drownin' in your sunlight ,i feel so mesmerized
gotta pick up the pace, gotta make it back before sunrise
thank god your so beautiful, you should see yourself through my eyes
thank god that i met you , cause you changed all my life






beloved

tansea

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