//lyrics

They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
Tell me all my, rights
Keep rising
She could interfere, but
Imma keep sliding
One cold heart's what I need for fucking writing
Please dont fret, baby i could keep it tidy

Don't stress, my road is ever-winding
Through one mess, our love in aphrodite
Come let, me rid of your anxiety
In one text, ill show you who I might be, I
Feel ya pulling back from my life
Fear in my head, in my eyes
Who knows where ill get in my life I said
These fuckers look at me with envy cause

They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Cause im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
They just want a sample
Put me on a camera
Tell me all my lies, and
Tell me all my answers
Im blurring the lines
Tell me my wrongs, and
Tell me all my rights
Tell me all my rights, baby
Tell me all my rights
Keep rising
She could interfere, but
Imma keep sliding
One cold heart's what I need for fucking writing
Please dont fret, baby i could keep it tidy

envy [p. reef]

collection

out on plats - distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paraaftrr/humma
p. Benji Yang
ft. aftrr - @aftrrs

(para)
red all on the floor
valentine her stiletto
couldn't take the heat
blood in front of me, boil out the kettle, im trynna see
head filled w metal
opp stand right in front of me knife all in his jello

opp been in front of me oh my
i got me a humma my man wit the drumma
dont test me boy this no lie
might flick me a pic wont drown for the drip
all my man held down w the mob ties
i wont do shit if u test me
my man make sure that u gon die
i wish u the best if u press me

crossbody got the glock9 innit
new opp got a new block we spinnin
new top n fin drop that fitted
i got a new bag w my bro yk im gon split it
my man r some riders now
we up on the board the timin us out
connect in the USA of course, got a new bag n we slidin it south

(aftrr)
countin 0s and 2s straight from alabasta
out in cancun then im gone, abracadabra
she know what it do, dont gotta go faster
shawty why u trippin, dont stress, it dont matter
oh yeah
ol boy said he better than me, thats cap
there will never be another me, thats facts
i aint even gotta say shit, check the stats
tryna show u off, nah im not hiding
wrist cost a 100, thats perfect timing
u could come thru anytime, i dont mind it
she know how to ride it
roll up, she get me excited
i know ur still undecided
baby just tell me what u want, u dont gotta fight it

(para)
opp been in front of me oh my
i got me a humma my man wit the drumma
dont test me boy this no lie
might flick me a pic wont drown for the drip
all my man held down w the mob ties
i wont do shit if u test me
my man make sure that u gon die
i wish u the best if u press me

Humma ft. aftrr

wasted potential (kuku)

Listen to “desire outlives decay” everywhere https://li.sten.to/tbpd-dod
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produced by me
mastered by pdktp
feat @9blare @pdktp
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Lyrics

You
Someone that once was beloved
How’s there discernment
In the middle of us?
Isn’t that enough
Or did I ask too much?

Just tell me that, it’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

Yeah, six months in a
Six months unmedicated
I can’t live off hesitation I swear

You gave up on me let’s face it
You told me it was only once
But I know now we wouldn’t make it out here

Don’t you go falling to temptation
I rip out my heart just for a chance with you
I’m a sick and twisted imitation
Of the perfect guy for you

So don’t breathe
Don’t blink
I need you to stay right with me

♪

Break me down
To pieces of something that I once was
(that I was once was)

No one’s around 
To tell me I’m beautiful and that I am loved
(that I am loved)

But were they right?
It’s such a full reason to love
Am I alright?
Or am I just another fuck up?
(or am I just another fuck up?)

You
Someone that once was beloved
How’s there discernment
In the middle of us?
Isn’t that enough
Or did I ask too much?

Just tell me that, it’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

It’s true
It’s true
It’s true

desire outlives decay

beloved (with blare & pdktp)

prod. sinpad
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here’s to another year. happy birthday me

all roads point to you (poem)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5dHWIT5fxB7zBkoykyNIYS?si=ff6b79c35e5146de
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/showman

produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

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held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

showman

bonus

she wanna know what life is like where i'm from
i'd rather show her my life rn cuz lately it's nothing but fun
me growing up not a place that i like to revisit too often
you tryin 2 hard to be somebody else ima need you to soften up
im tryna have 2 rs on the whip im tryna have 2 rs
look at the roof n see stars in this bitch i look at the roof n see stars
she tried playin me like guitar she tryna play me like guitar
drugs let go of my arms
drugs let go of my arms please

all they do is harm me
all they do is harm me
all i do is plant seeds
pull up when they're sprouting
the family i got around me i picked
cuz the one i was given at birth aint do shit
my mom was my mom and my dad for a bit
maybe thats why i got an emotional side
stick w me baby i'll show you the light
ik i got knowledge that'll do you right
she stick w me cuz she know i'll treat her right and she'll never find somebody else in her life like me
and if she think she can lets see
baby show me someone better than me
and i dont got an ego attached to me
i'm just lookin at all the facts i see

she wanna know what life is like where i'm from
i'd rather show her my life rn cuz lately it's nothing but fun
me growing up not a place that i like to revisit too often
you tryin 2 hard to be somebody else ima need you to soften up
im tryna have 2 rs on the whip im tryna have 2 rs
look at the roof n see stars in this bitch i look at the roof n see stars
she tried playin me like guitar she tryna play me like guitar
drugs let go of my arms
drugs let go of my arms please

nothing but fun (prod. bestq)

prod aftrr

lyrics:

security stop me
motion detected
they pocket watching
playing detective
die bout a lie no im never repenting
i cannot give em a bit of attention
tell no soul ima reverend
what i said last night i aint meant it
she said
my actions so upsetting

pour my heart out fuck it up
dont love someone that break ur trust
aint no one else im one of one
me n myself no between us
pour my heart out fuck it up
dont love someone that break ur trust
aint no one else im one of one
me n myself no between us

slide
told her come over ill let u inside
im up in dovers the denim too nice
i aint a player but ballin still got me courtside
causing a problem not wasting my time
costing a dollar to fly out a dime
call in a doctor im sick of these lies
hasta luego i told em goodbye
wrist glisten u could see it from a distance
u dont miss him u know im what ur missing
peak my interest the money make the difference
what they spend they whole life for
i get it in a minute

pour my heart out fuck it up
dont love someone that break ur trust
aint no one else im one of one
me n myself no between us
pour my heart out fuck it up
dont love someone that break ur trust
aint no one else im one of one
me n myself no between us

i dont like how we strangers
i like the way that u say it
she want me to come save her
words on my tongue i could taste it
say ur out on vacation
lmk if u not taken
its getting cold, love is tainted
im on go, got no patience
bankroll, guala chasing
better catch up, ur pockets outdated
oh im not entertaining her
i dont wanna talk it aint no conversation with u
i dont wanna solve no problem especially not with u

security stop me
motion detected
they pocket watching
playing detective
die bout a lie no im never repenting
i cannot give em a bit of attention
tell no soul ima reverend
what i said last night i aint meant it
she said
my actions so upsetting

pour my heart out fuck it up
dont love someone that break ur trust
aint no one else im one of one
me n myself no between us
pour my heart out fuck it up
dont love someone that break ur trust
aint no one else im one of one
me n myself no between us

Between Us

with @lovekeanu
prod @1gunnar

why cant you just say sum?
its like every time i turn around your off one
we just keep on playing games girl its not fun
and i just keep on coming back until the jobs done
until the jobs done, no
u can say i changed
promise i aint change at all
girl i dont know who to blame, i still pick up when u call
damn its getting hard, cant let feelings get involved
i just put my walls up, u gon break em all

u dont wanna talk about that look thats on your face
girl can u just tell me if we ever parted ways
baby i dont got the time i cant join in with your games
i cant understand what be going through your brain
baby can u come around
i been hurt before like way too many times now
aint it funny u the one thats saying slow down
aint it funny im the one thats letting go now
why cant u just come around

It’s been like 3 days, I never got a call back 
Baby I don’t like that, now she wanna cry about it 
I know she’ll do it again 
Girl I thought I was your lover boy 
Baby I know you want me just to feel destroyed 
(Just give me love and I got you)
Just tell me why you play these games 
(So tell me why you would play)
Just give me reasons I should love
(So tell me why I should love)

walls w/ keanu (gunnar)

guitar by will rhead

when it's all said and done
when i leave home and no one's round
will you save me a seat to the sun?
to somewhere i could never be found
i don't wanna let go
oh i don't wanna leave home
i made my momma cry
i told her i'd call her on the phone
i'll kiss my cats goodbye
i'm sorry i left you all alone
oh i don't wanna leave home
oh i don't wanna leave home
i'll do all the things you taught me
i'll try my best, i'll be a man, won't hate my body
stand on my own two feet
i'll make it through tweleve weeks
i'lll make it back with my own hands, i'll make you proud of me

beloved (with blare & pdktp)

tansea

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