It’s both intensely human and profoundly spiritual — a soundscape of doubt transformed into devotion.

Infused with world percussion, gospel choirs, and a soaring, emotive progressive rock guitar tone, this song carries the listener from everyday despair into cosmic acceptance — discovering the sacred within the mundane.

A meditative gospel-rock journey through confusion, repetition, and awakening. “What the Hell (Am I Doing Here)” begins as a cry of frustration and ends as a hymn of divine realization.

@tantrikas-713395063 i remixed your song🔥

beautiful arpeggio for intro and progression dope🔥🤝🔥🤟🍷✨♨️👏🏼💥💪🏻⭐☕⭐☕⭐☕⭐☕⭐

beautiful song, great sounds and  amazing lyrics 💖

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The Midnight Wanderer

ELON-SUN-0673 - Burning Share

I didn’t think this song would see the light of day at first. It was the first track I attempted on this new system, but I couldn’t get the vocal to transfer into the DAW. After troubleshooting with a few other songs, I discovered through trial and error that I had missed a particular setting, which fixed the issue. The song’s structure is very simple: it’s built around a fat bass, a couple of presets named ‘red morning skies,’ an Odyssey 5th, and Angel Strings. I added an analog sync delay to the voice, which I ducked with a channel strip and left as originally set. Once I imported everything into the DAW, I added transitions, adjusted EQ, mixed, and made any other tweaks needed. The theme describes my keyboard controller transporting me to another reality with super saw birds. It’s one of my weirder pieces, and I’m learning to release these experiments without worrying so much. 



Super Saw Birds

“Whole squad to red earth, we walk.”
Afro-house ritual with calimba leads, 808 heartbeat, and no mercy chants.  
Real Number 10 decoded.  
🎧Produced by ZEMANDAN.🎧  
Stream, repost, join the walk.  
#AfroHouse2025 #Zemandan  

Lyrics:

Yellow ghost through dust and drum.

I know my stand - step in the circle on purpose
Jaws of the night clamp, claws rip the air,
and for all that blood, we never move an inch
Airport drop - start of the end
Yell shark - island shakes on the Fourth of July

Real number ten… whole squad to red earth, we walk
Just you and me - no scratches, no mercy
Real number ten… feel the rhythm, we talk
Just you and me - no scratches, no mercy
 “Ehh-yo… no mercy…”

Darth Vader from Planet Vulcan whispers low:
“Take her out… or I melt your fucking brain.”
Calvin Klein on underwear and nightmares
I’m no philosopher, just a driver in the rain

Real number ten… whole squad to red earth, we walk.
Just you and me - no scratches, no mercy
Real number ten… feel the rhythm, we talk
Just you and me - no scratches, no mercy

“Ehh-yo… no mercy…” 
Bald liars? I see through bone
Past tastes sweetest when death drums closer
You called me . I don’t stay unwanted
Beat him - he’ll swear he lit Chicago fire

Real number ten… whole squad to red earth, we walk
Just you and me - no scratches, no mercy
Ghostin’ us, motherfucker! Give up the rhythm 
I’ll bleed you quiet, leave for critters in the dark!
“No mercy…”

Shoot this man - you die next. Repeat
You’ve killed before. Twice
“Swallowed my goddamn tobacco.”
Status: minor damage. Next move: food
“No mercy…”

Red Earth Walk

HEAD OVER MIND (2022)

As Sete Alianças

Silent Light

Thank You, God
For Your blessings divine
Thank You, Thank You
For peace in my mind

Thank You, God
For love that’s so true
Thank You, Thank You
For skies bright and blue

Thank You, God
For family and friends
Thank You, Thank You
Your grace never ends

Thank You, God
For songs in my heart
Thank You, Thank You
Each day’s brand new start

Thank You, God
For strength when I’m weak
Thank You, Thank You
Your wisdom I seek

Thank You, God
For the path when I’m lost
Thank You, Thank You
You carry the cost

Thank You, God
For mercy so deep
Thank You, Thank You
You wake me from sleep

Thank You, God
For the bread, for the wine
Thank You, Thank You
Your promise is mine

For every storm, You are my calm
Every wound, You are my balm
So I’ll sing it now, heaven hears
Thank You for turning my fears to cheers

Thank You, God
For time, for eternity
Thank You, Thank You
You’ve set my heart free

Thank You
For being my start and my end
Thank You
Amen


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Gratitude

[Verse]
We out at the Arctic Ocean
And I ain't talking bout no sea
Baby I'm talking bout you and me
Yeah yeah yeah
I know that I'm losing focus
Cause when I close my eyes all I see
Is your eyes looking back at me

[Chorus]
When I'm looking at the northern lights
I see you
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire
Oh I admire
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire

[Verse]
Hindi ko masabi
Kung gaano ka-importante
Sa buhay ko
Ikaw ang aking bisyo
Kahit na alam ko
Na hindi dapat
Baka pwedeng subukan kahit na saglit lang

[Chorus]
When I'm looking at the northern lights
I see you
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire
Oh I admire
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire

[Bridge]
I don't know
Kung dapat ko bang subukan
Laging nasasaktan
Ngunit di mapigilan
I know
Na baka masaktan ako
But I gotta know
So baby
Can we try?

[Chorus]
When I'm looking at the northern lights
I see you
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire
Oh I admire
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire
All I can do is admire
Like the northern lights
There's nothing I can do but admire

[Verse]
The sky is a canvas painted by God
There ain't a greater art 
And it reminds me of you
In all of the colors
The moment you get a glimpse of it
You just can't help but stare
And even when it disappears
In my mind
In my eyes
You always reappear

[Outro]
Oh
I don't know what I can do
Besides admire you
That's all that I can do
Oh
Ano pa ba gagawin ko
Besides admire you
That's all that I can do

Admire (Aurora)

petite méditation à la lumière d'une neige tamisée

en route vers l'hiver

What the hell
Am I doing here
Running in circles
Year after year
Wake up, same walls
Same streets, same fear
What the hell
Am I doing here

Day in, day out
Same thing, same thing
From morning to night
Repeat, repeat
Caught in the loop
No end in sight
Same thing, same thing
Repeat, repeat

Is this the dream I was told to chase
Or some illusion I can’t erase
I watch the clock, I fade away
I lose my soul in shades of gray

What if I stop, just breathe, just feel
What if this pain is how I heal
Maybe the answer’s been so near
Inside the silence, crystal clear

Day in, day out
Same thing, same thing
From morning to night
Repeat, repeat
But somewhere inside
A spark appears
Whispers softly
I’m waking here

What the hell
Am I doing here
Maybe finding
Myself
Right here

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