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Blessing in Disguise

Tate McRae Forbidden Things

Purple lace bra (live)

Take Myself Home

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The Miss Possessive Tour is the fifth concert tour and first arena tour by Canadian singer Tate McRae. It commenced on March 18, 2025, in Mexico City, Mexico, and is set to conclude on November 8, 2025, in Inglewood, United States, consisting of 83 shows. It is in support of her third studio album, So Close to What (2025) and is promoted by Live Nation, with supporting acts Benee, Zara Larsson and Alessi Rose. The tour includes appearances at several musical festivals, including select Lollapalooza events and Estéreo Picnic.

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Don't Miss a Thing

Abandoned But Upgraded is Lyra Noel’s anthem of growth, survival, and self-reclamation. From heartbreak to healing, this album blends trap-R&B vibes with powerful storytelling about overcoming betrayal, embracing independence, and rising stronger than ever.
It’s bold, empowering, and unapologetically honest — the soundtrack for anyone turning pain into progress and leaving toxicity behind.

Betrayal got me better

I missed the playground days, the running wild, the screaming loud,
’Cause every jump, every fall, every splash was a warning I wasn’t allowed.
Kids flew through sprinklers while I stayed dry on the side,
holding my processors like fragile glass,
pretending I didn’t mind.

While they lived like they had whole worlds to spare,
I lived cautious, quiet, always aware—
one wrong move, one wrong fall,
and silence would swallow it all.
So I stayed safe, stayed small, stayed still—
a child in theory,
but never for real.

They played without thinking.
I lived every moment with fear.
I didn’t get childhood—
I got responsibility handed down like gear.

I missed a whole damn childhood trying to keep up,
trying to study, trying to hear, trying not to break stuff.
While they slept in late, I was sounding out words,
relearning conversations they caught on the first.
I wasn’t climbing trees; I was climbing expectations.
Wasn’t loud in the sun; I was trapped in translations.
I missed whole years I can’t ever get back—
lost to studying, surviving, and staying intact.

Every summer they ran through pools and rain,
while I held onto my devices like a lifeline to my brain.
I watched kids wrestle, tumble, dive,
but I couldn’t risk a single thing
that might break the way I survived.

They had mud, chaos, bruises, noise—
I had caution, silence, a box full of batteries instead of toys.
While they learned life through laughter and bruises that fade,
I learned discipline, fear, and how careful a child can be made.

My childhood wasn’t lived—
it was managed.
Protected.
Restricted.
Planned.
I didn’t get freedom—
I got rules written right into my hands.

I missed a whole damn childhood trying to keep up,
studying till midnight just to be “good enough.”
While they ran free, I practiced words in the mirror,
trying to sound normal, trying to grow clearer.
I didn’t get recklessness; I got survival.
Didn’t get mistakes; I got denial.
Those years slipped through my fingers like sand—
lost to fear of the silence I couldn’t withstand.

I didn’t jump in pools.
I didn’t roll in grass.
I didn’t run carefree.
Everything I did had to last.
A childhood lived like a minefield—
every joy a risk,
every risk too big.
They say kids bounce back,
but I wasn’t allowed to fall.

I lost years trying to stay connected,
years no one remembers but me.

I missed a whole damn childhood trying to keep up,
trying to hear, trying to learn, trying not to mess up.
They had scraped knees; I had early discipline.
They had summers; I had quiet rooms I studied in.
They had memories loud and bright—
I had caution, rules, and silent nights.
If childhood is freedom,
then mine was under attack—
stolen by fear, stolen by pressure…
and I can’t get it back.

Maybe one day I’ll forgive the years
I never got to live.
But right now…
I’m still mourning
the kid I didn’t get to be.

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