me after workout: GOD DAM GOD DAM GOD DAM.

linden & nevrfall - in tact (ft. sidenotes.)

wish I could get back time
wanna exist without you on my mind
I put the blame on myself 
too often I ignored the signs 
Might’ve cared 
sorta there 
why’d you do that? 
now im scared 
cause now I think everyone’s gonna move like you do 
im aware 
I wasn’t perfect, just wanted to show I was worth it. 
to you, I’ll never deserve it.
what a shame that you never wanna take the dive 
Wonder why 
Still want him and I’m not surprised 
Still in love with the way he lied
guess you just don’t want your scars to fade away
Everyday feels like a maze
stay freaking out 
Don’t know what about 
Damn I wish that you had stayed 
Could’ve found a way to be okay
my friends say “give it time” 
just wish you hadnt wasted mine 
For so long, thoughts confined
Always said I was crazy 
But damn I was right
You really didn’t have to do that 
as much as I wanna say “that’s too bad”
I can’t go out without seeing you in everything
and it brings me back 
youve always said forever 
should’ve really just said never
I’ll leave the details out 
just hope that he don’t lose his temper 
still don’t know what to do
still don’t have the slightest clue
jokes on me, I just wanted it to be you

you really didn't have to do that (prod. soloft)

prod. JonBoy
mix/master @prodbybrody

lyrics:
I waited so long 
But you never showed up 
This is so stupid 
When will I ever grow up
Bad decisions 
Based on desperation 
Lack of vision 
Staying in stagnation 
Feeling down as fuck 
And I'm always lost 
Wish I was a true believer 
Staring out at the empty parking lot of this rundown movie theater 
Just sitting here 
The seagulls fled
Left me on read  
I fall apart
Just toss my heart by these stomped out darts and shopping carts 
I'm feeling dead 
The things you said 
Keep on playing on repeat 
In unison with my heartbeat
All my worst regrets ring in my ear real loud
It's not easy to ignore that 
I'm the only one who is here right now 
There must be a reason for that 
There must be a reason for that 
Feeling down as fuck 
And I'm always lost 
Wish I was a true believer 
Staring out at the empty parking lot of this rundown movie theater 
All my worst regrets ring in my ear real loud (the things you said play in my head, it's on repeat until I'm dead)
It's not easy to ignore that (I fall apart, just toss my heart by these stomped out darts and shopping carts)
I'm the only one who is here right now (I'm feeling dead, the things you said)
There must be a reason for that (keep on playing on repeat, keep on playing on repeat)
Staring out at the empty parking lot

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empty parking lot (prod. JonBoy)

my bathroom floor (prod. xmichaelwarren)

Afterlife ⚤ ft. Romeo!

good things :)(letdown 2)

shinigami & gaff - daydream (prod. 4evr)

lyrics:

and whatever you're doing, I bet you're not thinking about me
in your mind I'm probably a distant memory
but getting you out of my head is tough for me to do
cause all these thoughts I have somehow keep coming back to you
and I had a dream last night that we went and broke the rules
and we met up after dark on the steps of my old high school
I looked you straight into the eyes and I told you how I feel
and it broke my heart to pieces when I found out this moment wasn't real
another disappointment
this is so bad for my health
I bet you have somebody else 
or maybe you're just happy by yourself
sorry if I'm being too loud 
but sometimes I wanna yell
things tend to get real lonely at the bottom of a well
I know this isn't your fault
you didn't mean to cast this spell
being so damn perfect isn't something you can help
now I'm wondering how many other guys you've done this to
tell me who they are so all of us can start a support group 
and it's on days like today when I hate my dumb negative brain
I should just be happy that I was touched by an angel 
instead of being so sad she flew away
maybe someday she'll reach out 
but I know that I shouldn't hold my breath
thinking about you like this will lead me to my death
you're the most beautiful girl I've ever met in my entire life
google search 'how do I forget the most beautiful girl I've ever met?'
how on earth do I forget the most beautiful girl I've ever met?

you're the most beautiful girl I've ever met

i went and did what i did 
i sinned i sinned
i went and did what i did 
in the midst of a state
i know i shouldn’t have been in 
fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up
i spent all my money trynna make a buck
i went and fucked it up
that ego going and sucking up 
walked 5 miles to get the van 
to pick up the crew 
stuck with bags and the bud
we had been down a bit in the mud
no matter we making a thud
leaving LA to get on the tour
just some yung bucks craving for more
booked it ourselves it wasn’t so easy
no body said it would be i had a feeling 
fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up
i am not known for sucking up
i tried to be friends it was never enough 
y’all can worry bout how you look
i know u worried more about the clout
always going and running ya mouth
have no clue what ya talking about
im going deeper and deeper
invading the memories now
imma take it away 
all the pain if u let me
dont get to close 
please dont try to test me

imma think about the day
where up and fucking left me
you couldn’t even fucking text me
now my courage drained empty

i draw out these notes
so u can’t hear it when i choke
i draw out these songs
in hopes i dont go broke

i buy more drugs
its the only way to cope
i buy more fucking drugs 
cause its all i fucking know
its gonna be the same year again
filled with all these hoes 
id put myself through it all again
if it guarantees success 
it’d be better than living 
as a fucking hack who lost his sense
i can’t take it man
i can’t pay no fucking rent
man i could say it all again and again
i went and fucked it up for my friend
i went and fucked it all again

did what i did (prod caves)

One Stop Shop Records

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GODDAMN

LYRICS: 
am i too dangerous for you,
(for you)
i’m too dangerous for me,
when i get overwhelmed i try so hard,
to just stop and breathe, (and breathe)
i don’t really think that i’m still losing,
but i know i’m not catching a dub,
i think that i’m not broken , 
cause i always seem to think about love.

i remember when things were easy, 
and i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along ,

but now im falling apart inside my basement,
and i remember all of the moves i made wrong
but if i roll another glizzy imma face it,
and write about my feelings before they’re all gone,

it’s the coming of age that made me hopeless,
it’s the 9-5 job that made me feel like dick,
it’s the way the acid hit on the carpet, 
and it’s the way i never realized to talk my shit,

i remember when things were easy, 
i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along,

but,
 i fall down and i don’t get up much,(get up much)
and i’m getting high before i think bout lunch,
but i think i’m finally at a crossroad, 
i wanna give up but what the fuck do i think i know, (x2)

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remember when? (prod. twintails)

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GODDAMN

TAXI

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