P E N S I V E

that one gas station in melrose, nm

Kurayami

Sauce (130) F 2kG 7.25.wav

Where we began - w/ babieyummo

2 new bumps I whipped up. 1st one was a 25 minute beat battle beat that I went back and finished. Second one was just me messin around lol.. enjoy.

dark alley blues

FREE FLOW FLAVA - Black & White

EMBER (free download)

Lyrics:
Hold up, wait

First I wanna date you
Fall into your love until
I can't even escape you
Then it switches up to where
I think I fucking hate you
Someone take me back to where
I thought you were my angel
x4

Like having a flannel in the woods
Or a blanket on a sandy beach
You keep me warm, you keep me warm
Never fail to keep me warm
And baby girl you keep me warm
You got my thoughts up in a swarm
Each word you speak is like a poem
You're not them and you don't gotta show 'em

Grab me by the wrist, but I feel it in my heart
You're trying to pull me back but it's pulling me apart
and I just wanna restart

Holding moments, overloaded
I don't want pain I'm like "donde money"
When I feel strained then I'm dipping, runnin
back to the start then I'm overcoming
x2

Holding moments, overloaded
Don't want pain I'm "donde money"
When I'm strained I'm dipping, running
To the start I'm overcoming
x4

filming our own destruction

manga for cover art: misu misou

[lyrics]
everything hurts but i gotta keep it moving
dying everyday and i dont know what im doing
days go by never see the sunset
its always night fall wonder am i dead yet?
cant catch a breathe
now i wanna die
balling up a fist
i just wanna feel alive
sick of everybody that wanna be sad
wanna disappear and ill never come back

anxiety clutching my chest
freaking out im just doing my best
paranoid i dont think this is real
confused i dont know how to feel

same dreams same nightmares
dead nights and youre right there
same tears same headaches
dead body so why i feel this heartache?
(x2)

everything hurts and its only getting worse
miss the days that i didnt even feel hurt
but its all gone why do i go recollect?
ima go and snap my neck from reading all these fucking texts
self destructive
its my fault
my head that im stuck in i cant call
but i hope youre doing alright 
can i see you one last time?

anxiety clutching my chest
freaking out im just doing my best
paranoid i dont think this is real
confused i dont know how to feel

same dreams same nightmares
dead nights and youre right there
same tears same headaches
dead body so why i feel this heartache?
(x4)

too many headaches

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
mixed and mastered by me, myself & i
----------------------------------------------------------------
taking the pen to the page again
sincerely yours
i'm your shadow in those polaroids
love we couldn't afford
a mess that i can't fix
they always want more
a target that you'll always miss
who's been keeping score?

the ghost of you
has been haunting me
now i haunt you too
and i'll never leave

and i can't hold my insides in
think i need to get this out
take a knife and cut my skin
and bleed through all my doubt

as much as they keep running their mouths
doesn't match the way they run around
i used to be a victim of this
'til i decided i'm so done with fucking around
i decided that i don't really need you now
i'm not a victim of shit

taking the pen to the page again
sincerely yours
i'm a stain on your old photos
the past that i adore
a mess that i try to fix
couldn't open that door
thoughts of me and you always persist
yet we always still ignore

the ghost of you
has been calling me
now i'm calling too
but you won't receive

and i can't hold my insides in
think i need to get this out
take a knife and cut my skin
and bleed through all my doubt

as much as they keep running their mouths
doesn't match the way they run around
i used to be a victim of this
'til i decided i'm so done with fucking around
i decided that i don't really need you now
i'm not a victim of shit
yeah...

sincerely yours (prod. reaper)

https://youtu.be/Y7b2tMsPQw8

prod/mix + visuals: SUBVITAL404
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‎▶video

ESCAPE THE PRYING EYES

i’m lost in the realm of what i thought was my getaway
you fought to get out before my eyes
how could i ever stay?

i’ve torn us apart
the mess it caused forced me to run away
i know that i’m far from every scar
how could it end this way?

what have i become?
so far gone from the flood
if only i could go back to what i thought never was

i thought this would help
but what i’ve done won’t recover me

i’ve wondered around but i’m still lost
how could i run away?

i’ll try and restart
but i still want to fix what i’ve thrown away

but look where we are
it’s too far gone to try and fix anyway

what have i become?
so far gone from the flood
if only i could go back to what i thought never was

i tried to keep you awake but now you’re gone again
your eyes won’t open i hate to say this never ends

prod/mix/master by me

ivory deathbed

cursed (slime angel)

vox mixed by @cpt_sad
prod @taylor

if i work thru the day
i can take the fuckin week off
man im just not trynna slack off

if i work thru the day 
i can take the fuckin week off
yeah mf thats just how i am 
i get it all done in 1 day
1 day
i can make enough fucking hits
to last me the week
baby baby plz just let me bleed
oh they think im crazy
do u see what i see?
yeah yeah baby what u need
oh baby baby wont u come with me
o my god i can see it happening 
every litte aspect of my life is trapping me
in this fucking cell
yeah im writing a tragedy
oh baby baby wont u let me bleed

lemme bleed out n fuckin die
lemme end my life 
baby why 
baby fuckin why
u dont gotta cry
cause i know
ill see u real soon
i been lyin thru my fuckin teeth
baby let me bleed
let me fuckin bleed
bloodied up all over ur carpet
so i can make a scene
imma make a stain on ur life
yeah bitch imma make a stain on ur life

if i work thru the day straight
i can take the fuckin week off
yeah mf thats just how i am 
i get it all done in 1 day
1 day
i can make enough fucking hits
to last me the week
yeah baby baby plz just let me bleed
oh they think im crazy
do u see what i see?
yeah yeah baby what u need

u a fuckin bitch yeah
plenty of reasons 
ur girl all up on my dick yeah
i dont make much money 
but that dont mean fuckin shit yeah
wipe my ass wit that fuckin song
u call a hit yeah
flexin all ur belongings to make up
for yo shit yeah

i putn that gel on my tongue 
the nightts just begun

a litte too fucked up in the apartment
had to take a blue lil pill to re spark it !
got my mind up on the run

oh baby baby wont u let me bleed 
oh baby baby do u see what i see

EMBER (free download)

taylor morgan

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