My track "Alone", but with some mastering done by the extraordinary tbagzprout

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Lyrics:

A light before my eyes, a sound in my ears
sensations coming back, with a hint of fear
A mirror next to me, I try to take a peek
try to set the focus, try to make it clear

but I'm met with a mess, a blur, a haze
blinded by emotions, can't make out my face
I fumble in the dark, distraught and dazed
I'm a stranger to this world and my home is space

So of course I feel weird when I get to witness
beauty and perfection in this land of weakness
my own demons tremble like they can't deal with this
What is this sweetness? I've been rendered speechless

Despite the darkness, there's an angel here
I struggled with this but I'll make it perfect
I'll defy the odds and shape my own mind
I'll destroy the evil and make my soul shine...

I try to take away... take myself away
I try to take everything I can and run away...

After many nights I feel the pain again
Of too many fights, it's turning me insane
New leaf, wilted, as october leaves
The synth plays higher, I feel my heart give in

Tell me what to do now that the shadow's back
How can I go on as I sabotage this
Carnage that's my life, and I've become this bad
...I've found myself back.

Everything's the same, but it still keeps on changing
Every time, I move, but I keep regressing
What could I do now that I am hopeless trying ?
What should I do now that my hope is dying ?

God won't help me now, he's dead and buried
as the god of all gods remains unworried
Spent the past decade crying and weeping, I'll
Spend the next decade chasing the fleeting

You can only get good if you lose yourself
As if only you knew how to cope with this
And I've cried for too long when I found you here
Got to find a way out of this awful place

And I love you way more than I can say
Come with me take my hand and we'll go away
I'll make sure to embrace you in the night
Try inverting the past, make your future bright

Alone (Tbagzprout master)

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You were the light that would lead me to die
Apologize for your lies, and the lust in your eyes
Should have known that you were right, it was all in my mind
I was the one that let your madness trump my advice

You were the light that would lead me to die 
and that's why I confide in your upcoming demise
Déjà vu, I see your pupils are devoid of life
I cry for letting you think you had any value

But you knew you didn't you little disgrace, 
As soon as you came in my life you erased
That puny facade you maintain around them
They think you're the shit but you're nothing but scum

An ego so low you had to kill my flow
and put me below, yeah you don't even know
How many times I have, dealt with the likes 
of you
I can predict you'll have, nothing to show
in a few

And as days pass by, I hope that you'll die
and I know the truth and they all should too
And yeah the outside should match the inside
Baby come to me, I'll show you a preview
And as days pass by, I hope that you'll die
and I know the truth and they all should too
And yeah the outside should match the inside
Because you're dead inside and I'm done with you

Jaded and broken, my past was dark and unspoken
But there was one thing in common you had with one of my girls
Hungry for power I was enough for your hour 
of glory then you'd devour my skin, my eyes and my soul
There was one thing you ignored when you fucked with me
Was that never would I be what you wanted of me
Sorry, I was pretty sweet and you'd have to agree 
When you were on your knees and begging for D

But you were my bitch for a second or two, 
and those where the times I'll remember with you,
The rest is adressed there's no trace of unrest, 
go back to the rest, see who you can posess

You weak motherfuckers will never get good
If you have to fuck with the only ones who
Give you their purity, I gave you the best of me
Try to dismantle me, come out with naught and see

And as days pass by, you hoped that I'd die
and I know the truth, but you'll never do
And yeah the outside should match the inside
Now I'm glorious, and a little see through
And as days pass by, you hoped that I'd die
and I know you hoped, but I'll never do
And yeah the outside should match the inside
Cuz I'm beautiful and I never missed you

Die (Jade) - prod. tbagzprout

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I've been feeling good lately, but this is a reflection of how I felt about a week or two ago, I got a feature on @krimson_graey EP that comes out tomorrow as well on a track called "WORLD POLICE" SO FOLLOW THAT DUDE AND BUY THAT SHIT WHEN IT DROPS CUZ IT'S GONNA BE HARD AS FUCK. I've been working on something really special, hope you enjoy it!

aside from that, I love you~ ♥

vocals. // me 
prod. // @thug1nzr_beats
m‡x‡ng.// me
v‡suals. // coming soon*

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lyr‡cs: / /
I’m getting high tonight
Another puff to make it all fucking right 
Yeah right, another lie, a blight
Saved myself from my own fucking light
Yeah
See my tombstone made of ivory and crickets yeah
See my eyes burning, my mind filled with cicadas yeah
See how god’s not satisfied with me
See how I wouldn’t let me be me

Crickets and cicadas

I wanna die tonight
Yeah I know this fucking feeling’s alright
Yeah right, another day I’ve cried
Felt my soul fucking peering out through my eyes
I’m getting high tonight
Another puff to make it all fucking right
Yeah right, another lie, a blight
Saved myself from my own fucking light

Crickets and cicadas

I wanna die tonight
Yeah I know I’m fucking feeling alright
Yeah right, another day I’ve cried
Felt my soul fucking peering out through my eyes
I wanna die tonight
Another puff to make it all fucking right 
Yeah right
Another lie, a blight
Saved myself from my own fucking blight

「CRICKETS‡CICADAS」- MEW‡ZXN (PROD. THUG1NZR)

june 2021 edit: re-released this just to show where I was when this came out, beware of the awful out of key vocals and shit mix.

Track 2 of my MALL SHOOTER EYES EP.

Disclaimer: I don't condone or support violence of any kind on innocent people, any suggestive or provocative lyrics and themes are designed for the destruction of antiquated ways of thought in your brain, they are forms of social commentary on current events. I can't be blamed for negative thoughts or actions that take place after an individual listens to any of my music.

vocals. // me 
prod. // 
Track 1: @thug1nzr_beats
Track 2: @johanncaldonazzo
m‡x‡ng.// me
v‡suals. // coming soon*

*may not actually be coming soon

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lyr‡cs: / /Track 2:
Will you murder me?
Hide my flaws with peace?
I don’t want to dive in I’ll just fall on my face

Pull new hearts like a blunt
All for nothing

Felt so empty, rot inside’s 
Given a new way to fuck it all
See the school shooter’s real eyes, they’re made inside us all

And we know we’re the cause
Now go sound off alarms

Faulted me
I’ve got no rest in me
I will see you fall
While I bleed inside

I just want to go fuck it all
I just wanted to fuck it all
I just wanted to fuck it all

You told me just to fall in line
Individuality died that night

And it’s your love, darling
Falted
For them, I felt hope
No more, darling
Go home
Leave me broken, licking my wounds

I don’t wanna be like this anymore

All that I’ve done
Blood spilled selfishly
I just feel all of my pipe dreams,
They’ve fucking collapsed

And they knew I’d relapse

All I’ll ever be is another unfortunate martyr
A twisted little boy
Filled with nothing but
Fear & Piss
People all around
All they give is a frown
For your lives
And with thoughts and prayers
We close our eyes

lyr‡cs: / / (Track 1)
Get that fuckin light
Yeah I shine real bright
Why the fuck did I let you waste my fucking time
Brought you down to my low ay
Brought you down to my low ay
Felt myself so low ay
Lost myself at home ay
Got me energized like I got fuckin volt absorb
Bought myself a new closet just for the homophobes
Felt my truth inside and ran from it so fucking much
Brought the bitch inside out and RAN HIM WITH A FUCKING TRUCK

I don’t know what you had wanted me to be
I’ve decided just to finally be me
You took my words and turned it all to shit
Now I’ve come for your head and all of your fits
	
Hey. Hey. Hey, Hey
I finally found my fucking way
Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey
Let’s see how strong you are in that cage
Oh

Bring it back
Bring it back
Bring it back 
Bring it back
Bring it back
Oh wait
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
You should know, hey
My time’s running out
I’m building all that fucking clout
I’ll give all of you fakeass bitches
All of your motherfuckin favorite pouts

Make 10 more songs about how I’m dying inside
Just to end up fucking beating my sister’s eyes
Tell yourself the world’s coming at you being white
Let’s see that killcount in your mall shooter’s eyes
I held my soul at night
Forgiven myself through light
Better safe than sorry right?
Gotta roll my 20s right

Bring it back
Bring it back
Bring it back 
Bring it back
Bring it back
Oh wait
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
You should know, hey
My time’s running out
I’m building all that fucking clout
I’ll give all of you fakeass bitches
All of your motherfuckin favorite pouts

MALL SHOOTER EYES 2 (FEAR & PISS) (Prod. Johann Caldonazzo)

Track 1 of my MALL SHOOTER EYES EP.

Disclaimer: I don't condone or support violence of any kind on innocent people, any suggestive or provocative lyrics and themes are designed for the destruction of antiquated ways of thought in your brain, they are forms of social commentary on current events. I can't be blamed for negative thoughts or actions that take place after an individual listens to any of my music.

vocals. // me 
prod. // 
Track 1: @thug1nzr_beats
Track 2: @johanncaldonazzo
m‡x‡ng.// me
v‡suals. // coming soon*

*may not actually be coming soon

FOLLOW ME. 
TW‡TTER // twitter.com/mewzxn
‡NSTAGRAM // www.instagram.com/mewzxn/
SPOT‡FY // https://open.spotify.com/artist/4zsB0xgca5y0RWm34CCUKF

TALK TO ME ON DISCORD! <3 https://discord.gg/nNzF7kg

EP is not for sale because I'm broke and can't buy leases at the moment, if you want to see this for sale sooner than later, you can either donate to me on paypal here: https://www.paypal.me/mewzxn

or you can buy my other music on Bandcamp and tip extra, any and all donations is really appreciated! Normal price for tracks is $1! https://mewzxn.bandcamp.com/

lyr‡cs: / / (Track 1)
Get that fuckin light
Yeah I shine real bright
Why the fuck did I let you waste my fucking time
Brought you down to my low ay
Brought you down to my low ay
Felt myself so low ay
Lost myself at home ay
Got me energized like I got fuckin volt absorb
Bought myself a new closet just for the homophobes
Felt my truth inside and ran from it so fucking much
Brought the bitch inside out and RAN HIM WITH A FUCKING TRUCK

I don’t know what you had wanted me to be
I’ve decided just to finally be me
You took my words and turned it all to shit
Now I’ve come for your head and all of your fits
	
Hey. Hey. Hey, Hey
I finally found my fucking way
Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey
Let’s see how strong you are in that cage
Oh

Bring it back
Bring it back
Bring it back 
Bring it back
Bring it back
Oh wait
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
You should know, hey
My time’s running out
I’m building all that fucking clout
I’ll give all of you fakeass bitches
All of your motherfuckin favorite pouts

Make 10 more songs about how I’m dying inside
Just to end up fucking beating my sister’s eyes
Tell yourself the world’s coming at you being white
Let’s see that killcount in your mall shooter’s eyes
I held my soul at night
Forgiven myself through light
Better safe than sorry right?
Gotta roll my 20s right

Bring it back
Bring it back
Bring it back 
Bring it back
Bring it back
Oh wait
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
Run it back
You should know, hey
My time’s running out
I’m building all that fucking clout
I’ll give all of you fakeass bitches
All of your motherfuckin favorite pouts

lyr‡cs: / / (Track 2)
Will you murder me?
Hide my flaws with peace?
I don’t want to dive in I’ll just fall on my face

Pull new hearts like a blunt
All for nothing

Felt so empty, rot inside’s 
Given a new way to fuck it all
See the school shooter’s real eyes, they’re made inside us all

And we know we’re the cause
Now go sound off alarms

Faulted me
I’ve got no rest in me
I will see you fall
While I bleed inside

I just want to go fuck it all
I just wanted to fuck it all
I just wanted to fuck it all

You told me just to fall in line
Individuality died that night

And it’s your love, darling
Falted
For them, I felt hope
No more, darling
Go home
Leave me broken, licking my wounds

I don’t wanna be like this anymore

All that I’ve done
Blood spilled selfishly
I just feel all of my pipe dreams,
They’ve fucking collapsed

And they knew I’d relapse

All I’ll ever be is another unfortunate martyr
A twisted little boy
Filled with nothing but
Fear & Piss
People all around
All they give is a frown
For your lives
And with thoughts and prayers
We close our eyes

MALL SHOOTER EYES (KILL COUNTS & CLOUT) (Prod. THUG1NZR)

I cant say the same
I dont know my name
Everyone will die 
I just hate you all

Guitar Loop 1 BPM 140 F

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