Not Myself is a piece of my life carved into sound. It’s the feeling of slipping away from who you are... drowning in heartbreak, addiction, and the kind of pain that makes you reach for anything to escape. The first verse sits in that darkness, in the nights I tried to numb what I couldn’t face.

The second verse is the climb back... the clarity that came with getting clean, the slow process of rebuilding myself, and learning to confront my pain instead of running from it.

If you’ve ever felt lost in your own mind or disconnected from the person you used to be, I hope this song meets you where you are. You’re not alone in that fight.

Not Myself

“Sober” is the story of how far a man can fall and how far he can climb back. This song comes from a place where addiction had taken everything from me, even the parts of myself I never thought I’d lose. I was choosing drugs and alcohol over my responsibilities, over my purpose, and even over my own children. I reached the point where my body gave up, where one overdose almost rewired my heart and soul for good.

But this track isn’t just about the darkness. It’s about the moment the light finally breaks through. It’s about getting sober, facing every tragedy and every painful truth head-on, and refusing to let addiction be the end of my story. It’s about earning back my children, rebuilding my life piece by piece, and rising into the man I was meant to be.

“Sober” is more than a song. It’s a confession, a breakthrough, and a promise to anyone fighting their own demons that redemption is real and recovery is possible. This is my journey from losing everything to gaining it all back.

Sober

“Keep Pushing” is for anyone grinding through the struggle, fighting depression, fear, addiction, or doubt. It’s the voice that reminds you to rise when the world says you can’t. Every step, every grind, every late night counts. This is about manifesting your dreams, proving the doubters wrong, and building the life you deserve on your own terms. Don’t let fear or regret steal your shot. Keep pushing, because your next move could change everything.

Keep Pushing

“Nightmares” is drawn straight from my life experiences. It speaks on the tragedies of death, the violence tied to street life, and the reality of having enemies who want to see you fall. When nightmares come to life, paranoia takes over and trust disappears. This song is the sound of survival, trauma, and staying alert in a world where danger never sleeps.

TCM GEEZY

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