An emotional piece, both haunting and relieving. If reality is perceived through nihilistic eyes and one's perception is malformed by and through mental deterioration processes, then the feeling you might have during the track could be congruent to the one when lost in a nihil reality. 

I also made a videoclip for Nihil Reality, see the link.
I hope you like the composition.

Nihil Reality

This track tells and envisions the forthcoming unavoidable Malthusian apocalyps. In the 70s a group of scientists studied and calculated this to be happening anytime now. A time wherein deprevation will take hold and wherein the newborn will face a far more different and diffcult life.From the fertile mother womb, to a void womb maze baring nothing and where everybody is lost. 

I warmly recommend listening to  it a couple of times when you sit leasurely on the couch, with ambient lighting and tct1501 to keep you company. 


Void Womb Maze

Sad composition of but one sine waveform. Okey, okey, and the sample from the movie, which I recorded from Single White Female.

Als ook de moed der wanhoop sterft

Here is a compo entry I made in aug 2010. I wrote the song in about 40 minutes after a elongated period of not making music at all. I found out about this compo just before its deadline and thought "hey, why not" I have no idea where this compo was (have to check), the site went offline shortly after this compo and I think I was only participant :( That was a pretty lame compo. But for so little time I really like the result!

I missed my tracker

Track made as entry for an /sc/ compo.Hosted by +- / 68k. Check http://compo.quikphix.org/ for more information. You can enter too! 

The fish and the drawn tree

Originally intended as entry for a tracking compo but I never had the time to finish it. Samples by 68k.

December 2011

Breaking through the walls of suicide

I make different styles of music ranging from electronical and dark ambient to death metal, classical, chiptune and industrial hardcore.