the "i saw u in my dreams" line hits home holy shit, luv u guys

listen to mæsks music: https://soundcloud.com/maesk337

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

pekarots yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg

/lyrics/

(tearsonmygucci)

i need help like i don't know what I'm supposed to do
sit under an overpass breathing fumes
passing street lights down another avenue
if i gotta die i would rather rot with you

back in april we were fighting just like usual
said you hated me oh so casual
held you tight but then you were gone 
if id known that it would be the last i held on

i see faces looking through the window
thoughts are whirling i just wanna be alone
oh solitude is rare cause i still hear you 
in my room 
lead my to my tomb i can't take it

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip 
cause i know I'll slip
without you to hold me back from losing it

(mæsk)

I've got this calming view and now I’m picturing ur face
And u now wanna talk, ok let’s talk about this pain
And now I’m sat beside a tree I’m taking all the shade
If u were here right now I know you'd wash it all away


I’ve got things I’ll never mention but it’s haunting me
Clouds are taking shape I swear that they’re taunting me
My head goes down but, swear I’m no different to all these broken leaves
If u were right now I’d view the world so differently

One more time,
The pressures building and it’s heating up
Wasn’t being honest when I said that I was fine
What’s in the past is deep and buried, I know I can’t do much
I’d be content if I could only see u one more time

(tearsonmygucci)

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip cause i know I'll slip
without you here to hold me back from losing it

I never gave up on us - ft. mæsk (Pekarot)

back to weekly songs soon i promise.
its a new era

prod. sorrowbringer x me <3

lyrics:

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong to
but still i breathe
i've been up all night plus a day and a half
i still worry for my kind now that u lash out like that
it seem clear to me ur people xenophobic
i had trusted u but it's clear to me that is over

my friends won't leave their caves cause of u and it breaks me
so all that i can do is rid ur people from our place here
ur buddy shot me nine times what u gotta say to that
i'm gonna murder all your people i don't care if they our friends
get out my way i got buisness to do on ur village
there's a couple hundred people that i really gotta see
they got appointments to get their heads lopped off at this moment

-

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong
but still i breathe

revenge

srry i've been gone. been rlly FUCKED up :(

lyrics:

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

you call me cause you can't sleep
and i can hear your breathing
it's a lustful temptation my body abrasive i'm reading your thoughts right now
i can tell what you're thinking bout
i'll give in with acceptance of another round
i feel out of place with my mind in this state
it's a feeling i hate but her touch turns me on right now

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

fw0b (thersx)

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
white shinobi: @white-shinobi
gin$eng: @ginsengxx

they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i think our scene would be alot better without them
do you think we need them?
i dont think we need them?
cause we have nick and we have miles
you know exactly who the fuck im talking about.
they're clones 
and they barely try cause 
they get cosigned and 
they already have fans before they start
maybe i shouldnt talk about it at all
but im just being honest
im just being honest
you cant look me in the face and tell me that it looks fine to you
cause we work our ass off and we get nowhere
i think we all secretly know this is not very fun
cause itd be alot funner if people gave a fuck.
or if we could live off of this, but right now we could die from this
im not tryna be a pessimist, but you know music's more than this
i dont think i wanna stick around to see how it goes,
cause how fucking far can you make it in here?
they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i tried to tell you once but you didnt listen
"we're nothing special, we're just a follower."
im not tryna make you sad at all
please dont give up
i just want you to know
they're not what you thought they were.

bonessss/clonessss (white shinobi x gin$eng)

prod. afterlife 

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)


dear my closest friend I’m writing cause I miss you so much 
Remember when we fell in love? it hurts me so much 
it’s been so long since I’ve last seen you but i long for your touch 
You’re the only one I wanna talk to til the suns up 


it was only one night but we could make it last a lifetime. 
You’re the color of my sky
The song I sing to tell myself that life’s alright. 
We haven’t talked too much
Don’t say I miss you enough 
But I feel the same, always on my brain, without you girl I’d go insane
I asked you if you feel the same
Lied through your teeth and said no on that day
Now I don’t blame you for all of your reasons for wanting to push me away
You’re saying that we can’t go back
As much as we wanna just redo the past
Baby youre right about that 
I just wish that we could forge a new path
Don’t see a reason to lie
Think about you all the time
wish I could take it all back
sorry I suck and I ruined your life

dear my closest friend (prod. afterlife)

pick up the fuckin phone
yeh yeh yeh
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
i learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit
im damn near the best
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit

high tide get me an my soul fried
i dont wana good night
i jst wanna stay up and contemplate my whole liii-
huh :p
boy thot he was nice he was runnin up a dub
uh
bitch im 2 high to ever give a fuck!
ur nothin special 
eck >:(
ur just a test wound
it was alright
BLAH!
till it wasnt!
yeh
im a zombie
bae!
do u copy?
word.
do u see me in tha cemetary late at night
walking round tryna find some fuckin spite 
i dont wanna kill u but i gotta jst to make it right
try to act cool but u know u got Formaldehyde
poisin x_x
its pointless shit u know ull cry for quite a while
but dont do shit about it
pull up in a brand new whip
gtr4s or a corvette
yep
ill whoop u in like any game, call it life
yep
enough of all the talk shit
lets just fuckin talk shit

im a monolithic mommy 
corrupting the thoughts above me 
and i cant get away from this
why u try to love me man?
why u try and hate me
why u try to say the words that cant help but tame me
i cant write the story
but i can on my face
ill put ur name on my hand
and make it somethin like "grace"
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up

aries

follow guda

aries (guda x baz309)

produced by sk8miles
completely non profit
lyrics:

shawty hit me with that vac seal
no gorilla grip
she go on to talk dick sand 
and how im pussy whipped 
glad u can agree that u and i
are a perfect fit 
if we talk about the premise, 
u and i, i guess we're caving in 

caving in 
seems that all i do is fuel some version of the pain im in
glad u getting me n what i've learnt from eating pavement
said the monster looking back on everything he did
i need my medicine 

my feet lost the ground 
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce
blow smoke down and make clouds 
my feet lost the ground
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce 
blow smoke down and make clouds 

so we dress up
and we pub crawl
eatin on her ___
'til i get lockjaw
u gotta love me for the way i am
swear the more the that she could hurt me;
only make me more attached 
blowing smoke into a fan
while she's sleeping in my bed around like 2am
i just crack my beer n touch the cieling crush n toss the can 
lucky im all out of barz cus knowing me id take the chance bro

my bad, love u
that's a lot of vodka for someone 5 foot
hard world. pull thru.
no one gives a fuck and that's a hard truth
but you make me feel alright
better at least than most nights 
it's complex the state of my mind
but she just says to shut up 
and get the knife
 

good point, but i have a knife (sk8miles)

produced by ztope and killedmyself
completely non profit

lyrics

ice and mud is giving way
its a waterslide

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

i guess these circumstances arent exactly normal, i can give u that
faint roads, the pain grows, always clawing at the scabs 
i play a song from my memory
something inside me still struggling
somehow i grip on the muddy reeds
nothing could take it away from me

i found shelter all alone
on a shore in freezing clothes
20 miles barefoot snow

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time

swept away (ztope x killedmyself)

prod. tracyxo x joshbae

see me blowing rainbows
i dont care bout you hoes
im on my ten toes
ran around this dome
(if we're talking bout it,)

i dont give no shit about a ciggarette pack
i dont care about frozen time
uh huh?
i dont care about golden why?'s
uh huh
this shit bothers me
i dont wanna deal with the shit in my head
i just wanna smoke white runtz till im dead
thoughts come up from the bottom of my mind
aye, i gotta climb back up, i gotta wake up
i dont wanna be late!
i dont know what to say :(
i dont wanna be anyone i try and replicate
5:00 am, waste of time, oh my god..
6:00 am, and im tired as fuck

it still wont wake me up
thc in my gut
faded or nothing bruh
this preroll is all for us
we're living like we're still dumb
who am i kidding?
no one does it better than you.
no one will bother me anymore
dont lie
dont try
dont cry to me anymore
i painted the walls exactly like i wanted to
the stripes i made were pink and blue for you
will you be okay..?

(you were only a momment away)

dont, even bother
coming back.
im sorry,
but im not.
I'M TIRED OF THIS COLD WAR!
I'M TRYNA HELP MYSELF AGAIN!
I'M TRYNA BE ANYONE

up,
i gotta wake up ')
DONT WANNA BE LATE
I DONT WANNA BE ANYONE I TRY TO REPLICATE
FIVE AM WASTE OF TIME OH MY GOD
SIX AM AND IM TIRED AS FUCK
AND DONT WANNA WAKE UP.
ah...
ah...
can you run that by me once again :(?
ah..
ah
i dont know, how else i will-
(find some comfort in my home again)
THIS ROCKING CHAIR DONT FEEL THE SAME
THE PORTRAIT FELL AND SOMETHINGS CHANGED

the portrait fell, & something changed

prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

(prod. wisssery)

can we see each other one more time
your face in my mind
my heart racing fast as you sit by my side
oh i miss this
i wish time sticks to this

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x2

its the way your flip your round me
little things like staring at me 
i didnt wanna fall inlove
but i guess thats how i see things
need to steady my breathing
i wanted this to be the last time
i cant help my feelings

so what do i do
where do we go from here
i dont wanna end this in tears
i see everything clear - now

love is a drug to me
addictive its not a want  a need
with you its different 
i give submission to ya

im falling to the ground
im falling down hard
if i see u with someone else
it'll hurt like hell
am i hard to understand
just look at my hands love
im shaking
aint no going back now

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x4

i've been feeling numb (wisssery)

5002 //🌙🌙

if you're reading this, I love you 


I never gave up on us - ft. mæsk (Pekarot)

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