throwaway song that i forgot to drop but i love the beat to this sm


lyrics if interested...

i am so confused can someone tell me what to do?
cuz i have been the exact same
and everything else has been so lame
and now i just wanna fade away
i dont wanna be here i cannot stay
and now i just wanna fade away
i dont wanna be here i cannot stay
and now i just wanna fade away
i dont wanna be here i cannot stay
im living in a nightmare i cannot wake
and my head so fuzzy it needs a shake
yeah my whole life was a mistake
for me that wasnt crazy to say
im sick of it all i need an escape
im looking for my end i cannot wait
im sick of it all i need an escape
im looking for my end i cannot wait
im sick of it all i need an escape
im looking for my end i cannot wait

illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆ why cant it all be a dream ⋆⁺₊✩

its been damn near a month since i last dropped wtf am i doing LOL

imma slam my head against a cabinet yeah
and im up all night music is my catalyst yeah
i wont even lie that shi sounds hella nice yeah
its gon get me right prolly make me think like twice
yeah i hate this life yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆slammin my head into a cabinet ⋆⁺₊✩

nightcore mixxxx because i think its pretty cool :)

[[n1ghtm1xx]] illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆💤if only i could sleep forever mixx💤✩₊˚.⋆

this song was so fun to make, hope you like it!!

[prod.sickboi]

lyrics

yeah im on my own im all al-la-la-lone
if you call me now i wont answer my phone (x2)
i moan and groan and hate how ive grown
mental pain runs straight inside of my bones
i stare at the rain thoughts hurting my brain
now im feelin hella weak my body is dra-(awwww)

yeah im on my own im all al-la-la-lone
if you call me now i wont answer my phone
yeah i moan and groan and hate how ive grown
mental pain runs straight inside of my bones
and i stare at the rain thoughts hurting my brain
now im feelin hella weak my body is drained
my mind feels strained tears run on the train
im all washed up i lie on the grains

something...whoaaaaaaaaaa
is lurkin...
ohhhhhhhh nooooooooo
nothings workin...
ohhhhhhhh nooooooooo

and that scene keeps playing
yeah i hate how it happened
left me broken yea i was saddened
heart was hurtn yea it was flattend
my thoughts have chains 
yea im am trapped in
I feel like a burden
Kinda like a has-been

so i am cooked yeah i am fried
i hate this life how hard i have tried
at the end of the day i guess i am right
ill disappear out of alls sight

LOSERRRRR!!!

yeah im on my own im all al-la-la-lone
if you call me now i wont answer my phone
yeah i moan and groan and hate how ive grown
mental pain runs straight inside of my bones

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