LYRICS:
I grab the fireball and neck it taste like candy 
til I down half the bottle mixed with xannies
kill my sorrows til I panic 
throw my feelings and my guts up on the floor of my family's
home decor and now I'm dancing
with depression and she leading
me and her have been mistreated 
way more than you could believe it
back and forth tryna get even
we just push ourselves deeper and then deeper 
down the snake pit of demons
self hatred mausoleum you can't make me feel better
self hatred when I see you tryna make me feel better
I'm really sorry baby I'm just different in my brain
and my headspace is dark 
lightning bugs up in my heart 
so loving me is kinda hard
fly up thru the sky 
shoot up fire to my blunt and then I start to feel alright
jet fuel in my liver
throw up fire from my stomach
drank the first bottle down 
and stumble round but I ain't done yet

grab the second bottle neck it
taste like nothing cuz I'm fucked up
Shanez you look different
I'm on drugs again I'm sucked up

momma say I smell like a campfire when I come home
so I ain't tryna go back home
this percocet'll keep me warm

ANGEL

DEAN!

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