don't wanna feel that

as of lately w/ blackwinterwells & blxty (prod. emorave)

@loveboy00 @opal707
additional production by: @verdifullt

Give It Up (ft Spira &prod Opal)

produced by @opal707
featuring @spira_me
cover art & master  me

i dont wanna be someone like you
(it cant get worse than this right?)
you get a bag then ill get 2
(it cant get worse than this right?)
work on myself im someone new
(it cant get worse than this right?)
i dont wanna be someone like you
if its good then its too good to be true

oh please ive heard this a million times its enough
please tell me why should i bother
its easy to take for granted
easy, but hard to manage

do what you want just keep me out of it
(you tell me to shove it then you show up again)
do what you want just keep me out of it
(you tell me to shove it then you show up again)

guess it was about that time its a sign
she want me over, to be honest girl im busy im sorry
hate to break it and im bad with goodbyes
its time to move on

leave me for someone better
philipp my pants n sweater
i want you to be happy
pree me im nothing special

made it seem like i wasnt worth mentioning
b n o tees they sold out like in 10 minutes
man i was dreaming of making it rapping 
but fuck all that dreaming its happening

someone like you + spira me (opal)

@m1serable mixxed

*lyrics*

saw you last night at the show
and maybe your the one
i don’t care how much it cost i’ll buy you anything you want
cause you’re the one i want
and im falling in love with you and i don’t know what the fuck to do
i don’t care how much it cost i’ll buy you anything you want 
cause you’re the one i want
and im falling in love with you and i don’t know what the fuck to do

saw you last night at the show and maybe your the one
baby what’s your costar we can link our startcharts
i just want you in my arms right now
everything hurts but you make it better 
getting drunk writing u these letters 
i was so faded wishing that we dated
hope i don’t wish i waited
yeah i kinda miss your purfume but that’s unrelated
swear to god i hate the distance 
all my swag i cant contain it

witch tears (prod. nermal6)

mv:) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MQB2lyrSY8
prod. cqsleeps
mix /master by cody, luvange1 & dxsh

[dxsh]
& bring me up x8
I can't wait forever 
burn me down into the dust
I sold my dreams just for the rush
so take me down another notch
& bring me up x6
maybe next time it will be better for me
could u pour chlorine all on my body cuz I wanna be clean
& bring me up x4

[luvange1]
Its like a scorpion 
Please don’t get too close to it
Toxic hits I let it in
Feeling like its heroin
I think I need a friend
Love me tell me when it ends
Don’t think it was all pretend
Loving u until the end
I need sum oxygen
Breath the air I hold it in 
Girl I need u tell me when
Everything will heal again
I think I need u now
Baby please don’t let me down
Feel the water let me drown
I hope u can get me out

scorpion

𝐮𝐤𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝟐 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐧 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲,, 𝐣𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭,, 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐧𝐨 𝐲 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝  𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐰𝐲 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧,, 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭,, 𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐟𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐦𝐞 𝐧 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐭𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝟐 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 (つ﹏◕✿)･ﾟ｡ 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐛 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐜𝐮𝐳 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 ;𝐃:𝐃:𝐃 ꧁♥ 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐧𝐢𝐜 ♥꧂

꧁♥ picnic ♥꧂ [p. mixedmatches]

stopwatch

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvznvTKfZBE&lc=UgzlcMlarcneB59aOaF4AaABAg

fall like a leaf [vid in desc]

𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒋𝒖 !.,.ヾ(￣ω￣; )
x̶2̶ u̶p̶ t̶h̶e̶ m̶o̶n̶e̶y̶ j̶u̶s̶t̶ t̶o̶ t̶h̶r̶o̶w̶ a̶w̶a̶y̶,̶,̶
w̶a̶l̶k̶ a̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶,̶,̶ u̶r̶ i̶n̶ m̶y̶ w̶a̶y̶ .̶_̶.̶
d̶i̶d̶n̶t̶ e̶v̶e̶n̶ g̶o̶ w̶h̶e̶n̶ u̶ w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ m̶i̶a̶
y̶ u̶ w̶n̶a̶ s̶w̶i̶t̶c̶h̶ u̶p̶ f̶o̶r̶ ?̶ f̶a̶k̶e̶ 

m̶o̶v̶i̶n̶g̶ u̶ c̶a̶n̶t̶ e̶v̶e̶n̶ d̶o̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶
d̶r̶o̶p̶ t̶h̶a̶t̶ ?̶ t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ s̶h̶e̶ b̶e̶ m̶o̶v̶i̶n̶g̶ c̶l̶u̶e̶l̶e̶s̶s̶
s̶i̶p̶p̶i̶n̶g̶ g̶r̶e̶e̶n̶ t̶ b̶a̶b̶y̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ i̶s̶ s̶o̶o̶t̶h̶i̶n̶
u̶ a̶l̶m̶ s̶c̶a̶r̶e̶d̶ m̶e̶ b̶u̶t̶ w̶h̶o̶ r̶ u̶ f̶o̶o̶l̶i̶n̶g̶?̶
i̶m̶a̶ s̶t̶a̶y̶ j̶o̶g̶g̶i̶n̶ t̶i̶l̶l̶ t̶h̶e̶ n̶x̶t̶ w̶e̶e̶k̶
b̶u̶t̶ t̶h̶e̶ w̶e̶e̶k̶n̶d̶ n̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ c̶o̶m̶i̶n̶ y̶h̶ i̶m̶ s̶o̶ d̶e̶e̶p̶
t̶a̶l̶k̶ a̶b̶ d̶n̶t̶ w̶n̶a̶ t̶a̶l̶k̶ b̶u̶t̶ s̶h̶e̶ t̶x̶t̶ m̶e̶
b̶u̶t̶ i̶ d̶n̶t̶ r̶l̶y̶ w̶a̶n̶t̶ t̶h̶e̶ d̶r̶a̶m̶a̶ y̶h̶ i̶t̶s̶ m̶e̶s̶s̶y̶
i̶ t̶r̶y̶ f̶i̶x̶2̶i̶t̶ u̶p̶ w̶i̶t̶h̶ c̶a̶s̶h̶
b̶u̶t̶ i̶t̶ w̶n̶t̶ w̶o̶r̶k̶,̶,̶
i̶ t̶r̶y̶2̶r̶u̶n̶a̶w̶a̶y̶ s̶o̶ f̶a̶s̶t̶
b̶t̶ i̶m̶ s̶t̶i̶l̶l̶ h̶u̶r̶t̶.̶.̶.̶
h̶o̶p̶i̶n̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ w̶o̶n̶t̶ r̶l̶y̶ l̶a̶s̶t̶
i̶s̶.̶ i̶t̶ o̶v̶e̶r̶?̶
i̶ n̶e̶e̶d̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ r̶l̶y̶ r̶l̶y̶ b̶a̶d̶
4̶l̶e̶a̶f̶ c̶l̶o̶v̶e̶r̶

b̶l̶o̶c̶k̶ i̶t̶ w̶i̶t̶h̶ t̶h̶e̶ m̶u̶s̶i̶c̶,̶,̶ u̶ a̶l̶r̶e̶a̶d̶y̶ k̶n̶e̶w̶ i̶t̶
i̶ d̶o̶n̶t̶ w̶a̶n̶t̶ t̶o̶ t̶a̶l̶k̶ s̶o̶ i̶m̶ a̶c̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ s̶t̶u̶p̶i̶d̶
r̶l̶y̶ n̶o̶ i̶m̶p̶r̶o̶v̶e̶m̶e̶n̶t̶,̶,̶ i̶ t̶o̶l̶d̶ m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ i̶d̶ d̶o̶ i̶t̶ 
b̶u̶t̶ n̶o̶w̶ t̶h̶a̶t̶ i̶m̶ h̶e̶r̶e̶ i̶m̶ f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g̶ r̶l̶y̶ c̶l̶u̶e̶l̶e̶s̶s̶

o̶ w̶a̶i̶t̶ y̶ u̶ e̶a̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ o̶f̶f̶ m̶y̶ p̶l̶a̶t̶e̶
u̶ d̶o̶ w̶h̶a̶t̶ i̶ d̶o̶ n̶ u̶ s̶a̶y̶ w̶h̶a̶t̶ i̶ s̶a̶y̶
[̶i̶t̶s̶ l̶i̶k̶e̶ i̶m̶ e̶c̶h̶o̶-̶i̶n̶ a̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶~̶~̶w̶h̶o̶ t̶u̶r̶n̶e̶d̶ o̶n̶ d̶e̶l̶a̶y̶]̶
s̶o̶ i̶ c̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ m̶y̶ e̶a̶r̶s̶ w̶i̶t̶h̶ h̶e̶a̶d̶p̶h̶o̶n̶e̶s̶ n̶ c̶r̶e̶a̶t̶e̶

b̶a̶b̶y̶ i̶t̶s̶ u̶r̶ l̶a̶s̶t̶ l̶i̶n̶e̶,̶,̶ i̶m̶a̶ t̶u̶r̶n̶ u̶ d̶o̶w̶n̶
i̶ m̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ b̶e̶ a̶ s̶a̶c̶k̶b̶o̶y̶,̶,̶ b̶u̶t̶ i̶ w̶o̶n̶t̶ p̶l̶a̶y̶ a̶r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶
g̶o̶i̶n̶g̶ b̶a̶c̶k̶ n̶ f̶o̶r̶t̶h̶ g̶o̶i̶n̶ r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ g̶o̶i̶n̶ r̶o̶u̶n̶d̶
f̶o̶u̶n̶d̶ m̶y̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ l̶o̶s̶t̶ #̶#̶l̶o̶s̶t̶ n̶ f̶o̶u̶n̶d̶

[̶r̶i̶k̶u̶]̶

lost n found #2021 (ｏ・.・)ノ”(ノ_ <、)..

koji kuga,, (✽´ཫ`✽) mh

(prod. snake x deathnotes x oscar4400xy x m15)

autopilot

windchimes ~ ⋆ ˚｡⋆🎐⋆ ˚｡⋆

i feel it

@1fun1 

i heard them say
not to trust you but i really dont care its ok
im hurt again
u trip me up and then i fall like everytime is the same
its worse today
say u love me but u really dont care for me bae
im on my way
think about u everynight and its causing me pain

this lifes a game
youre the only one i need but you dont know my name
i like your face
nicotine protein codeine cocaine

youre the antidote to the poison
bno shit bring da boys in
sorry if my loves cloying i dont really wanna be annoying

bb i swear your love is damaging
i introduce you to the family
i dont wanna talk about my enemies
u know i love you but ur bad for me

i check my breathing its a fear of mine
i smell the pollen from the edelweiss
i buy a package of it every night
im losing hope but it will be alright

edelweiss (prod. fun)

<<##33 @blackwinterwells @pincode8485 <<##33
~ prodd. @angelus7k @alice-gass @ginsengxx

[buh]
heds mixd upp i gta go nw,, *~*
i cn barely thinkk,, i thinkk i gta wtch outt #0.o#
gta gt up,, no i cnt stay dwnxx ._.
thy bn testn me bt rlly @ wht cost nw ?

<<##33's beatn out my chestt bt im lockd inxx ||o.o||
i js rly wna lv wht did i wlk in ?.?
iv bn fln lik a mess i thnk i lostt itxx #_@
i wnt evn say a wordd thers no mor tlkn ;;X

lostt it al bt il mk it bak,, im loosin time yh im loosn tracc ;;//
dnt kno y i fkn laf,, its ovrwhelming yh i cnt do tht d*,,*b

mixd up ++ blackwinterwells ++ 8485 [p. angelus + alice gas + ginseng]

let it go w/ blackwinterwells & midwxst (prod. 4am)

YouTube: https://youtu.be/BlshUJgXoxQ
@boofbby
@yuki-pons

Art by me

boofbby ~ psycho candy [+shyburial]

i9bonsai - lastplace (prod. kiryano)

https://soundcloud.com/buffalobang + https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/d1vwv
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707

Taher: Håll käften din hora

buffalobang:
Shit can't go right everyday
I try not to complicate things it's complicated anyways
I'ts hard to say when things will be okay 
To me it's all the same, It's Complicated
One day I want to one day not feel like the shit and then I suck..
It's Complicated
It's Complicated

sglily:
It’s complicated yeah, funny how shit go
I can’t explain it, this feeling that I’m on
Better get these racks in, and I lose control
Drugs me shaking, now I can’t let go

And I wanna wish on a star
I’d keep you there in my heart 
Until we’re falling apart, whoa
You walk away through the dark
You’re going straight to my head
It’s complicated, it’s hard, whoa

d1v:
u fuck with me so much
i dont know whats real or whats not
tell me lies and u always try to pick me apart
u made my heart beat but not in a good way
the way u hurt me theres no words i could say

the way u just pop up in my head again
five bands what i spend all in the mall again
everything that has good start just ends
i like to be truthful u pretend again

don't wanna feel that

iminthedirt