101-va - dance valley 2008 mixed by carl cox

Still safer in solitude than surrounded by fake apologies.

dnd, pt. 2

Losing you almost killed me. But it forced me to face myself. And maybe that’s the only way out.

lost you, saved me

I’m sharing one of the most personal tracks I’ve ever made.

This track dives into my experience with sexual violence and abuse in intimate relationships. It’s about breaking the silence, confronting stigma, and reclaiming my voice through music. 

If you or someone you know has gone through similar struggles, you’re not alone. Let this track be a reminder that healing is possible, and that our stories matter.

Thank you for listening and supporting. 💙

#BreakTheSilence #HealingThroughMusic #YouAreNotAlone #KDY #HelpisHere

Integration

dedicated to my bestfriend. 

Joshua Verbeek 
November 30, 1999 - July 30, 2025

I love you so much bro. there’s so much stuff I wish I got to say to you. you been there for me the past 7 years, you been one of my best supports, and my biggest motivation in everything I do, my beats included. you’re an amazing soul who inspired me to do nothing but great things and work on myself. this one’s for you josh🖤🕊️

I’ll make your memory live on forever.
bestfriends forever. ♾️

“I hope you fucking find your way through, I really do. I really love having you around, I love having you apart of my life, and.. and im pretty confident that you will find a way through” —  ❤️🙏

not enough time

the bass hits harder after midnight, maybe I’m dreaming 🎵

after midnight

they might never get it, and that’s okay with me. this isn’t a sequel, it’s a reminder. you don’t know me.

shoutout to the ones still struggling alone. I see you and I believe you. support is available. 1-877-392-7538

you don’t know me, pt. 2

dedicated to my favourite cousin

Kayd McKay
Nov 30, 2006 - August 17, 2025

love you brotha ❤️ rest easy

eighteen

trauma, grief, and this pain in my brain that I can’t seem to smoke away. 
🖤🕊️
In loving memory of J.V and K.M ❤️

101-va - dance valley 2008 mixed by carl cox

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