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Edge of 17 (prod wurlishmouk)

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Melodrama

Who You Are

"Do You Miss Me?"

sofia - clairo (acoustic)

shoulda woulda coulda

I think having depression is like being a vampire

vampirism 101 [prod. Dori]

if it goes viral ima take it down cause she'll probably release the acoustic on her own

sofia(ig acoustic)by clairo and matsor (all my homies love clairo)

great, isn't it great
to be held like your sisters baby
hate, you said you hate
when i just lay there like an empty body
but i don't listen and i don't care
i don't like it so get me out of here
i don't listen and i don't care
the smell of smoke
the taste of chamomile

i don't listen and i don't care
i don't like it so get me out of here
it's all so distant and i'm so scared
the smell of smoke
the taste of chamomile

oh no, think i'm in trouble
ten long years inside of this bubble
ha ha, look at him struggle
fuck my mouth and feed me your knuckles
oh no, everything crumbles
you found me inside of the rubble
ha ha, look at me struggle
begging for help from someone who's dead
i'm trying to decipher things that you said
but they only exist inside of my head
so no, i don't want to be calm anymore

chamomile

Freaking Out

fog lake - seven mile lookout

A 2000's pop-punk revival featured in "T'as Vendu Mes Rollers?" a Gobelins graduation short animation movie.

Watch it here : https://youtu.be/QKGG-l9mNBE
Lyrics Video by Thomas Lean : https://youtu.be/Y4R_C-cb5DE

What You Got Inside (Jump Jump)

Count on me

lyrics:
amethyst on my bedroom floor
every license plate reads 444
he fucked me so good i almost said i love you

evil eye for my childhood home 
rose water steam on the telephone
he slapped me in the face and i said thank you

i stay up in the middle of the night
thinking of delilah rose and telephones and
dandelion wine
and i think I've seen the light
there's no point in being less alone if he 
only loves me for one night

i'm everybody's favorite until they get to know me
then every flower on the hill looks like an old tv
i guess it all comes from how much i like honey
i'm sickeningly sweet no one will ever love me

so i i guess this is why i cry
been looking for my yellow bird but he's only heard of
bands that i don't like
and i don't even know why i try anymore
my teenage dream turned to a wasteland
broken apart on my bedroom floor

i'm everybody's favorite until they get to know me
then every flower on the hill looks like an old tv
i guess it all comes from how much i like honey
I'm sickeningly sweet no one could ever love me

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