want u on the best side, out of sight, out of mind

im in the limelight, cant get my head right 
i wanna break free but im getting denied 
i wwent wrong so many times i wanna rewind
is this rly me or not? i cannot decide 

i feel like such a letdown, im walking with my head down
cant even help myself, how im supposed to care for someone else?
falling like a feather,i think its for the better
if i just keep my distance, i know they dont like me anyway

i know what i want and i want it bad, i just cant hold it back 
you know what i want and i want it bad, want you to say my name

bad timing, im stuck im still hiding
dont mind me stop trying
you like me? i told you, stop lying 
im dying inside, im still fighting

what i want「tenoji」

https://soundcloud.com/surg3on
https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
https://soundcloud.com/ev333


me:

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
every1 arnd me feel so cold
like a sinner

i try to see the picture 
but i cant seem to figure
bruises only heal 
when it feel like sumn missing

carrying this burden by urself 
like a mission
i feel so alone
i cant overcome this issue

turn my back to the knife
cut up my tissue
i try to fight my feelings
but i cnt deny i miss u 

struck by limerence 
covering my face again
im faded off a percocet 
wish i could hold ur hand again

arid:

i wanna hold ur hand again
i find it harder to pretend
i just need another reason why
keep myself distracted it all goes by
as soon as i open up u leave
i swear that it all goes back to me
i need a reason why
i dont even know if i should try
try again

victxrw:

if i go try ill die again
and i dont wanna see u leave from my eyes again
it all goes back 2 the times tht we met
if i ever get a change yea ill do it all again

yea ill do it all again
take back wht i said
waking up tomorrow
n ur still in my head
trapped up in my mind 
im still stuck in bed
if i go and try ill die again...

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
hell is all around me
and its like im at the center
dont know if ill make it
im never the winner
dont know if i cn take it
im never the winner

try again + arid + victxrw (surgeon)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

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join my discord server: discord.gg/E9Wfb2qqUV
prod. @tgwog
w/ @7senss

dream 😴 w/ senses (tgwog)

donor w/ wells, blxty, kuru, dolly, mental (emorave)

rit - pour some more [nox + tonari]

out of sight, out of mind



@TeeDreamz

@i9bonsai

@y4ndere

Meadow

Meadow w/ i9bonsai (yandere)

prod @pearlblade

uh uh, i'm wasted, uh uh, i'm wasted
uh uh, i'm wasted, uh uh, i'm wasted

uh, i'm wasted,
i got nothing left to give!! nahh
uh, now i'm faded
only got so much left to live, no!
and my biggest regret is you (i regret you)
you tried hard and it worked too (yeah it worked too)
had to get away from you (had to get away)
hope I won't remember you (yeah)

bring me, down, told me, we're done
I'm weak, so weak, can't breathe, so numb

just get away from me, just get away
don't waste my energy, don't let it waste away

said you can't trust me, i don't believe it
you love to insult me, i know, I seek it
uh, nowhere to go
soon my heart will drop below
i try but don't
such a mess, I-I-I-I know

so get away from me, just get away
don't waste my energy, don't let it waste away

w-w-Wasted, wasted, wasted, w-w-wasted
w-w-Wasted, wasted, wasted, w-w-w-w-wasted

nothing left to give

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nothing left to give (pearlblade)

for sun: u tend with a dryad’s expertise

prod me @stellathepixie + @nihil2free

nurse, spiderweb girl 
weave me a new world
paint me a kiss, puppy
we can take turns 

lipstick 
on a letter, and my cheek
forfeit
i will blush, u could just blink
take this
as a veil over ur eyes
or a blessing in disguise 
either way ik u’ll smile

u tend
with a dryad’s expertise 
n i’ve heard
u will dwell among the trees
take this
as a forest 2 reside 
or a sea slug floatin by
either way ik you’ll smile

lift my shirt 
like nails in dirt
u lick my cuts
baby can i go first 
body heat
u wear the sheetz
laugh coz u look like a ghost :)
baby don’t stop

lick the sun 
off of me
orange juice 
n make believe
i still remember
halloween 
n how u taste
n how relieved i was

nurse, spiderweb girl
i think its our turn
if we could hold hands
i think we’d end worlds 
those bones in ur skin
second 2 nothing 
i want ur inmost
tie us with red string

nurse (pixie & nihil)

much more otw love u all #thank #u

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production by @resolve1k

good fabrics on my skin
i been feelin lost ever since i met u
i cant take it back no im like this till the end
n its all true no its nothing special
like what i sent ya like fuck my mental
u live in my head like its free 4 rental
kno im feelin dead like its detrimental
cold air on my face makes it feel so simple
now i cant feel a thing

can u make me feel again
i been feeling dead i dont need no medicine
break it all in half tear apart my skeleton
i love this feeling and i hope it never ends
can u even feel me? i can see thru u
hope this time it kills me i cant be truthful
it brings out the real me only time its useful
staring at the moon trying 2 think of what to hope for

jus trying to stay hopeful

@blxty
she tugged on my heart
i was fucked from the start
she fell from the stars
she took me in whole

i fell down
can't get up
pls come home
ur so messed up ≧ ﹏ ≦
and i hope it's all a dream
pls can u come lay next2me

i can't feel a thing +blxty (inno)

astray + mint「garasu souls1」

my conviction 

samegrimglory

@samepageclub
@grimshitofficial
@glory4tp

Meadow w/ i9bonsai (yandere)

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