ill go to bed hugging my teddy bear , wishing i can go back and re live it all again

i hate life and the way so many things are unchangeable and irreparable

2222

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

spooky ghost

yr glow (acoustic demo)

cop graveyard

swallow

Starry Cat

I Think You're Really Beautiful

I Blew on a Dandelion and the Whole World Disappeared

When You Split the Heart Open

"a pop/sound art album written and recorded while on spring break. the original idea for the project was to set every project and obligation i had aside and just write and record music constantly. there would be no rules and no limitations, beyond the time-limit. 
i did just that. 

thanks to colleen wynn for the cover art (she also designed the unlimited-free-milkshakes label logo!) check her out here - www.flickr.com/photos/colleen-w "
download the album and support the artist: https://unlimitedfreemilkshakes.bandcamp.com/album/spring-break

spring break!

i was my own favorite tv show the summer my tv broke

i wanna get high with you in my room 
i want it to rain 
i wanna stay in bed today 
i will change my name 
im counting down the weeks 
until you come home 
a miracle's gonna come save me 
it's the only way 
i wanna build a place in you 
where i can be made new 
i wanna sleep until it ends 
i won't make new friends

i wanna be a witch

xxxxxxx i have no longterm plans for this body 
i want to be part of you while i still can 
xxxxxxx my mouth filled up with blood 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
before something takes me out of here 
or before he takes you away again 

(i woke up in the library and someone was whispering 
your name directly into my ear i looked around but 
i couldn't find them and when i went outside the sun 
was out but soon the sky turned black and it started 
to rain; my friends blame ghosts for everything) 

xxxxxxx i worry far too much and i know 
that it will ruin us 
just like it ruined so many things before 
let me be part of you while i still can 

when am i coming to your school 
you know that i should see you soon 
cause soon i won't be able to 
if things keep going on like this 
i stare at myself in the mirror 
i make my body bleed sometimes 
i don't even dream anymore 
because my dreams are coming true 
i could die in your red hair

xxxxxxx

when you came home i wrote a song 
i never showed anyone 
i still remember the hook it went 
'i'm getting clean for you' 
because i wanted to get clean again 
and i knew that if i did we could be happy 
we did it once before 
i thought we could do it again 

i wanted to say i'm sorry 
i never got clean for you 
like i wanted to do so badly 
and everything i knew i forgot 
i will shed this stupid body 
i will grow tall and be someone new 
when i do you can come find me 
but until then i'll be missing for a while

swallow

teen suicide

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