Lyrics:

Liquor to apathy
Promises I can’t keep
Fucked up commitments
Like they’ll be the death of me

Free fallin I can’t see
Your plans are like wishes if you make em with me

Self destruct
I can’t feel
Microscopes at my heels
If I keep walkin then maybe all this’ll disappear 

I’m an imposter of my own head
Chemically dependent on whatever the doc said

If I know myself
I don’t think I’d go that far
Decisions go unfelt 
Didn’t think I’d make it this far

there’s a million different thoughts going through my head
Only a few I can say out loud
I don’t wanna fall back to the same rut
So I’ll jot this shit down
I feel like I’m falling behind
Friends just finished college
I feel like I’m not worth your time
That’s why I’m fuckin cautious
I don’t know how to relate to the ones around me
Unless it’s all self-loathing

Push everything to another day
Everybody stays the same
So it won’t matter anyway
Free fallin I can’t see
Your plans are like wishes if you make em with me

Destroy myself to put on a show
I care about how you laugh if your teeth will show
I’m an imposter of my own head
Chemically dependent on whatever the doc said

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