Name: you could have stayed by teenagedad
Duration: 4 min 11 s
Description: figured if i'm actually going to kill myself i should let you all have this

Written by Bob Dylan.
Performed by Paul Greiner 5-10-24.

Closet Demos vol. 2

Not Dark Yet (5-10-24)

aint talkin bout shit

Makes Me Pretty

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random old old song i wrote a long ass time ago with my friend daniel

Six Feet Sleep

figured if i'm actually going to kill myself i should let you all have this

you could have stayed

fix me (feat. lil thuey)[prod. dirtcobain]

VIDEO: youtu.be/RWo_yQr_8bA?a

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Prod:
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Art: 
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Lyrics:
I'm just tryna get to u
Shits been hard 
But I'm making moves 
Well I'm trying
I'm trying 

And I just hope u understand
All the pain in my back 
And blisters on my hands 
It's all u
Now you're screaming 
At the top of your lungs
I don't need u

Ask me what's my problem
Baby come outside 
Pulling on my hand like everything's alright 
Messing with my 
Something's just not right 
I don't wanna go back 
Baby u should know that 

Bitch don't hit my line
Do this every night 
Phone on 2% 
Like ya i swear that shit gone die
I've been getting money 
pretty baby what u like 
I've been getiin money 
pretty baby what u like

At The Top Of Your Lungs (Prod. Nedarb) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION *

Get It Straight [prod. DeliverTheCrush]

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:
my will to live has gone missing
don't know where it could have went
my will to find it is also absent 
don't know where that is either
if you happen to see it please tell me
nah just kidding I don't actually care
don't contact me
or anybody I know
just keep your distance
my happiness has gone away 
(off into the wide blue yonder)
or was it there in the first place? 
(was it all just an illusion?)
my mind has reached its dullest state 
(I'm an idiot today)
or was I always this fucking stupid??
(and I was one yesterday)
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in my closet
don't wanna talk about any of that shit
so just fucking drop it
when will I finally find a way 
to say the things I wanna say?
when will I finally see the day
when all my problems go away?
maybe nine pills is excessive
why not just take seven?
or even just five?
so sick of hearing these mindful thoughts 
that try to keep me alive
I've got these kpins inside me
adderall in my pocket
don't wanna hear about any of your shit
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in closets
voices in my head
they're telling me that 
everything that I have come to know is null
and I'm better off dead
off into the wide blue yonder
I'm trying to escape my thoughts
this isn't working
I took too much ambien today
now I'm fading away x2
I went down a long slide to go play in this ball pit
where instead of balls, there's empty pill bottles
and now I'm left here drowning

kpins and needles

in search of lost time (nedarb)

black jeans, black metal longsleeve
i pray the devil's watching over me
i'm clutching rosaries 
my heart is feeling empty
i've been driving on e
smoke another camel
it's getting hard to breathe
but i don't know any other way
i used to take shots with mom in the 9th grade
i remember when my pop made his escape
now when i call him, i love you is hard to say

ripped black jeans, black metal longsleeve
the devil is alive and he's preying on me
the people of the night make it less lonely
make it feel alright, give me something to believe in
i just need a reason to come home
but i know
i know there isn't any other way
i take another shot just to make it through the day
it's the only thing i got so i'm digging up a grave
you're begging me to stop but i don't know what to say

black jeans, black metal longsleeve
i pray the devil's watching over me
i'm clutching rosaries 
my heart is feeling empty
i've been driving on e
smoke another camel
it's getting hard to breathe
but i don't know any other way
i used to take shots with mom in the 9th grade
i remember when my pop made his escape
now when i call him, i love you is hard to say

you could have stayed

teenagedad

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