Name: you could have stayed by teenagedad in midwEMO
Duration: 4 min 11 s
Description: figured if i'm actually going to kill myself i should let you all have this

midwEMO

VELVETEARS - stuck (deleted)

as i lay down i think
oh how u ruin me
its too early for me to be drinking this much
but this pain in my chest just wont fucking let up 
and im dumb
for the moment
but im free
and all ive learned is
pretty girls tell the prettiest lies ohohoh
and if i wake up tomorrow
at least i wont be like u
im dirty and broke
but i mean what i say
so ur plastic to me 
and i see right through
and all ive learned is
 pretty girls tell the prettiest lies ohohoh
ive bashed my skull against the wall one too many times
and ive pulled one too many hairs out my head
now all i know is 
pretty girls tell the prettiest lies ohohoh
and all ive learned is
 pretty girls tell the prettiest lies ohohoh
and by the time that youve heard this
ill probly already have died ohohoh

Pretty Girls Tell The Prettiest Lies

93FEETOFSMOKE - dying in the tub eating eggos (very old)

Bicycle Inn - I'd Understand If You Told Me

the lights dim in the house that i grew up in
it's a shame that i watched it fade and decay with old age
now it's every night that i wake in a cold sweat with my hands outstretched
towards a life that i cant reach no matter how much blood i spend
and i'm wasting from my body

i'll try and replace it (our youth is dead so carry on without it)
i'll tear in my guts for a reason to believe it
but it's hard to find
when nothings adding up

it's hard to find when the basis of our youth is fleeting
and all the castles that we built are crumbling down
credits

released November 13, 2013

Castles

Tri-State Era - Castles

Yawning - This Ain't It Chief

Final Hour (demo)

Veronika Lebetskaya - Plan It Earth (with backing voices)(2)

This is my first original song! Hope you like it, and there's hopefully more to come :)

Lyrics:
Oh how does one survive your grace?
You lick your lips as you say it to my face.

"This love between the two of us, would never last.
You don't love me, you love the memories of our past."

I'll wait
Tenth grade

"I swear to you, honey, this love I have for you is real.
For years it hasn't faded, it is still the way i feel."

"Well it's nice to know you like me, and I like you quite as well.
But the way I like you is different, I'm sure that you can tell."

"Well how can I make you feel more like I do?
Cause no matter what is goin' on, I always think of you."

"I do not know my dear friend, if I will ever reciprocate.
But I guess with time some things might change, and if you want to you can wait."

"There's nothing else I would want more, if it means a chance with you.
To make up for all the lost time and all the chances that I blew."

"Why is it that you feel this way? What is so special about me?
I'm just a normal girl you've known for years, now what is it that you see?"

"To be honest babe I don't quite know, don't think I'll ever know for sure.
But I will never feel this way again, and I never have before."

"You know this conversation ain't real? It's only in your head.
Writin' down the way you feel on a notepad in your bed."

I'll wait
I'll wait

I'll Wait

figured if i'm actually going to kill myself i should let you all have this

you could have stayed

heaven knows i am isolation

memento-mori

$donate$

bella-rusia

photographic memory - wedding (demo)

This is an old song with a collaboration from Lil Lotus, I don't own this song or the rights to it, I am just editing it to my liking and those who are interested.

@killedmyself
@lilxlotus

If this needs to be removed please contact me appropriately.

[Lyrics]
But there's no avoiding elements of loneliness, and unfortunately, the only thing that helps you through that is calling your friends and saying, "I'm hurting" and they say, "Don't worry, we got your back."
And the only thing that helps you there is knowing that there's a light at the end of the tunnel

And I know that I gotta die someday
So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains
And all my friends say the same fucking thing:
"You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay."

(I'm not okay, I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay

And I know that I gotta die someday
So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains
And all my friends say the same fucking thing:
"You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay."

But, you know, there are lot of sleepless nights, and there's a lot of stress and there's a lot of, you know, and sometimes your friends and family call you and go, "Why haven't you done anything for a week?"
And you're like, "I wish- I'm just hurting."
You know, just, "Please ask me if I'm okay instead of yelling at me."
"Right."
You know there- there-
It's unfortunately unavoidable, but like I said, the reason anybody gets through any of this is because there are people in our lives that care desperately about our wellbeing and... Umm, when you disappear they don't yell at you, they come up to you and they say, "Are you okay?" and that, that alone, just somebody that you know is thinking of you and, umm, concerned about you, it gives you the energy to fight on,

you could have stayed

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