this was one of my favorites ever,, this version is going to destroy me. ur art is incredibly special

love your music
please don’t ever stop!

feel so pretty in the light
while my friends all hang from trees
and i can’t believe my eyes
my eyes

what the hell
is this how it’s supposed to be
oh my god
finally feel like i can breathe

but do you really want me here
as spring begins to bloom?
or when autumn leaves fall
will you grow tired of me?
if so, i’m sorry

(must i hold onto these awful feelings?
like fragile branches they sprout from my heart, my hands, mouth, and my feet)

the day before yesterday I saw a rabbit, and yesterday a deer, and today you

i bet
i’ll sleep it off on the couch again
won’t let the issues 
get the best of my head
no matter how cliche
i won’t let them get in my way

i bet
it would be easier to pretend
and take the feeling of constant pain
if only you’d take that pain away

couch

veins

burn

losing

my life is a nightmare

my most favorite dominic fike song, hope i did it some justice here lol

i've learned to feel like the king of everything after losing you 5 years ago. motherfucker still feels like yesterday, but what these past 5 years have been for me. been through alot. achieved the somewhat unexpected by getting a bachelors and masters degree, alongside working with smokeasac. also had some pretty turbulent, god awful anxious years such as the entirety of 2024. some turbulent relationships failing to be mended such as with my dad and most of my friendships if any, as well as turbulent moments with my 3 panic attacks sending me into shock within the same hour from doing cocaine from 10am to 10pm on my 22nd birthday probably standing as the biggest. and yet, some of your last words to me were pleading to remind myself that i was so young, begging for me to continue living life, and that i shouldn't have been checking up on you as much as i did during the turbulent terminal times you were going through. however, nevertheless all i know is how your soul, wisdom and guidance seldom failed in keeping my sanity intact throughout all of my turbulence; reminding me of what pure good exists out there in the world, and that only i hinder myself from reaching it and letting it seep into my own life. 

and so for your role of unabashedly being the most compassionate and reassuring guardian angel i could have ever possibly asked for, i only ask of you to fly so high, rest so eternally easy, and to be so sure of the fact that we will meet face-to-face once again some day and that until then, i will make you feel so inexplicably proud of me and my life decisions from this day forward jess. we all still miss you and your silly, young and soul-crushingly loving soul. the void you've left has since left an evident crushing and piercing void of an imprint onto this world -- but still, we all carry on for you. happy 5th. <3

king of everything (cover)

j172006

sometimes I wonder if pat the bunny is still alive

I found a dead body on the side of the road filled with dandelions

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giving a butterfly a skeleton
i have feelings too
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losing

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