An instrumental album I made for a college project

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The Paywall

Apologize,
The last words that I hear before I 
Realize
You don't want me here, you want my
Suicide
Depression swallows me and I am
Terrified, I'm terrified

These words are long overdue
But I never thought they'd be aimed at you

You don't want anything to do with me
You've made that clear
You hate the sound of our happiness
I promised myself six more years
But I don't know if I'll make it that far

Say you don't want me to die
I know it's a lie
You say it all the time
This close to the edge
You're burning all your bridges 
So I have no choice but to jump

These words don't make us stronger
Coming from our father

You don't want anything to do with me
You've made that clear
You hate the sound of our happiness
I promised myself six more years
But I don't know if I'll make it that far

The Mechanic

Here we go again
The same day, another way
To not give a shit
We sit down and love each other
Until someone leaves
Hypocrite

He relies on his muscles but his strengths, he has none
She worries about love and stresses with fun
He says that he's right when he knows that he's wrong
She tells me she hates us but still sings along
They're all Hypocrites (x3)

They argue who's better with who's got it worse
The pain that they love is saying it hurts
She tells me to stay away to ease her own pain
Then snorts up the drama like fucking cocaine
What a Hypocrite (x2)

And it all becomes clear when I scream to my mirror
"You're the hypocrite"
I'm the hypocrite

I say "love's a sickness, but what can I do?"
I drink up my sadness then throw up on you
I jump in the action when I'm not needed
I eavesdrop your smalltalk and call you conceited and 
Hypocrite
I'm the Hypocrite

(You say that you're always there when you're just out of reach
Don't tell us how to live if you won't practice what you preach
You say that you're in love but your mind is full of hate
So tired of the arguments when you're not awake)
x2
(You're in denial and you won't stay away)

Here we go again, the same day, another way to not give a shit

Hypocrite

These things I've done
Accomplishing my dreams won't impress you at all
Because to you it's just been nothing but
Senseless screaming over chords,
In your words

But to you it's all the same
My happiness means nothing
As long as you get your way
In your words

I'm madly in love
With the feeling that I'm loved
I long for praise
But I'm not good enough
I'm madly in love
With the things I don't deserve
I'm madly in love, madly in love

These things you've done
Pressure me on to do something you don't want
And lose your mind when I say you don't need me now
You say you don't want me now anyway

But to you it's all the same
My happiness means nothing
As long as you get your way
In your words

I'm madly in love
With the feeling that I'm loved
I long for praise
But I'm not good enough
I'm madly in love
With the things I don't deserve
I'm madly in love, madly in love

Madly In Love

I know I'm never gonna be someone you love
It may be fallacy, but that's just how I was raised
Ignore the arguments, 'cos they're not worth my time
Say you believe in me, as long as you're alright
But if you say you're not, and I offer my benign experience
It causes heartbreak

Sorry I tried to help you, I've been through this before
But you don't want my help you want to throw me to the floor
So my sense of confidence has been beaten out of me
And I can't convince you anymore

I can't convince you anymore
You're just like everyone else that I know

Tear out my heart
And spit in my face as you throw me in the dark
Keep me by your side like you love the company and when you know that you're alright then feed my body to the sharks
I know I'm not accepted, but I know I'm never wrong
If you say you love everyone I guess I'm the one exception

The One Exception

One more day, one more week
How much longer will I have to think
That it's all gonna be okay
We always fight, we never talk
We say it's fine, but we know it's not
It's not all gonna be okay

The great outdoors, and coffee shops
Read the news inside the table tops
Then tell me I'm not the one for you
I understand, I never am
I'm convinced that I'm no one's man
But you still say that's not true

I'll leave it alone, 'cos that's what you say you want
But I'm still in love, I'm still in love, 
So I'll wait one more day

One more day, one more week
How much longer will I have to think
That it's all gonna be okay
We always fight, we never talk
We say it's fine, but we know it's not
It's not all gonna be okay

I get home, after a bad day
And in my head I hear you say, "how do you feel?"
But it's not real

And I know you hate that I'm here
But I'll be gone, this I swear
It's just one more day

One more day, one more week
How much longer will I have to think
That it's all gonna be okay
We always fight, we never talk
We say it's fine, but we know it's not
It's not all gonna be okay

Through all the lies, and all tears
Right now it's hard but you need to hear
That it's all gonna be okay
Through all the lies, and all the fear
Just hold on, be strong my dear
'Cos it's all gonna be okay

Teller Morose

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