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@kristen-goodman-3: I hope you feel better fam, trust me ik how it is. Much love <3

Not Ur Type (Acoustic Version)

karma ( prod. Dead Spyro )

Closely Distant (feat. Deep October & Tré Ahmad)

i feel strange (prod. imsoproudofyou)

¿are some of these lyrics outdated, or am i manifesting? 

the world may never know.

ooh, yeah

O’Neal Ft OkayClone

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/bornhero for the amazing beat <3

lyrics:
where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i do not know
how to fit in
smoking me out
ripping a spliff  
everyone loves me when i go and dip
everyone loves me when i go and dip

everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
i'm stuck here 
writing simple songs
hope to take the pain away
when my eyes turn to gray
i know 
that my secrets buried deep below the bong
will release
every thought i'm feeling making me do wrong

where i belong
i will not know
every weekend i'm feeling so low
no where to go 
staying at home
staring at walls scrolling twitter alone
hit up my phone
leave you on read
people around treating me like i'm dead
feel like a ghost
no one will post
sit in my bed think about you again   

no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti
no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti

i take control of the whip in my mind
driving me places that i can't define
exploring the road, taking my time
lie to my friends when i say i'm alright
where have i gone
i do not know 
hop in the car and i'm driving alone
phone is on silent not trusting these tones
i feel the weight all the way to my bone

where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i take control of the whip 
going straight 90 i dip
exploring the vessel of me
tell me about what you see

where i belong (prod. born hero)

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LYRICS:

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of
FUCK

ʕ ཀ ⌂ ཀ ʔ

lying on the asphalt *p. cxld blxxd*

Master by: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyhorizon 

SAM THRAXX ⬇️
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LILBEARSHAWTY A SWEETHEART LISTEN TO HIM <3
https://soundcloud.com/lilbearshawty
twitter: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty

XOROCHI A TALENTED MF CHECK HIM OUT
https://soundcloud.com/x_orochi
twitter: https://twitter.com/X0rochi

LYRICS:
(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

(hollowbody)
we’re both close to dead
and you showed me yet
but i’m still fuckin w you when you gimme head
and i’m cool with that
and I know you’re bad
whenever my nose stops bleeding then we’ll go to bed
all these tears shed
words you said
that you can’t take back
yeah I guess you could kinda say i’ve been mislead
and my ma still askin why my eyes so red

white lines on the dashboard of my bitch car
said i’d always be there when it starts to get hard
id stay no matter what the fuck you put me through
yet i haven’t seen you since you chose to moved

but I just really wanna love you
I just really really wanna fuck you
why you why you always so damn rude
I guess you’re always just in some sorta mood

no lies I really been about that shit bitch
Scar tissue just like im Anthony Kiedis
strung out downtown with wrists slit
shawty don’t love me but she try to keep the plug around
5-0 takin notice so my hood stay up but my head stay down
cocaine in my nose Im really gettin numb now
eyes low, slow down, bitch so pretty and her dope loud

(xorochi)
Ex bitch hit me on my phone
Just to give my heart back
Cocaine take it to my dome
New girl where my heart at

Blessin me with some good news
Can't put my head in a noose
I was so stressed out we're through
I had some downtime but now it's all you (now it's all you)

I smoke so much that I lost my will to eat
And you know my medicine is straight from Dr Green
Maybe I'm just crazy an I'm wrong but I can't see
Feeling everyday like I've got more uncertainty

Girl do you really really love me
(Girl do you really really love me)
Girl do you really really love me
(Yeah, do you)

(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

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medicine u put me on (ft. ♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡ and xorochi) [prod. SAM THRAXX]

i couldnt hold this any longer lol

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watching futurama while thinking of a chick from the past w/ emo fruits & john solo (prod.2k6)

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