this is what ____ feels like (Vol. 1-4)

save your breath

golden hour

golden hour (Orchestral Version) (Instrumental)

golden hour (Orchestral Version)

LYRICS:
7th grade I became someone I wasn’t
Find it hard to look inside your reflection when you don’t don’t love it 
Insecurities of all kind 
Rooted in my young mind
Tried to play it off like I was bluffing

Sat alone and picked apart my skin till I was nothing but a skeleton 
A shell of who I once was 
I couldn’t even stomach it
to the people that I let down
Or Brought down
Ima burden
How do I find happiness 
I’m still searching 
It’s a
New state
New home
This a reset
Pushing boxes of clothes over the pavement 
Blank face
White room
and a blanket 
Take turns watching the news until until we’ve aged quick

It’s the raindrops that trickle in my chin
And the
Cold wind that pressed up in my skin
I could
Pretend that everything is fine but it’s not fine
Live my whole life on repeat then rewind

Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends 
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in
Counterfeit bills smoking spliffs tryina fit in 
Momma got hell when I was out tryina get ins
Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends 
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in

Sneaking out late 
I road my bike on the back roads
15 years 
it ain’t long but I felt grown 
Taking anything to feel a buzz
Cigarette buds and pocket full of menthols 
Speedin down Main Street
Midnight rolled and it passed
Hit up every corner store and run it for a laugh
Say it with our chest so there’s no turning back 
Trade a 20 for a slushie and some cash 

“I got that loud homie!”
Never smoked grass but I won’t say that 
Take another hit 
black roach till is ash
Coughin up a lung I shoulda held it in a little longer
I shoulda held it longer 
My friends all split like 3 in the morning 
Gotta 2 mile ride back home it ain’t showing
Ima grown ass man till I’m not 
At a stop light turn and I’m pulled by a cop

Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends 
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in
Counterfeit bills smoking spliffs tryina fit in 
Momma got hell when I was out tryina get in

Counterfeit Boy

this is what forever feels like

next to you

When_Fates_Align

pretty

easy

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JVKE - Upside Down (feat. Charlie Puth)

i travel ever farther towards a goal, a telos, that i cannot reach.
each step is an eternity, each eternity a moment in time.
yet a song is ever on my tongue, a tune ever in my mind.
for a little while longer, i toil under a infinite terrain,
yet with God and music i will reach the end of this journey.
some day, i shall reach my telos.

When_Fates_Align

telos

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