Shade Silverchair

This is me looking back on my life and those who I will never see again. Either their choice or mine...
Verse1: For all the things I put them through. The years of selfishness I can't see through. Looking back I say to you. I'm grateful for the things you never knew.

Chorus: And I'm lost, but you will never find me. I count the cost. Worth every single memory. And all your words I guess they finally saved me.

Verse2: I placed their needs upon the shelf. Times of denial I place only on myself. From the heart they thought was never there. If you only knew how much I truly cared.

Chorus: But I'm lost, and you will never find me. I count the cost. Worth every single memory. And all your words I guess they finally saved me.

Reflection

May have words at some point but not yet...

Instrumental

Wrote this for my daughter. Its from her point of view in my opinion.
You gave me life before I knew. I know your love for me is true. Believe in me I'll always know. So when you die I'm not alone.
One last thing before you go. So many things I would have never known. Make the most of what you sew. And from your footprints I will grow.

Maya's song

Social Distortion cover
I'm heading down
A lonely highway
I'm running down
A one-way street
Well, I wanna know
Are you going my way?
Is there some place quiet
Where we can meet
And friends they come
And friends they go
But you were always by my side
And where it all ends
Well, I don't know
Don't cry no more, just hold on tight

There was a time
When I was desperate
Living in a town
Without a name
And when things got
So dark and desolate
You taught me how
To hide my shame

And kings and queens
And millionaires
May never know
What I have known
And thank the stars
I'm the lucky one
Thanks for the lessons
That I have been shown

I feel rich
I feel power
And security
And when I'm weak
You are strong
Once in a lifetime, twice
In eternity and guess what?
Nothing else
Matters anyway

I feel rich
I feel power
And security
And when I'm weak
You are strong
Once in a lifetime, twice
In eternity and guess what?
Nothing else
Matters anyway

Untilted SD

Cover song from The Nixons
Here I am again, 
Overwhelming feelings
A thousand miles away 
From your ocean home
Part of me is near

Thoughts of what we were invade
The miles that stand between
We can't separate
Your all I hoped you'd become

Sister I see you 
Dancing on the stage 
Of memory
Sister I miss you

Fleeting visits pass 
Still they satisfy
Reminders of the next 
Overshadow goodbye
Our flames burn as one

Sister I see you 
Dancing on the stage 
Of memory
Sister I miss you

All I am begins with you
Thoughts of hope understood
Half of me breathes in you
Thoughts of love remain true

Here we are again saying goodbye
Still we fall asleep underneath the same sky
You're all I knew you'd become

Sister I see you 
Dancing on the stage 
Of memory
Sister I miss you

Entwined, you and I
Our souls speak from across the miles
Intertwined, you and I
Our blood flows from the same inside
Half of me, breathes in you
Thoughts of love remain true

I see you, I feel you
When I close my eyes
I see walking there...
I see you dancing in my mind

Sister Nixons

Second heavy recording but no words so far so its was easier to upload...the ones with lyrics coming soon...

Without A Name

Very unfinished but really wanted to share this...

Sevendust exrough

More metalish
      Verse1: It left my heart so full of grief. It made a believer out of me. So lost inside my simple ways. Just keep my path through all the haze. 
      Chorus: I know that I can change, I believe it. I want to see your face again. I can feel it in my heart. I want to know that you are there.
      Verse2: So please don't give up hope on me. Despite the thing I've let you see. My time is taking oh so long. I thought I knew but I was wrong.
      Chorus: I know that I can change, I believe it. I want to see your face again. I can feel it in my heart. I want to know that you are there. 

Not Forgotten heavy version

Verse 1: Blinded by your grace. I walk through this dark hell I've created. I've been broken in two. My own soul has been self convicted. I reflect on the past as I await my execution.

Chorus: Why Can't I bleed? I want to feel the same as you. My obscurities will never make your dreams come true. I've fallen down in the same dirt I always knew.

Verse2: Haunted by my dreams, I awake to the sounds of silence. Each passing day is another walking in blindness. Your guiding hand dissolved from my reliance.

Chorus: Why can't I bleed? I want to feel the same as you. My obscurities will never make your dreams come true. I've fallen down in the same dirt I always knew. 2X  

R~SON