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Borgore Feat. Waka Flocka Flame & Paige - Wild Out (Drewsif Stalin Remix)

I am incomplete.
Though i have longed for hope,
Though i believe it is there
I have not ascertained its fresh breath.
The wind blows a softer tune,
But it is still the song of despair.
The days when i heard of you were bright
Though you were miles away,
I still had reason to dream.
But the darkness has come.
And with its entrance, the exit of dreaming has taken place.
Why do we sing alone.  (Why do we sing without)
Is there beauty in solitude
Or have we romanticized the ideal of brokenheartedness

" A Softer Tune" ft. Drewsif Stalin

"Do you remember love?
I do.
I remember the days when you used to love me too
When not a word in the language we speak
Could define the affection you had for me.
You would run the roads between want and need
Without stopping for regrets
Visiting both sides equally.
You see, there was a time when we boasted in our hopes
Now these are relics of a time past
They are ghosts
There is a chasm of truth in detail I choose not to light.
For a time I tried to remind you of us,
But where we once had vision
Now there is only night
And no fight in your fists
Just like us, you opened them up
And let go of everything we had to give
I've learned to leave to the wind 
The whispered wailings for times past
Then walk away , hoping they'll float 
Just like a songs notes
Of those times gone past
Then become the serenade of our great collapse"

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Featuirng Drewsif Stalin and composed by Ian Wilmot

Lyrics
You are safe in my arms tonight
Ill watch over you
And care for your sleep
I will hold so careful
In my arms this life
That has been rocked
By the stormiest of seas
You are safe in my arms tonight
And though the world is jagged
I will walk for you my Dear
And when the vision is low
You can stay here
And though you shake
And though you tremble
I will not move

Hold You By The Aurora Borealis Project

*THE SONG IS CURRENTLY MAXED ON DOWNLOADS . SO I AM ADDING IT TO MY BANDCAMP FOR1.00 OR PAY WHAT YOU WANT at https://theauroraborealisproject.bandcamp.com/track/the-light-i-never-did-see-ft-drewsif-stalin-and-jarrod-alonge


The song "The Light I Never Did See" is written about realizing the falsehoods we have of love and dependence And learning more about ourselves in the process as we hopefully realize what our shortcomings are. 

Instrumental written and recorded by Jarrod Alonge
Some Post Production and most clean singing by Drewsif Stalin



I used to sit outside and wait for you
Though I knew you'd never come
I'd hope and I'd pray that you'd show your pretty face
Or turn your light back on
And confirm you were waiting for me too
I'd romanticize this ideal of you
And me
Of how in love we were, and how you needed to be
Close to the only thing that could keep you breathing
And how I was that one
The one that could save you.
But to tell you the tame truth, you never felt for me
And though it lay before my eyes
Just like your light that I never did see
Though I waited with every bit of me.
In many ways i haven't moved on
I'm still sitting there on that swing
I'm may no longer be waiting for you
I'm realizing now Ive been waiting on me

"The Light I Never Did See"  ft. Drewsif Stalin and Jarrod Alonge

I'm not really into doing covers. but "Until I Feel Nothing" has always stuck with me in that it is an extreme expression of emotion,  and depression, things that have affected me. And while I may not personally agree with every lyric, I cant help but every time be pulled in by the perspective piece that it is lyrically. I may or may not do the work required for this video. But honestly it is more about the words to me anyway. so here you go if you are interested.
I do not own the rights to the song. 
check out the band themselves at https://www.facebook.com/CarnifexMetal

Lyrics
Words like nails and now you’ll feel the scratch.
A voice in my head says,
“Never look back.”

Watch me dig my own grave,
My own grave.

There’s nothing left to love.
There’s a lot left to hate.
Everything inside seems dead,
Let me live this lie instead.
I’ve got blood on my hands,
One thing God won’t understand.
Never to escape this grave of place,
The day that God gave upon grace.

Rip my lungs from my chest.
Tear me apart until there’s nothing left.
I don’t feel anything,
Until there’s nothing left of me.
Until I feel nothing.
Until there’s nothing left of me.
Until I feel nothing.

Till the sun burns out or until I put my fucking eyes out.
What’s worse?
This world or my only way out?

This world or my only way out?

So I was there the whole time.
Forgotten when the world went blind.
Lower me down,
Six faces watch me,
Lay me in the ground.

Words like nails and now you’ll feel the scratch.
A voice in my head says,
“Never look back.”

There’s nothing left to love.
There’s a lot left to hate.
Everything inside seems dead,
Let me live this lie instead.
I’ve got blood on my hands,
One thing God won’t understand.
Never to escape this grave of place,
The day that God gave upon grace.

Rip my lungs from my chest.
Tear me apart until there’s nothing left.
I don’t feel anything,
Until there’s nothing left of me.
Until I feel nothing.
Until there’s nothing left of me.

Until I feel nothing.


Until I Feel Nothing (Cover)

Quick remix i did from the stems i found somewhere. This song has so much hidden feelz!

Born Of Osiris - Machine (Feelz Remix)

Cover of Five Pointe 0's The Infinity! What a song! I sing like an idiot!

The Infinity (Five Pointe 0 Cover)

Mount Girth - Sinkhole

I wrote this for shits and giggles. Whoop Whoop.

There's nothing like an adventure with good friends
We're exploring new territories
We headed out for the night and the fun will never end

But when it comes down to it
The thing I love the most
Is the feeling I get when you come back home.
Even though you're not really there
I'll live without a care
Cause that's what you always wanted to do



I'll see you this time next year
I'll miss you until next year


There's nothing like an adventure with good friends
We're exploring new territories
We headed out for the night and the fun will never end
We got back yesterday morning at 4 o clock
We had so much damn fun we said we'd never stop.


But when it comes down to it
The thing I love the most
Is the feeling I get when you come back home.
Even though you're not really there
I'll live without a care
Cause that's what you always wanted to do
So now it comes down to this
It's my time to go
I'll miss you my friends, but now it's time to go back home.
Even though I love it here
There's no need for tears
I'll see you all when it's your time to come back home.

When You Come Back Home

I can imagine you getting an axe fx in the mail and then just running down the street yelling as loud as you can with this song as the background music

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