my uid national treasure of the russian federation, i will change the policy of peace in the future

i hate me too

prod. @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qO0VHljOPSg

they try to copy i don't really see the point tho
if you were me you'd stab your self right in the torso
the reason i ain't done it yet is cus im fucking used to this
sober feels sedated like i popped a fuckin rufilin
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me
i think she like me hold up i wouldn't like me
we are the same bitch hatreds very likely
have a lot of bands that's why my wrist is icy
do you feel my pain pour some henny in the iced tea
she said she wanna die with me
but baby i promise you don't wanna die like me
die with me im so selfish baby
fuck i think im losing myself again, again no
fuck that sad shit put that ass right in my face
oh shit you got a man well he gone catch the fade
well if this shit get out of hand then you know i got my blade
but regardless of that just put that pussy on my face
put that shit right on my face 
put that shit right on my face 
*me laughing
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me

i ain't feeling better

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

prod. @notmorgn

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

but sometimes life's like that
i don't wanna type back
if im forced to fight back
i'll just a flight back to home
back to the rain to the green and the cold
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

i thought i died inside

prod. @notmorgn

all this alcohol does is just dumb my creativity 
but when im sober feel my pain just much more vividly 
and when im with you satisfaction like some symmetry 
u always crossing my mind like i was in the streets
im fucking shaking again
she said i get that
woah shit
i love how she's so understanding 
oh fuck im drunk
i dont think she understands me
its okay ill just shutup and go to plan b
wait what was plan b
cus i forgot that
inspiration yeah u know 
i fuckin lost that
your heart 
oh yeah i fuckin broke that
im so sorry im so sorry
lifes too short 
and everything kills you
u annoy me bitch
dont ask me if i feel you
whats with this petty shit
just hit my phone now
home alone alcohol in my dome now
im fucking shaking again
she said i get that
woah shit
i love how she's so understanding
oh fuck im drunk
i dont think she understands me
its okay ill just shutup and go to plan b
im too fucked yeah i can't even text you
im too anti social spending days up in my bedroom
four loko reappearing in the rest room
i dont really care cus imma go to bed soon
and all this nature all it does is congest me
now all my music all it does is express me
and all this nature all it does is congest me
thats all it does
im fucking shaking again
she said i get that
woah shit
i love how she's so understanding
its okay ill just shutup and go to plan b

oh fuck im drunk

prod. @notmorgn

new day new song new problem
new clothes it’s cold in autumn
leaves fall right to the bottom
i miss u but i won’t call you
bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye
i don’t care
the pain make me
i’m post death
till my heart stop aching
ill fucking scream till my voice box breaking
it’s fuck life till the reaper take me

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours
do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

i put in the work
no 9 to 5 
she get outta work 
im kind of hype
your girl was in my dm’s 
for the pipe
but im not a plumbing
so it dont feel right
this feels nice in my car
night ride
if the function sus 
then fuck i gotta slide
cus when i have anxiety
i wanna die
but when im by your side
it feels kind of nice
everything coming clear grey goose with the ice
i like that shit cold have me feeling kind of right
and for my heart you have that shit tied
when we kiss i get warm inside

bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

do u wanna be mine

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

if i die baby (prod. reaper)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn
guitar by: @caspr

i feel like shit again
like shit again
my words burn like they sizzling
i can’t take notes i’m scribbling
i ball with bands you dribble
flow so cold it can’t ripple
i got the the slight of hand
flying like im peter pan
waste entire days
can’t find purpose anyway
can’t find shit I’m in a haze
40 oz right to my face
i’m isolated
why they think they famous?
blame it on the numbers
sometimes i can’t take it

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

off that shit again
off that gin again
till i can’t pour it up
till i can’t see my cup
is it fun to treat me like a dub
to treat me like shit
treat me like another one
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

so temporary

prod. @notmorgn

i hate the pressure i reside on my own
can’t find the feeling that i found when i was home
quiet wolf in the pack now
i don’t feel good bout fading to the background
i shoulda planned it from the start
now everything is fucked
and we all just tore apart

you never should have trusted me
everything breaks when it touches me
you can’t enjoy my company
save yourself yeah you should run from me

you never should have trusted me
everything breaks when it touches me
you can’t enjoy my company
save yourself yeah you should run from me

i love the pain when you
break my heart
i love to spend my days
in the dark
dusting
i’m like nothing now
all because they think
i’m “something” now
still the same
i can never change
and you know that
i’ve gone insane
i have dreams of a toe tag

you never should have trusted me
everything breaks when it touches me
you can’t enjoy my company
save yourself yeah you should run from me

run from me

LYRICS:

yeah i got things on my mind,
damn i really think about it all the time,
drown my motherfucking feelings with this wine,
i been waiting on a healing for some time

(x4)

too many voices inside of my head,
all this torment and demons that i wish were dead,
thoughts have replaced with the void in my head,
my house trashed all the time i just stay in my bed,

everything changes much quicker than time,
my heart races those places they stay in my mind,
chasin the race but sometimes im too blind,
cause the sign is in front of the face i call mine,

i dont know what im doing,
i just know where im going,
take it back to the start,
way back when i had a heart,

(damn)

yeah i got things on my mind,
damn i really think about it all the time,
drown my motherfucking feelings with this wine,
i been waiting on a healing for some time

(x4)

waking up at 5am,
aint got no money to spend,
cop another paycheck just go spend it
on all my bills and my rent

im living check to check i got an ounce to smoke 
so will you please respect that im a hermit living in a shell (a hermit living in a shell)

i dont know what im doing,
i just know where im going,
take it back to the start,
way back when i had a heart,

(damn)

yeah i got things on my mind,
damn i really think about it all the time,
drown my motherfucking feelings with this wine,
i been waiting on a healing for some time

(x4)

SPOTIFY

idkwhatimdoing (prod. barnacle boi)

For You

prod. by @notmorgn

i been climbing on this ladder for months
time has worn it down now i’m breaking the rungs
city smog blackening my lungs
I’m used to shitty days
this stuff just isn’t fun anymore
where did all the time go 
spent it with my eyes closed
spent it with some fake friends
dissing ain’t a typo
now my pockets fat
they gonna need some lypo
i always spend it fast
i make it back in a night though

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

i need excitement
something that could pump my blood around
i been fighting with myself every time i’m down
and i turned blue right at the bottom 
man you let me drown now they ask me 
why i never bring that girl around
done with that phase
i ain’t coming back aye
but the pain stays
tatted with the sad face
sit back look at all the damage
i never knew i caused it
but i saw it when you vanished
i really hurt myself for you
i cry i feel i’m just like you
and i killed my body
and i killed my brain
i’m a bag of bones baby
walking in the rain
i call it

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage

NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL PLATFORMS

~ Backup Vocals By Hollowed Hope ~

Sons of Icarus ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

MUSIC VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rokcssds9EQ
MERCH http://www.guccihighwatersofficial.com/store
TOUR http://www.guccihighwatersofficial.com/tour

produced by @notmorgn & @jvbeats666

Jay Vee
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Lyrics

lately i just been the worst
i can’t feel a thing
so i don’t think it’s gonna hurt
lately i don’t like the view

i being seeing a lot
but i ain’t never seeing you
i can’t remember your voice 
yeah i’m so lonely
and i hate myself
because i wish i was the old me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

and lately i been feeling worse
now i could cop a lease
but i been dreaming of a hearse
lately i don’t like the changes
everything is new to me but
it feels like the same shit
and i’m hoping you can show me
how to stay warm in the cold breeze
and i wish i never said it
i wish i never met you
i wish you never told me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

changes (music video in description)

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Lose You

Tribute to my favorite artist in the world Juicewrld. We gotta stand up as the youth to put a stop to this drug problem. I hope this message gets to all of you. We are the youth, we are the future. RIP Juice love you.


Lyrics:
Chorus) tell me why the legends always gotta die young, look what we’ve become, fuck all of the poppin talk to me, baby don’t you take em, I need you to live long, look what he’s become got me crying fuck it I won’t sleep, brodie talking to me while I’m snoozing lucid dreams, we gon start a movement, we the leaders we the kingz, 999 shit bitch for the legend, we gon turn it up, we the youth we gotta gotta set the lead, 

Verse) what the fuck is going on, he’s fucked up and she’s off one, we just lost a legend that’s the type of shit I’m on, gotta set examples for the youth we dying young, I don’t talk about too much to often, but we read about it too much too often, This topic too heavy I already hear them talking, never wanna burry one of mine inside a coffin, but I hear them coughing, I know life is tough, the shits exhausting, quick to charge it up, but slowly off it, get off it, this issue 2 big they tryna cloth it

RIP JUICE WRLD (Tribute Song)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/62xcmMgSy9RudCScaVASWI
Apple: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/bonnie-clyde/1492374299
YouTube: https://youtu.be/sQv-aP5gpJ4

[Intro]
You can ask me anything
I'll be the one to listen (I'll listen)
Going fast but don't rush the things
I know that you've been missing (been missing)

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Verse]
Stressed out
Don't lie
Let's ride
Just you and me

Doing 90 on the highway, you breathe out
I can take you back to my place, "It's not right"
You wanna live tonight, let's do it right
I can show you so much more

All that I'm asking for is a door to be open
Loving me like I'm the chosen
I've fallen in love
My heart's been stolen

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Bridge] x2
Baby I’m here
For you
I love you more than anything
I love you more than summer, winter, fall and spring

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

my uid national treasure of the russian federation, i will change the policy of peace in the future

amy