an original song about bittersweet reminiscence and lost chances

YouTube lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pem-JApm9y4
Genius lyrics: https://genius.com/Teo2229-autumn-dew-lyrics

Lyrics:
I found you there
The cuffed jeans
And shoelaces tangled on the floor

We ran away
Brushing our hands
You drove me up the summit of the hill

City glitter
Diamond sky
You told me that autumn was your favorite

Our breaths collide
Our hearts subside
Your lips in mine

I had a chance with you
We were floating up to the moon
I said “I love you” in my head
Did you hear it from across the bed?

The way you smiled in the dawn
In the dew, you were the one
I had a chance with you
But I blew it before I knew

When did it start?
My red scarf
Strangling the words I should’ve said

Your coffee stains
On polaroids
The distant memories that washed away

Crunching red leaves
With our shoes
You lied to me that autumn was your favorite

Our breaths collide
Our hearts subside
I know we tried

I had a chance with you
We were floating up to the moon
I said “I love you” in my head
Did you hear it from across the bed?

The way you smiled in the dawn
In the dew, you were the one
I had a chance with you
But I blew it before I knew

I was falling falling falling falling for you
You were falling falling falling falling for me
Our love was falling falling falling falling apart
We were blind

I had a chance with you
We were floating in autumn dew
I said “I love you” with our lips
But the moon was still eclipsed

The way I cried in the dawn
And you smiled, just holding on
I had a chance with you
But I blew it and we both knew

~love, teo