i'm trying (Eric Godlow)

i mean, i lost it

last night - bquyet (prod. Andy Hulse)

couldn't have done this w/o @ilyaxhes @boofbby & @usertirex

overrated w/ ashes. + boofbby [lowmogi]

i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go

dont apologize for all the times you called me out
talk about the negativity you always spout
about how
i never really cared
as if you knew how i felt

i dont know
if i can forgive you
cuz i dont think
that ill ever need you

i dont need you
and i mean it
when the sun comes
ill be dreamin 
of a day i can be at peace in my heart
but ill wait til tomorrow to start

i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go

put up with the streetlights watching me
you say my name
and i swear it gets hard to breath
i run towards the nothing calling me
remnants of you when i fall asleep

shes gone
get over yourself man
i still feel your hand
across my face
i hope soon
i meet my fate

i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go

(i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go)

PROD: 
@splashgvng
@saint.tomorrow

Walk Home Ft Buffoon (splashgvng x saint tomorrow)

Until We Hit The Sky | Prod. exbabyfitiluvvv beatz

missed calls/unread texts (prod. branwen x single b)

3200 - Too Late (ft. Senju & Seejayxo)

Go To Sleep (ft. Sentinel) [prod. sor]

i'm always outside in the cold
i don't wanna live this way
it's not enough when i do the most
it's so hard to breathe this way

spending all off my dough i grinded for to mix up my drink
i'm a better hustler if i do the work and i don't think
if you're tryna waste my time then idgaf bout ur kinks
the proximity has faded away with all of my old links

I'm afraid for my liver, this shit could kill me if i don't pay attention
She got a boyfriend but when i look her in the eyes she can feel all the tension
Why do i think they like me, everybody disappears i should learn the lesson yes
Avoid me like a menace yeah


life got no meaning
It's fucking with my feelings
I hate my inner demons
But i do this for a reason

Fear's blockin you but fear is my fuel
They're doubtin me but i know what i do 

Doubt me, fuck this, fuck all of you
All the racism fucked with my youth
So much blood i tried killing myself
But none of this can fix my mood

You doubted, it worked, it's thanks to me
I know i'm lucky but i put in the work
Why do i do all of this to myself
I should stop eating i wanna throw up all the food

fucking terrified i feel like they could end my life
i feel like a slave in a golden cell
i know they don't really wish me well
they could do what the fuck they want
shh i can't fucking talk
you ask what the fuck i mean
then i will have to shut the fuck up

I can't rest here in my bed
It's been fucking with my head
Sometimes i would love to rest
But slowing down means my death

I can't rest here in my bed
It's been fucking with my head
Sometimes i would love to rest
But slowing down means my death

Blind Dates

TERRENCE615

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