Cant back down

(Verse1)
We started dating, early October at night.
She took my breath away with every look of her sight.
Were broken up now, I'm dying, i cant see any light.
I'm still madly in love, i cant get over, I'm blind,
but I'm sad for the wrong things, i believe the matter,
is i should be happy we're still friends, but my hearts still shattered.
Shes so hard to figure out, wonder if feelings are mutual.
i try to re-lit the flare, I'm delusional
All she asked for was some time, but time is a killer,
this shit's affecting me more, its like a ride full of thrillers.
Couple shots of gray goose with my boys to clear this big blur,
every time i get a text, i smile if its from her.
My friends keep telling me to toughen up and let her go.
My friends don't feel what i feel ,its to hard to let you go.
I stay up late, 5 am with no sleep,
replaying every moment spent with you and taking things slow.
(Verse 2)
Now let me tell you, middle name is Ann, shes the best.
Shes a little cutie, freckles, that she detests.
For her birthday, gave her something sweet, a nice geste;
necklace with a heart, something else unlike the rest.
She always kept me guessing couldn't tell whats coming next,
like an angel sent from heaven, so cliche, but I'm blessed.
"I mean i like you, i like you but I'm hurting inside."
"I really like you but I'm confused just give me some time."
I love it when we have conversations about nothing.
Long black hair, long nice curves, god damn shes a dime.
Still I, wont stop, till she puts an end to me
keep trying to win her over and write verses that i hope she sees,
and yes, things are now awkward, but that changes in time.
Then we start talking, loosen up, i believe your mine.
But we start walking backwards, now back at the start,
its all in my head ,or maybe its not ,but this shits hard


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