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wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere

thanks for nothing apart from throwing 3 years of my life into depression
atleast 10th grade was good

i wont miss highschool apart from 10th grade

https://t.me/Y2mates
эй, моментами не хочется нечего,
а моментами я чувствую приток крови.
я этим сильно обеспокоен, сдвг и параноя,
я не чувствую себя в норме.
и кто сказал, мне не переживать, 
кто то сказал что я в ахуе, кто то решил молчать,
кто то решил сказать, не побоявшись слухов, 
не побоявшись осуждения каких то глупых.
не побоявшись что то сделать что не сделает никто.
не побоявшись всех запретов что придумал нам бог.
разломав всю ту систему, нахуй нам она нужна?
но я не верю больше людям, но, а где моя душа? (я в норме) 
а в стакане я вижу боль, меня душит только моя параноя (я в норме) 
я не вижу боль, я не вижу боль. (е)
останься будь собой, останься будь собой. (е)

https://t.me/cloudly006

сдвг & параноя

разговоры о важном

brodyagathegod // цццц // road2god // юля созерцание - заветы-москва мп.3

https://t.me/BeRomIsAwe
prod. dj ember

площадки https://band.link/XDQj8

прости меня просто уже не ебет
я просто крутой парень из американской школы

гордыня во мне 
эта сука на мне 
эта таблетка во мне
эти проблемы тебе

выгляжу как модель с журнала
и как обычно я отпиздел толстого ботана
на мне крутая кепка скини джинсы джерси канады
да сука ты же точно знаешь я самый классный парень в школе

и не дай бог сука найдется добренький герой
который будет мне перечить и говорить что я тупой
только попробуй сука отнять мою классную телку
которая со мной из за моей ахуеной челки

ещё у меня классная тачка
японская шалава дрочит на мои запастья
я поджигаю свой косой не вылезая с ванны
мне просто похуй я четкий задиристый парень

AMERICANBADBOYINHIGHSCHOOLFREESTYLE #Болею

lyrics:

i think i like you i wanna see what i can do

and just to spite you im always gonna tell the truth

i think i like you i wanna see what i can do

and just to spite you im always gonna tell the truth

hey you x4

i think i like you i wanna see what i can do

and just to spite you im always gonna tell the truth

https://www.instagram.com/hurtsick333/

despite all my flaws and your misconceptions.

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

spring flowers+greenfool

nevozmozhno

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

spotify

counting lies

thanks Nicole for pointing a gun to my head

i have a gun to my head i was forced to record on this beat

https://www.instagram.com/hurtsick333/

i know that shes real scared , ill keep it over there

i love the way she twirls and she messes up my hair 

the way she looks at me and tells me that shes always there

she said i never felt like this should i even care

your parents they dont like me, they talk shit just to spite me 

and now im sitting in my room girl could you just skype me 

i know that shes real scared , ill keep it over there

i love the way she twirls and she messes up my hair 

the way she looks at me and tells me that shes always there

she said i never felt like this should i even care

your parents they dont like me, they talk shit just to spite me 

and now im sitting in my room girl could you just skype me

your parents dont like me.

why cant i find her

https://www.instagram.com/hurtsick333/

mona lisa p.sickboi

удалю твой номер

it's over 2night. (Deluxe)

special little notes

right person wrong time

lyrics:

such a liar dont care if you cry 

your voice deuterates in my mind 

im fucked up she can tell all the time 

fuck my wrist up i tell her im fine

such a liar dont care if you cry 

your voice deuterates in my mind 

im fucked up she can tell all the time 

fuck my wrist up i tell her im fine

such a liar dont care if you cry 

your voice deuterates in my mind 

im fucked up she can tell all the time 

fuck my wrist up i tell her im fine

such a liar dont care if you cry 

your voice deuterates in my mind 

im fucked up she can tell all the time 

fuck my wrist up i tell her im fine

she gets mad when i stay up to late

these heart kept words ill take them away 

i guess thats just the price that you pay

take your head off just give me the day

such a liar dont care if you cry 

your voice deuterates in my mind 

im fucked up she can tell all the time 

fuck my wrist up i tell her im fine

such a liar dont care if you cry 

your voice deuterates in my mind 

im fucked up she can tell all the time 

fuck my wrist up i tell her im fine

https://www.instagram.com/hurtsick333/

her taste

steve lacy sample

i think i’ll see u on the other side
malibu with extra thrax and the deadest eyes
show me what that body do
sometimes i rot right in my room 
it gets harder just to step outside
center of attention i’m so different from these other guys
i’m the boy who’s filled with hurt see the puppy eyes
sweat and spikes cover my interior design
do u feel the hurt and stress when u come inside 
but u every felt part of me i came inside 
i was in my metamorphosis a butterfly 
i shake my leg so fast like i ain’t ever have no time
i scratch my arm at night when i be numb inside 
sometimes my body contain something that just needs a eye 
why do i feel invisible everytime

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