6 feet down w saint I MISS YOU (prod. imcashed)

would you drop me? (w/ saints diary)

mix + master ::me::
prod @ily9lives
i added kicks but i dont think thts enuf to say i co prod lmao

these niggas cant hang w me
bitch im too high up in da clouds
these niggas cnt b like me
yeh i got angels all around
these niggas cant bang like me
got fmj up on my rounds
these niggas cant hang w me
these niggas cant hang w me

angels on me
cant switch up
cant luv now
ill blow up
she luvn me wen i pour up
kap40 im blicked up
dont care who u is bruh
she kno tht i luv her'
she not gettin closa
ballista
quickscope bruh

bitch im too high up in the clouds
i aint evr lookin down

Spotify

FMJ ##ANGELBOYSWW *out on all plats* [P. 9LIVES]

Tear out my flesh
Break all of my bones
Rip my heart out
Devil eating my soul
Got nowhere to go
Got nowhere to hide
I know I got issues
Please sympathize
I dont feel shame
Im causing my pain
So sick and so selfish
Im stuck in my ways
Its so hard to change
Theres no one to blame
All of my issues are caused by the man in my brain

Im sick of this shit
Im grabbing my gun
I tear off my wings and i burn in the sun
No i dont care
My brains in the air
Im hating my body
Im hating my hair
Im hating myself
Im crying for help
Im done with this shit so im tying the belt
Im hating myself
Im crying for help
Im done with this shit so im tying the belt

SELFISH [P. VERMIN] ##ANGELBOYSWW

dont know how 2 describe with words

(lyrics)

tripping off them shrooms 
i never came down
nothings feeling real
its not the same now
i took 2 grams
then i flip my brain out
inside and around
all my feelings laid out
she so beautiful
i cant describe it with words
i feel a clarity
rarer than any these verbs
im in this weird world
smokin eatin weird herbs
i think im everything
imma say it here first
i think im here forever
im here to share my purpose
i got a theory on this life
i really think its perfect
i dont even deserve it
its pretty hard 2 learn it
i got some weed n bourbon
lets smoke n get 2 earning
i think this song is tryna 
put itself together slowly
i ate some psilocybin
wit my girl aint by my lonely
i thought about a lot
i fucked her hard as fuck
she say she luv that shit
this love it got me stuck
oh my god im so in love
had an epiphany 
im gettin signs from the world
its rlly tripping me
like watchu want from me
im jus tryna smoke sum weed
sketch on the scene
xannys on da srt

music video:
https://youtu.be/jRCloeHEUuk?si=u5uhTHCqiH3xJe2z

psilocybin thoughts (p. owlsplaylist)

Suffocating in my day dreams 
I don’t know anything, I can be
Anything, they said to me
As I’m watching my life 
Move steadily passing by
“Nothing can really get to me”
I guess thats what we 
Tell ourselves to find our peace
Of mind because
Sometimes, It feels like if I jump off
I might fly

Fly higher then last time
Get higher than last time
You can see the panic in my eyes 
Cross my heart and i hope to die
You ask me if I’m doing okay
And i tell you that I’m just fine.

Daydreams (prod. taymxru)

take me back to the day i was dead
keep it quiet, i hear god in my head
walk around , i take my soul out my chest
i hid my skeleton inside of the shed

rip my skin off
look into the sky
im not what u wnat
go find another guy
it didnt take much
to see my life is lie
grind my teeth
with acid in my eyes

everybody wanna talk
dont nobody wanna listen 
hide myseld behind a lock
grim is lost , grim is missin
do u luv me or not
its ok if u feel different 
leave my body there to rot
let the maggots give me kisses

just talk 2 me
why u scared of me?
ill give everything 
ill give u anything

maggots ##angelboysww

sorry for not posting as much but ima try harder

You Never Changed

This body is a stranger 
New bones new anger
Tissues connecting
Reconstructing 
Different places
The image in the mirror 
Is not the same girl I remember
The pain I feel;
This body is a stranger 
I no longer know them
Nothing really matters,
Nothing really matters.

This body is a stranger (Prod. nobodysthereforme)

I cant smile on some days
that pretty face too far away
all alone with my mean brain.
Do yourself a favor,
And never call this number again.
I’m so sick and tired 
Of playing this game 
It never ends.
We go back and forth,
Until we forget and start again.
What we meant at all-
Are we even still friends?

Apology Girl (prod. ghxst)

lyrics/ :p 

i can’t describe this feelin in my bones 
the sun always shining i can’t leave alone 
watch out be quiet you want me to go?
laying in darkness with my eyes are closed  

take mf shot to my head 
i ain’t fucking afraid to die busta a leg
i dont fuck w anybody i dfw shit 
take another piece of mine like a bitch 

self medication self annihilation 
the shit that  i be taking you couldn’t  relate 
the reason i’m giving the reason i take 
you acting so dummy you sure you ok?

i can’t even look at yo face rn 
i can’t even fucking feel my face rn 
riding through yo city bitch im ridin
downtown 
i ain’t even tryna make shit rn 

i hate everyone i think i am diseased 
murder my soul till im resting in peace 
digging the blade and its slippin steep 
burning the ground as i’m walking beneath 
grabbing the crucifix prey that i don’t 
what do i do if its all that i know 
fuck it idgaf anymo
closing my eyes let my blood hit the floor

The Reason

close friends can use, if yr hard dm me and ill maybe let u.

always n 4evr 4 alice ms elsie


samples : alex g - serpent is lord
sextant - missing you

vocals: me

synth design: me

This body is a stranger (Prod. nobodysthereforme)

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