dont like me (COVER)

i saw the news last night and
was i supposed to cry?
ur face has everything
to see from a mile away
and ur camrys still in ur parking lot
down by the church
all these times alone with u 
has changed me for the worst

trying
for some luck
and pills do
pills do
oh u 
u said ur through
with all this

i hope you, fly
x4

All These Times Alone With You

To look in the sky
To look at myself
and what stares back at me 
is nothing else
If I find another corpse
And pop its head

Is it me
I am finding?
Or am I dead?

A gigantic black hole
Comes all over round here
A gigantic black hole
makes the heart so pure
(x2)

death is always such a dream 
that i always seem to dream
(x3)

i see all the things that haunt me

Limbs Vermilion

lul

i’m too tired to think about it
call me an idiot
like you always
do

hallucinations of a savior
brutality is our human nature
why am i anxious when i breathe
don’t wake me up 
i dont wanna see

the stupid world they’ve made for me
i was born and kept in misery
i live in spite i hate my life
and nothing that i ever do ever goes right

i’m too tired to think about it
call me a idiot like you always do
i try my best
to do
my best
but i know
that i will fail
i try my best
to do
what’s best
but i know
i’ll fail

i’m sorry i’m such a letdown

somebody's fiending around the corner
dopamine.
i looked for too long and i
fell in love.
accidents happen again, the same mistakes
i'm losing my friends.

i know i'm worthless
i know to give up
you don't care
don't pretend
i hate myself
this is the end
lay down in a grave
i'm nothing
end my suffering.

diary

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfY2V8LHF4E

crawling into me
a tiny rat
its eating my organs
it sleeps in my liver
its tiny heart beats next to myn
i like to talk to him all the time
i want to die with him
laying on the ground
in the cemetery 
he will crawl out of me
there is no turning back 
i am not getting up
im not gonna try again
the rat can use my lungs
as a hiding place
until he needs to die
i will see u again
in the afterlife

i wont leave u
x3

dying rat stuck inside my liver *Video In Description*

Drunk/Joyless

guitar by https://soundcloud.com/coralinejonesy

im not gonna tell what all of this loves for 
the cancer in your body is coming from the horror
x16

all consuming nature of light

sinking your teeth inside my flesh
my life fades into your chest
inviting your friends to your cannibal banquets 
record the party and drag my death
slide the dagger across my stomach
i like when it presses inside my skin
to be useful to u is all i could give
this sinless gift covers all of my sins

Cute Cannibal Gf X Eaten Gutless Bf

press against my skin
u hold a sharp life closely
and i don't wanna say i love you

all the way in hell
satan is my master now
and i don't wanna love you anymore

honestly i know your gone
did u know it kills me?
hold me close till the end of life
i wanna know for sure sure

soon
x3

coming back
x3
coming back to heaven

Coming Back To Heaven

current project crucify april 
@crucifyapril on ig

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what perplexity, what grief, is there when he sees this oneness.

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dying rat stuck inside my liver Video In Description

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