ilove thaibodydumb like hes my bestfriend ever

tbh i was just ranting over a beat to let my feelings out, pretty amateur

im so confused i dunno wut 2 do now u say u lov me but u alwayz seem to let me down
we both know its not how it was before n it hurts so much cuz now all u do is ignore
why is it so hard for me to just control my feelings say ull love me forever but u always end up leaving
i just wanna go back but maybe its too late but u dont even care why do i try in the first place
i wanna leave but im so scared of change i wanna let go but im so afraid

i rly just wish all these thoughts would stop 
and i know its not all ur fault but it rly hurts me a lot
i just wanted comfort but all u do is use me use me~
why is everything like this? why is it so toxic?
get out of my mind i dont wanna feel the distance...

i dunno what to do i just wanna stop crying 
maybe i should say goodbye i always feel like im dying 
n i know u dont love me n ik u dont care 
what the fuck did i do? why is everything so unfair?

im sorry its like this im sorry i cant fix it
im sorry i ruined everything im sorry i was toxic
im sorry i loved u too much im sorry i still love u
im sorry i drove you away im sorry that i stayed
im sorry i even loved you in the first place

i should just say goodbye 
but it hurts so much inside
i dont know what to do 
im lost without you..

the devil has the best tuna

To look in the sky
To look at myself
and what stares back at me 
is nothing else
If I find another corpse
And pop its head

Is it me
I am finding?
Or am I dead?

A gigantic black hole
Comes all over round here
A gigantic black hole
makes the heart so pure
(x2)

death is always such a dream 
that i always seem to dream
(x3)

i see all the things that haunt me

Limbs Vermilion

https://youtu.be/ZITUQQjdVhE

inside ur house
cut our wrists, blood dripping out
on the candle wick
its all for not
when the plot thickens
its all for not
when god sees ur sins

i know u have
no apologies
a fake for a fake
inside all of these
ur skin is so cute and
so clean
when the blood pours out
i will see u dream

nights cold, without yr warmth

press against my skin
u hold a sharp life closely
and i don't wanna say i love you

all the way in hell
satan is my master now
and i don't wanna love you anymore

honestly i know your gone
did u know it kills me?
hold me close till the end of life
i wanna know for sure sure

soon
x3

coming back
x3
coming back to heaven

Coming Back To Heaven

im so faithful
dirty flowers
on the table
looks like u 
a kiss suspenseful 
yr like an angel
i saw u dying 
in my dreams
x2

turning into all the things i hate
and i cant feel the rest of my body 
its rotting away
its rotting away

dirty_flowers

loveedancee2005

Eavesdropping tears, ballerina

lyrics -

patience 
i need patience
i blaming it all on u 
im so tired of waiting 4 u
if u call up my phone i 
wont answer because i need 
patience

motherfuckin patience
i need patience
running out of patience
im running out of patience

i dont want u to call me
cu  so gullible crying and begging bak for me
i dont want this  to die in the club frankly
want to remember the good times 
with u 

addicted to u 
x3

i am waiting 4 u 
cuz i need patience
x2

bleed 4 me
x7
cuz i need mf patience

Patience Sucks

https://youtu.be/2SP47aklMD8?si=QMWu3UpTdRKpR-Gw

linear vision 
that bass is kickin 
sacrafice yr idol to 
the one whos winning 

microphone static
my friends r erratic
walking down the street to
cast some magick

Linear Vizion (music video in description.)

lookit what i found on my hard drive
https://genius.com/Xo-willow-xoxo-lyrics

XO_willow - ♡XOXO♡

current project crucify april 
@crucifyapril on ig

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what perplexity, what grief, is there when he sees this oneness.

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loveedancee2005

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