Big Heart (prod. urbannerdbeats)

COPE (FEAT. CAM) (prod. docent)

Lyrics


Tried to roll back, tried to be chill I ain’t fw that 
Subliminal tones and the list of the white lies 
As if I don’t catch it you actin surprised 
When you realize we ain’t fw that 
Look in my eyes I ain’t fw that 

Bitch I am serious! 
Happy I moved 
I got you curious 
The way that you move 
I stay mysterious 
Live at the louve 
My raps are on the walls like paintings it’s true 

Inside my mind I can rhyme what I view 
Paint you a story it don’t gotta be true 
rap w conviction they’ll wanna be you 
My raps in the kitchen they wantin my food 

They probably starvin, I see whats trendin that shit is so jarring
Comedy fuel 
For me and the homies that truly love hip hop we think its a joke when they boppin those tunes 
I stay afloat right on of the fumes 
Drippin in fire i light the room 
Why would you go and talk shit and then bring it up public, bitch no I ain’t siding w you 


Tried to roll back 
Tried to be chill 
I ain’t fw that 
Subliminal tones and the list of the white lies 
As if I don’t catch it you actin surprised 
When you realize we ain’t fw that 
Look in my eyes I ain’t fw that 

Bitch I am serious!
Happy I moved 
I got you curious 
The way that you move 
I stay mysterious 


I stay mysterious no
Tired of living inside of my head got me feeling delirious, no 
And I know that you feeling it, huh 
Hearing my music I know that you feeling it
Every time I catch you hearing it 
Inside of their hearts and they feeling it


Fucking it up and I know it’s okay
This just be top of the dome 
She said she love me didn’t think she would stay …. 
I love her down to the bone 
Pouring my soul on the mf page … 
Ima wash like a typhoon 
Underground but I know where to find you 
No one’s safe when you sound just like I do!

Tried to roll back 
Tried to be chill I ain’t fw that 
Subliminal tones and the list of white lies 
As if you don’t notice you acting surprised 
When you realize we ain’t fw that 
Look in my eyes I ain’t fw that 

Bitch I am serious! Happy I moved 
I got her curious the way that I move 
I stay myst-


(ilovkief)

He think he mysterious huh
Way that he act
Made me rlly have to ask
Are you serious bruh
Why can I not fuck with no one
Why can they be all in or nun
I feel just like mike
Yeah really cas I might
Be the only one
Stand on my own 
Two feet im too grown
To be here I ain’t fuckin with that
I been alone 
Ten shots to the dome
You say you don’t love me back
I had to roll back
I ain’t for the chit chat
So get to the money part 
Bear to my honeypot 
Hangin with me mean makeup go run a lot 
Try to roll back
Try to be chill I ain’t fuckin with that
Tryna pay bill I ain’t wanna sell packs
But if I’m broke then it’s comin to that
Better believe it’s taxed 
White boy say it’s strong 
Better believe it’s facts 
Put my feelings in a song
I know that it’s wrong 
But I do it to the max

roll back feat. ilovkief (prod. young emphasis)

Dream Dancin’ (prod. pilotkid)

(Chorus)

You don’t believe me watch the moves that I make
Only thing that she wants is the paper 
Mowed my lawn so I can find all the snakes! 
Karma’s cold but you’re the one that made her …

 You don’t believe me watch the moves that I make
Only thing that she wants is the  paper 
Mowed my lawn so I can find all the snakes! 
Karma’s cold but you’re the one that made her …

(Verse 1)

Made it true made it real made a deal 
You could look inside my eyes tell I have a heart of steel 
Sometimes I be hypnotized caught up in the world appeals 
I be bulking up my karma but I don’t know how to feel 
Try to be the best I can but my mood is tanking still 
No it’s not that you annoying it’s that I don’t wanna feel 
All the stress inside my mind makes my body wanna heal 
So that’s why I make these songs, swear it must be like a deal 
With the devil or with God 


(Break/ Hook)

Yeah… 
Yeah yeah yeah mmmm yeah 
Hmmm hmmm 
Hmmm hmmm

Up up and away! 

… Yeah yeah yeah
Lil baby … 



You don’t believe me watch the moves that I make - 

(Verse 2)  
But it’s true 
I’ve been inside of the booth 
While you hit up all the functions I was learning functions too 
How the instrumentals functioned then I’d float on top the mood 
Really it was just for me 
(Say it one more time) 
Really it was just for me no
The way I’d float on top the beat
freestyling with all my ease made me finally find peace … 


Yeah! 

Or will the karma slow me down when I’m on a roll? 
I’m a better me and if you had to letter me you’d let it show 
Some would rate me at a “F” others couldn’t though 
Im a straight “A” ever since I learned to grow 
Bad past, would I change it? No I fucking wouldn’t though! 
So don’t treat me like a criminal 
I’ve been writing rhymes, so many times, like biblical 
Hmm, 
Baby don’t you take it literal 

(Chorus) 

You don’t believe me watch the moves that I make
Only thing that she wants is that paper 
Mowed my lawn so I can find all the snakes 
Karma’s cold but you’re the one that made her …

You don’t believe me watch the moves that I make
Only thing that she wants is the paper 
Mowed my lawn so I can find all the snakes!
Karma’s cold but you’re the one that made her …



Produced- Lucas Quinn 
Written/Mixed/Mastered- Elijah Jude

Karma (Prod. Lucas Quinn)

ADORE (Prod. Eem Triplin)

Lyrics//


Elijah Jude ….	
Elijah Jude ….  ! 	


          (Intro)

… 	
Witness 	
It’s wicked how they actin different 	
Good hearts get cut up like ribbons 	
Only difference is u ain’t the one winnin 	
Nevermind all the facts no bitchin	
Cuz I’m grinnin even when I get hit with
Hard times, they make you craft weapons 
From the heart, had to count my blessings, again …
… 	

          (Verse 1)	

Witness	
It’s wicked how they actin different 	
Good hearts get cut up like ribbons 	
Only difference is u ain’t the one winnin 	
Old habits die hard and they nippin 	
But I’m grinnin even when I get hit with, 	
Hard times, they make u craft weapons 	
from the heart, had to count my blessings, again … 	
	
 	
Fuck all the drama I want bags full of cash 	
But see my dad said I already made it with all of the blessings I have 	
Is that trap of the system? Or has he tapped into something that I’m missin .? 	
I don’t really know if I’ll ever really get it 	
Either way see the shoes I was fillin 	
Ain’t full I have room for the villain 	
Best damn ima be the best villain 	
Top of the dome yeah u know ima kill it 	

(top!)

        	  
          (Verse 2)

She said she’s looking for me 	
I tell her you know what you already had (top!)
She always get on her knees 	
She’s pure as could be but I know that she bad (top!)
But I wanna be on a roll 	
Set us on fire 	
I know it ain’t bad, you 	
I wanna shine, baby just tell me to grab you 	
I promise you that there’s so much more to be had, nowadays that’s sounding taboo	
	
I’m not a bad dude 	
Coming to find 	
You help me when I’m in a bad mood 	
Coming to find 	-
Coming to find 	-
You help me when I’m in a bad mood whoa 	
	
I let it go babe 	
I take a breathe 	
Yeah I’ve venting from the soul babe 	
It’s not hard to finddd	
Just find yo own babe 	
Sit by yourself … you’ll be happier alone babe 	

It’s not hard to find!

          (Outro)

But either way babe
It’s been a long ass day … 
Would you go and stay with me? 
Baby stay with me 
Baby stay with me 
Can you stay?
It’s been a long day … 


Witness  	
It’s wicked how they actin different 	
Good hearts get cut up like ribbons 	
Only difference is u ain’t the one winnin 	
Nevermind all the facts no bitchin	
Cuz I’m grinnin even when I get hit with
Hard times, they make you craft weapons 
From the heart, had to count my blessings, again …




Mixed Mastered Written by Elijah Jude 

Instrumental “URUS” Produced by Gas Shawty

ALREADY BLESSED (Prod. Gas Shawty)

Lyrics//


          (Verse 1) 

Times changed, but God’s the same, I hold my business 
To my heart, the bleeding parts 
The feelings vivid 
Kinda crazed, I’m feeling dazed, but I’m my witness 

Life’s fast it’s been a year, I feel the change 
I don’t turn from the fear cuz it made me break … 
Into a new whole person, I feel myself gaze 
In the sun, into God man I’m tired of days 
Dumb sippin only wishin I could get a break ! 

I didn’t have a spine too good for my own kind
A yes man, doing yes ma’am’s, no time 
For myself, people pleaser til I broke mine 
Most times, 
People take you for granted you a gold mine 

          (Chorus)

I’m tired 
Im so tired now 
I’m tired 
I’m so tired right now 
Yeah I’m tired, 
You a fuckin liar rn 

And I’m higher 
We so high right now 
We higher 
We so high right now 
We higher 

We so high right now why the hell would we ever wanna come back down? 




          (Verse 2)

Times changed and I said it in the first place 
But we can still treat this day like it’s yo birthday 
Pop an eddy til you heavy spirit thirsty 

We both know 
We both know … 


That we both been through our worst days 
A life of struggle make you feel like you cursed aye ! 
Stains on my shirt from the earth yeah the dirt ay 

… I swear to God yeah 

We both know 
We both know …  

That times changed but we make do 
Evolution is a trip til you break thru   
I swear to God you can’t ever let it break you down 
You just gotta let it fucking mold you and shape you

TIMES CHANGED (Prod. Eem Triplin)

Lyrics// 


          (Hook)

Throw dirt on my name so I sprouted !
Never doubted 
Never fucking doubted 
And now it’s cloudy 
Outside the day is peaceful gave me refuge from the blazing heat 

I know i gotta get it make Satan jump his seat 
Cast out all the sheep and the snakes that be 
Hey
Nothing in the world makes me feel this free 
Couldn’t sign on a deal if I’d lose my peace hey 


          (Verse 1)

Give me an hour in the stu ima make something dope 
I was thrown in the trenches never lost my own hope 
 I’m talking mentally and spiritually against my own ropes 
I look to God He gave the strength to rebuild on my own 

And she be saying will you ride this wave 
It’s been a minute since we were present a little 2 mind play 
And we can talk about our worlds all the little mundanes 
How every person hides the ugly some until they in graves 

But you show me who you are and for that I feel safe 
A superstar supercharged with no ego in place 
It’s super raw you in charge you can never save face 
Heart on your sleeve just like me and for that I feel safe 

And for that I feel safe 
Aye


          (Hook)

Throw dirt on my name so I sprouted !
Never doubted 
Never fucking doubted 
And now it’s cloudy 
Outside the day the peaceful gave me refuge from the blazing heat 

I know i gotta get it make Satan jump his seat 
Cast out all the sheep and the snakes that be 
Hey
Nothing in the world makes me feel this free 
Couldn’t sign on a deal if I’d lose my peace hey 


          (Verse 2) 

I couldn’t sign on a deal and that’s really real 
Yeah they make it pretty still 
Dress it up many mills, a penny for your thoughts 
Would you take 100 billion if so at any cost? 
Would you take it if by the morning you’d wake up to greeting God? 

And if not, then your life is worth, 100x billion times what that sign is worth 

And if not, then your life is worth, 100x billion times what that sign is worth

Sprouted! (Prod. Drecyy)

Lyrics //



          (Hook)

I throw my brush on top my canvas and I let it sing 
I let it fly 
An artist born , 1999 
Read between the lines ! 
I was almost broken 
Pockets dry ! 
I could have cried feeling hopeless
But see I -

          (Verse 1)

I tuned myself, in with the Earth, I’m blocking all of their noise 
Don’t ruin yourself, sleeping in the dirt, meaning drama fully deployed 
All of that gossips annoying 
Some people love their own voice 
I stir the paint to bring joy 
They stir the pot to make noise 
Huh 
Shit is so dull and annoying 



          (Bridge)

Change perspectives is it hell you want or floatin angels? 
Then why you stressin? Is it DNA or are we able? 
To rewire our minds im tired of being victimized! 
By myself to myself only man that I ! 
Truly fear is the Lord, yet He saves my life 
On the daily it’s so crazy y’all been hypnotized … 
Won’t worship idols my rivals can’t pull me in like tidal


          (Hook)

I throw my brush on top my canvas and I let it sing 
I let it fly 
An artist born , 1999 
Read between the lines ! 
I was almost broken 
Pockets dry ! 
I could have cried feeling hopeless
But see I -


          (Verse 2) 

I’m painting my feelings I’ll go to infinity
What’s gotten into me? 
Different entities 
only good energy 
Letting me grow and I’m glad 
Yeah I done had to go take out the trash 
I don’t wanna live life in the past 
Gonna be difficult 
Getting the energy fighting the drinking, fighting the drinking, bc I know it killing me, I know it killing me 

… 

I’ve been seeing the the songs that’s getting them views, promise that shit is so shameful !
talking bout bitches and drugs, them females they love it, I don’t get their angle ! 
And I coulda died, couple years back, but fuck it you know I got angels 
Life is a gamble but I know my luck, so fuck it ima swang there 


           (Hook)

I throw my brush on top my canvas and I let it sing 
I let it fly 
An artist born , 1999 
Read between the lines ! 
I was almost broken 
Pockets dry! 
I could have cried feeling hopeless
But see I -



//

Mixed/Written By Elijah Jude 
Beat Produced By Yogic Beats

Let It Fly (Prod. Yogic Beats)

(Prod. Ben Hunter)


Ay 
Came with the run round Came with the run round 
Ay 
Ask me them questions I give you the run round 

Mama just tell me was I born a sinner ? Ay 
Ain’t that for everybody? Who knew a winter so cold 

I ain’t talking the weather 
I’m talking bout how the lil stories unfold  
But I knew that I’d be better 
Keep my head up high and don’t ever go fold ! 

Nobody told me this world would be heavy on top my shoulders 
But I don’t got carry alone 
Got a small tribe but they carry their own 
I lean on my family when I’m feeling - 

A lot of the poisonous fruits the gossip and rumors we keep from the vine 
We keep it alive yeah 
We keep it alive yeah 
Stop eating the drama it’ll eat you alive 

I lean on my tribe 

Time flies thru my window … 
I run thru these weeks like I’m searching searching for more 


1:36
But it ain’t easy 
He said he love her but he ain’t that needy
He just work her up, so she can work on him 
That type of picture he’s painting been greedy 
He said lil baby why don’t u move on me 
We haven’t hardly had any time to really go party 
And then she give in, her heart is like feed me 
I promise that girl she be starving 
I promise that girl she be starving like 
I promised my girl a whole brand new apartment 
Difference is age bc I was them both 
Running thru hoes 
The winter was cold 
I was the biggest lil ego out of all my amigos then I got humbled and burnt on the stove 
I couldn’t play hearts, without breaking my own 


Ay 
Came with the run round Came with the run round 
Ay 
Ask me them questions I give you the run round 

Mama just tell me was I born a sinner ? Ay 
Ain’t that for everybody? Who knew a winter so cold 

God is pure, He is love. You little one, are also made of this love. You are made of God. The first step to self love is self discipline, only then will you be free. 


Ask me them questions I give you run round 
Mama just tell me was I born a sinner ? Ay 
Ain’t that for everybody? Who knew a winter so cold

Winter Of Sinners

Beat Produced By Drecyy
Written/Mixed/Mastered By Elijah Jude

open fire outro

Beat Prod by CharlieP_Production
Written/Mixed/Mastered by Elijah Jude

Lyrics //






Fuck what they on though
I won’t be swayed by society
We could get gone though 
Hop on a plane and go overseas 
It’s been awhile though, 
Since it was truly just you and me 
It’s been awhile though, 
Since it was truly just you and me 

And that’s true
I don’t mean to spend all my time in the booth 
I don’t mean to get inside all of my moods 
I don’t mean to get inside all of my moods 
I just wanna be the 1 you love 
Yeah the 1 that you love 
Yeah the 1 that you love, ay 
Yeah the 1 that you love, ay 

I’ve been back for a minute it’s a wrap yeah I get it made you mad but we in it so let’s go! 
Take a little ride hop up in it don’t gotta talk while we whippin play my jams you can feel it in yo soul 
Funny cuz I rap when I feel it they bout you that’s the realest yeah you bad so bad to the bone! 
I don’t need more I don’t want to no hoes 
Bad lil wife thank God it’s in stone! 
(Thank God it’s in stone) 

Fuck what they on though
I won’t be swayed by society
We could get gone though 
Hop on a plane and go overseas 
It’s been awhile though, 
Since it was truly just you and me 
It’s been awhile though, 
Since it was truly just you and me



And I don’t really wanna talk about past tense 
I was down bad looking for the bad 10’s 
Cuffed up but I didn’t act it back then 
dog without a muzzle made her head always puzzled how I’d do it with no conscience 
In the mirror no reflection it was bad then 
Yeah she still know me as Sebastian 
The mf that cheated like 10 times 
It looked easy but im thankful for my 9 lives  
Thank God cuz I know He was above me 
Hit the wall so hard yeah I coulda died 
But my angels were thankfully above me 
Woulda been homicide & suicide 
Cuz the girl I was w truly loved me 
But that’s a story for another time … 


And now I’m with you my love , 
And all my sins fall away 
And now I’m with you my love , 
And all my sins fall away 
And now I’m with you my love , 
And all my sins fall away 

How you? 

How you love me? When my past been ugly
You coulda say boy fuck you, not gonna let you bug me 
But instead you were lovely 
Yeah you understand me … 

How you love me? When my past been ugly
You coulda say boy fuck you, not gonna let you bug me 
But instead you were lovely 
Yeah you understand me … 


Beat Prod by CharlieP_Production
Written/Mixed/Mastered by Elijah Jude

1 That You Luv

Beat Produced By Urbannerdbeats 
Written/Mixed/Mastered By Elijah Jude

Lyrics//




I said I don’t like designer I don’t need no dior 
But really I can’t afford it love 
He stuck it to you never gave you floor 
listen to u I don’t needa implore my love 

X rays 
to see thru my chest ay
Best days 
I’m with my tribe and I ain’t stressed hey 
blessed ay 
Don’t have the time to make a mess ay 


This a relay not a sprint but if we rats what do we get? 
A lil slice of cheese they got barrels of this shit 
How am I supposed to sleep knowing I need to die rich 
Generational money just spawned like a matrix glitch 
Manifest it, paper thin, watch what believing gets 
Life a bitch, hit her chin, watch what bleeding gets 
I’m on one! 



I foresee many eyes tryna squeeze me 
In any type of way, the hunger’ll make em bleed me 
once you on the climb they offer chalk you already got 
Or give you props say you dope whatever the hell u want 
To get yo ego steady buzzing like an angry wasp 

She been guarded 
Her heart had to restart it 
felt discarded 

It don’t gotta burn to no ashes 
I ain’t even home yet we still got some action 


Meanwhile mama worry bout rent oh 
I got cash but this is time well spent oh 
Not really I rhyme pretty but won’t lie 
Rent have a mf trippin in the low tide 
while mfs surfing 


Why has money been a burden? ^
Shit I’m climbing over hills cuz you know that the boy is yearning 


I’ve been tryna make peace! 
I’ve been tryna make peace huh 
With my enemies mostly with me 
Been a minute baby you know that I bleed hmmm 
On the beat baby always bringing heat, make satan jump right out his seat 

It’s been a minute don’t you follow me I don’t even know where I’m going no more … 

Nowadays need an X-Ray  
To see my heart, even on my best days 


 I said I don’t like designer I don’t need no dior 
But really I can’t afford it love 
He stuck it to you never gave you floor 
listen to u I don’t needa implore my love 

X rays 
to see thru my chest ay
Best days 
I’m with my tribe and I ain’t stressed hey 
blessed ay 
Don’t have the time to make a mess ay 


This a relay not a sprint but if we rats what do we get? 
A lil slice of cheese they got barrels of this shit 
How am I supposed to sleep knowing I need to die rich 
Generational money just spawned like a matrix glitch 
Manifest it, paper thin, watch what believing gets 
Life a bitch, hit her chin, watch what bleeding gets 
I’m on one! 



Beat Produced By Urbannerdbeats 
Written/Mixed/Mastered By Elijah Jude

X-Rays

Beat Produced By Urbannerdbeats 
Written/Mixed/Mastered By Elijah Jude

Lyrics//




Don’t flip it round I’ve been around 
Don’t lead me round, don’t 
My tribe is solid we stayin polished 
We binded by soul
They tunin in they want 4 of me 
With all of that gold 

But I have a Bonnie, she have my 6, that’s all it is that’s all it is 

Been there 
It’s been better with her love and care 
It’s been better with her love and care 
It’s been better with her love and care … 

I hit the beat like the rent due, yeah 

I stayed awake writing til 3 in the morning, you’d swear I hated sleeping 
Cuz I, was never snoring 
I stayed awake just pouring 
My soul, into my music 
Helped me see what was right before me 
Id always envisioned pictures, as a kid was writing stories 

And now I paint these pictures in hopes that you’re fucking with it 
It’s vivid, hope they don’t miss it, I spit it and go ballistic
My image is your depiction yeah
I don’t give a fuck about your opinions 
Wear my heart up on my sleeve so  it’s not hard to cut the seams 
And see what’s underneath 
How’s that for translucent feelings 
raise to the ceiling 
When I step in the building 
At least inside my dreams because I’ve yet to perform 
I need it more 
Than ever 
I need it more than ever (3x)


I had to put me first yeah 
I had to put me first yeah 
My ability and passion makes something like a curse
But they say the most obsessive make some of better works 
They been tuning in, want more of me, I been growing in this dirt 
I’ve waiting for my time babe 
Putting in this work 
I’ve waiting for my shine hey 
How many beats I’ve murked? 

 How many instrumentals? 
How many times I talked bout my mental? I just wanna be a lil influential, put all them dogs in the fucking kennel … 

Put them dogs in the kennel babe! 


Been there 
It’s been better with her love and care 
It’s been better with her love and care 
It’s been better with her love and care … 



Beat Produced By Urbannerdbeats 
Written/Mixed/Mastered By Elijah Jude

Soul Excursions

Produced By CharlieP_Production
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude

I know what you like, what you want, we goin heal away 
Take you like the sun, warm and free, on a rainy day 
I don’t need no smoke, don’t need drinks to wash the pain away 
I ain’t never run, less it drains me of my nature ay 



I don’t need no umbrella 
Cuz I been through this weather 
Hail and it’s stormin clouds are enormous but that’s why I went and I stacked my cheddar 
you’ve been my warmth I don’t need no sweater !
Time done flies when you don’t pick yo head up 
No 9-5 ever made me settle, gotta push on pedal, you been good on the mental man I swear to God 


I was 
Digging up my own grave 
Plans on never leaving and just doing things my own way 
Then I felt a burn 
My potential made my bones ache 
No more nights in liquor, swimming blindly to my own fate 


I don’t need no umbrella 
Cuz I been through this weather 
Hail and it’s stormin clouds are enormous but that’s why I went and I stacked my cheddar 
you’ve been my warmth I don’t need no sweater !
Time done flies when you don’t pick yo head up 
No 9-5 ever made me settle, gotta push on pedal, you been good on the mental man I swear to God 


I know what you like, what you want, we goin heal away 
Take you like the sun, warm and free, on a rainy day 
I don’t need no smoke, don’t need drinks to wash the pain away 
I ain’t never run, less it drains me of my nature ay

Rainy Day

Beat Produced By Charlie P Productions

Lyrics//


Praying to the Lord while my backs against the ropes no hope 
The devil got me in a choke 
Yo life can take a spin if you don’t know how to cope
Ima say this on a whim, most people see they don’t float 
Taking all the bad like the wreckage of a boat 
That been flooded w the water I don’t say this shit to dote 
Was close to calling in and giving up on my hope I know that I go harder that’s why I’m fucking close 

Man, 
I must be stubborn
Swear I almost fell 
Put that on my mother 
Swear to God I jumped from hell 
Made myself my brotha 
When I didn’t know myself 
Until I finally was uncovered now you wish me well 
You wished me hell
Now you sing along ay 
cuz it’s show and tell when I play my fucking songs ay 
you were peeping on my page like I couldn’t tell 
You not who you were you’re looking like a shell 

Trusting in the Lord while I’m getting tossed 
9-5 ain’t working out 
Had to finally take that loss 
Switch it up a different route 
View me in a different frame 
Fuck all of the word of mouth 
I won’t look at you the same 
People always talk too much ~
But really there ain’t shit to say 
I tried to keep it obvious 
That it was really her to blame 
Toxic and ridiculous
But I think that you’re afraid of change 
Or maybe what the people say 
Either way I had to go 
I meant that shit like andele 
Dip like it’s sabbatical 
Did it redefine my name ? 
Are you really happy though? 
Right now driving in the rain 
While humming and still rapping though

Praying to the Lord while my backs against the ropes no hope 
The devil got me in a choke 
Yo life can take a spin if you don’t know how to cope
Ima say this on a whim, most people see they don’t float 
Taking all the bad like the wreckage of a boat 
That been flooded w the water I don’t say this shit to dote 
Was close to calling in and giving up on my hope I know that I go harder that’s why I’m fucking close

Prayin’

Credits// Produced By CharlieP_Production
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude 

:15
I don’t need that fame I just need that bag 
Lil cliche but I ain’t no drag
Give no fucks cuz the fuck I had only tanked my soul now it’s fuck all that!
Heart on my sleeve I don’t move too fast 
Snakes wanna peep when I’m at peace at last 
Glass half full bitch why even ask what my mindset like? shit I got my flask
 
:31
If you unlucky then go make your luck I’ve had times I been stuck in the mud and it felt like some crutches, just couldn’t get up 
But it pushed on my buttons, the seat I  was in was real comfy, God heated it up! Told me “Boy get to budgin”
Got tired of myself all the lies and assumptions 
Nobody will save you, yeah nobody coming 
So best get to hustlin and never stop huntin’! 

:46 
I’ve been alone today 
Better to stay by myself than be swayed by the crowd no I ain’t gonna fold today 
Used to give in to the cravings the feelings amazing when you throw the bones away! 
Buried the old me, alone but not lonely I never will go sign my soul away 
Aim for the gold today 
This ain’t no throwaway! 

1:02
Ain’t you been tired? 
My ass on fire think that I finally transpired 
Get you inspired 
Moving is dire 
Stagnation is death 
Might as well go and swim in fire 
I feel alive 
When I speak my truth and throw it on top of the lines 
Staying aloof from the drama and flies 
Don’t feed the lies 

1:17
I don’t need that fame I just need that bag 
Lil cliche but I ain’t no drag
Give no fucks cuz the fuck I had only tanked my soul now it’s fuck all that!
Heart on my sleeve I don’t move too fast 
Snakes wanna peep when I’m at peace at last 
Glass half full bitch why even ask what my mindset like? shit I got my flask


If you unlucky then go make your luck I’ve had times I been stuck in the mud and it felt like some crutches, just couldn’t get up 
But it pushed on my buttons, the seat I  was in was real comfy, God heated it up! Told me “Boy get to budgin”
Got tired of myself all the lies and assumptions 
Nobody will save you, yeah nobody coming 
So best get to hustlin and never stop huntin’! 


1:49
I don’t need that fame I just need that bag 
Make me wanna say man fuck this shit 
Ima take yo shit 
Make it look real great 
But that just ain’t me 
Always been real kind always been about peace 
But I hate this shit 
too many damn souls been drowning in the rent 
It’s rich vs the poor that’s why I try to vent 
Ima show you something real just gimme a sec 

2:04
Just gimme 3 minutes never tired of sinnin that’s not how you win it 
Still to this day I feel high off the spirits 
The Gin and the juice got my body so lifted 
I pour it up I don’t stop !
that’s when I learned it was wicked 
The swimming in liquor gets heavy 
Soon all you want is to feed every craving  but then all this love wouldn’t be right beside me 

2:19
I don’t need that fame I just need that bag 
Lil cliche but I ain’t no drag
Give no fucks cuz the fuck I had only tanked my soul now it’s fuck all that!
Heart on my sleeve I don’t move too fast 
Snakes wanna peep when I’m at peace at last 
Glass half full bitch why even ask what my mindset like? shit I got my flask


2:35
If you unlucky then go make your luck I’ve had times I been stuck in the mud and it felt like some crutches, just couldn’t get up 
But it pushed on my buttons, the seat I  was in was real comfy, God heated it up! Told me “Boy get to budgin”
Got tired of myself all the lies and assumptions 
Nobody will save you, yeah nobody coming 
So best get to hustlin and never stop huntin’!

Luck

Beat Produced By CharlieP_Production
Written/Mixed/Mastered By Elijah Jude 


Lyrics// 


I had a dream that I was running on water 
Fuck the hydraulics this pressure was harder 
Just to stay float, I would hope to stay way from the bottom 
As if my socks flooded with quarters

I would just sink (3x) yeah
I would just sink (3x) yeah

I would hit bottom and be in close quarters with devil and all his 
Little dark minions or whatever you call it 
Didn’t belong so just like a rocket 
I’d jump from the bottom and be back on top then 

Id be gone in a blink yeah
I’d be gone in a blink 
I’d be gone in a blink yeah
I’d be gone in a - 

Really it’s easy to fake it, I’m 
Tired of living so anxious, I 
Find my heart always be racing as if I hit checkered just to hit placement 
To calm my ass down I’d throw on my playlist 
It keeps me grounded like I’m a Mgill
When I make music apart of me heals  
But no more distractions I know I gotta face it 
I know I gotta face it Lord … 


Floatin’
Floatin’
Floatin’baby notice,
How the stress is as heavy as your holdin’
Holdin’
Holdin’ don’t you hold in no more 

  

This is the part where rappers take breaks in songs 
I cannot wait that long 
Only 2 minutes to show you I ate this song 
Like food after fasting I taste this strong 
Rappers be biting their style straight face is on 
Thinking they Drake or sum 
Bitch you done copied and pasted wrong 
Potent my music I made it strong  

But I feel alive now 
Don’t waste your time now
Better go shoot me if you say loosely that you ain’t mine now 
That you ain’t mine now (3x)
That you ain’t mine, that you ain’t mine 

I heard from the vine 
I’m in your dreams 
We intertwined 
Tell me one thing 
When you see me 
Am I on top of the water, just light as a bee? 
Or do you have to dive just to find me?
Do you have dive (2x) baby 
Do you have to dive? 
Do you have to dive, do you have to dive baby? 

I had a dream that I was running on water 
Fuck the hydraulics this pressure was harder 
Just to stay float, I would hope to stay way from the bottom 
As if my socks flooded w quarters

I would just sink (3x) yeah
I would just sink (3x) yeah


Hope you 
Find me in your dreams more than one time 
Lucid we could fly in the sunrise 
Eyes closed baby seeing with our third eye 


                            Credits
Beat Produced By CharlieP_Production
Written/Mixed/Mastered By Elijah Jude

Floatin’

Beat Produced By Charlie P Production
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude 

Lyrics//


It’s do or die my love (4x)
I had to burn up for it show me something worth it love 
I know you find it rough, but time been flyin’ tho, why don’t you picture where we’ll be if we just let it go?



Holding out on every my songs is like holding in 
I done right my wrongs 
And wrote my sins 
Got a demon tho 
That’s the liquor man 
I can’t keep her tho  
But can’t kick her in 
Hypnotized by the social lense
But don’t break the ties when u make amends 
Cuz the bridge will come and you’ll need a friend 
So don’t burn it baby keep walking 


It’s do or die my love 
I had to burn up for it show me something worth it love 
I know you find it rough 
But time been flying though 
Why don’t you picture where we’ll be if we just let it go 
Baby don’t you wanna float? 

I couldn’t find ways 
To go settle down my mind now you can’t find me 
Unless I’m deep inside the stu it itch like Ivy 
Like how they pull us in like suckers like tsunami babe ?
I had to run it back, I had to show em some 
They wanna keep you there, they don’t care where you’re from 
And if you stay at 9-5 they gonna play you dumb 
Cuz they don’t care about your life you’re just a number son 
Better to be deceased, no 


I got tactics 
Don’t ride waves don’t slave to the antics 
Haven’t been paid but these songs just practice 
See my prime is a nuclear reaction 
Cept this matter don’t need adaptation 
No not physical only metaphysical and spiritual classics 
Made into sound you can vibe with a passion 
still im a clown oh woe me Sebastian 
Crazy til works then they gotta new caption 
How he was a genius he was born for the rapping 
Acting like they weren’t in crowd only laughing … 


Do or die, do or die do or die hey -


It’s do or die my love 
I had to burn up for it show me something worth it love 
I know you find it rough 
But time been flying though 
Why don’t you picture where we’ll be if we just let it go 
Baby don’t you wanna float?

I couldn’t find ways 
To go settle down my mind now you can’t find me 
Unless I’m deep inside the stu it itch like Ivy 
Like how they pull us in like suckers like tsunami babe ?
I had to run it back, I had to show em some 
They wanna keep you there, they don’t care where you’re from 
And if you stay at 9-5 they gonna play you dumb 
Cuz they don’t care about your life you’re just a number son 
Better to be deceased, no

Do Or Die

Beat Produced By Charlie P Production
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude


Lyrics//



She said I’m crazed, bitch I’m buzzing like the beehive 
Came from the West, but I’m still fucking with the East Side 
A different mesh, a different angle to release my

I still maintain like parliament 
Master my mind all the weak and the dominant 

No matter what I do I seem to find you 
Hidden in haikus the temperature never blue 
I’ve been sinnin since the moon but grinnin because I bloomed 
I changed, and I evolved, the ministers evil too  
I can see beyond the marketing and the views 
The devil in your ears just to hit your inner moods 
To change your inner thoughts 
To change the inner you 

Well that’s a whole lot of mind fucking shit … 

She said I’m crazed, bitch I’m buzzing like the beehive 
I was born in the West but I’m still fucking w that east side 
A different mesh, a different angle to release my


I still maintain like parliament 
Master my mind all the weak and the dominant 

No matter what I do I seem to find her 
She bring me my peace as patient as seas 
But violent need be, typhoons on the beach 
But still my 9-5 been suffocating me 
How you gotta work 5 days out of the week just to get you a lil green to buy you some to eat a room for u to sleep? I’d rather be free, can money buy peace?

Climbing up the hill I know that my hands bleeding 
Fighting gainst my will, surviving while I’m
in deep end  
Mama need the rent switch jobs like different seasons 
Hate to be a burden I’m hurtin I dont want reasons
Just feel like I’m bringing up demons  
Ima peel on yo mind I’m a genius 
At making a meals for ur soul & I feed it 
When you feel like your a lil depleted  
We goin heal

One more time 

Climbing up the hill I know that my hands bleeding 
Fighting gainst my will, surviving while I’m
in deep end  
Mama need the rent switch jobs like different seasons 
Hate to be a burden I’m hurtin I dont want reasons
Just feel like I’m bringing up demons  
Ima peel on yo mind I’m a genius 
At making a meals for ur soul & I feed it 
When you feel like your a lil depleted  
We goin heal

She said I’m crazed, bitch I’m buzzing like the beehive 
Came from the West, but I’m still fucking with the East Side 
A different mesh, a different angle to release my-

beehive ~ haikus

Beat Produced By Charlie P Productions
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude 


Lyrics///

I had to pick up my mental and do it myself 
It’s like a foot at your throat, but karma don’t choose to do violence you do it yourself 

I wanna roll with the big guys 
Don’t know when it’s coming like nosebleeds 
So tired of living so broke I, 
Wanna provide so He chose me…myself 

I had to put down the liquor and do it myself 

I wanna roll with the big guys 
Don’t know when it’s coming like nosebleeds 
So tired of living so broke I 
Wanna provide so He chose me 
Sat in the fire too long had to do wrongs to understand holy 

Don’t like myself wanna fight myself wanna bite myself into pieces 
I entice myself to enlighten myself but I always fall short and start bleeding 
So I hype myself with the rhymes I belt but I still can’t kick these demons
When I’m by myself I convince my myself to get high for any old reason 


I know my folder is a gold mine 
Pure heart pure soul I ain’t sold mine 
But the money and the fame look like gold showers ~
They can scream my name but don’t know my 
Life path for a better me I’m tired though 
Of the energy to be who I’m sold I 
Have to be but I still can’t expose my 
True character it seems can I hold out?
 
 
It’ll be a long night like this
I don’t even wanna fight like this 
Oh you don’t give a fuck bout me?! ^ 
That explains why I write like this 
Knocking out tallboys til I sleep!
I don’t know if I’m alright with this 
I don’t know if I’m right for this 

(I need me some peace ay, some peace of mind ~)

Found me some peace
They chose a side  
I chose to be coy 
It’s not what they thought it would be 

They gave her the green, 
But she ain’t a leader 
Know she ain’t solid to me 

I had to sit back, & let it just grow, just like a father to be

Found me my peace! 




Thank you for listening & reading along, if you found this message you’re dope 🗡️

nosebleeds

Beat Produced By Swamp Tones 2x 
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude


Lyrics//

Soul searching for an avenue that feeds me, frees me 
From all my demons maybe she needs me 
Maybe she don’t 
I don’t wanna show fear, know I’m grown here 
I don’t wanna show tears, rock her boat here 

It’s been a long time coming you see me? 
Folding dirty laundry I know that it’s been easy to neglect 
See this karma will bleed me 
But if I sit with it I know that it will free me 


Don’t you have me picking sides you don’t want no show and tell 
I can read between the lines, really you don’t know me well 
I’ve been turnt up from my fire! But the smoke it has to settle 
I’m not one to go admire,  I can’t idolize myself 

Tip toe through my window 
Grab the gin tho 
All my friends know 
That we sneakin, deep end always been low
Am I him tho? 
No girl
See I sin tho 
Not a Benz tho 
But you still here

Tired of the lying ass hoes 
Funny how they think the story goes 
Rose from the concrete slow 
Bloomed like I never met snow 

Like I never went through hard times 
Devil on the hotline 
Easier to give in 
I just wanna one time 
Never did I fit in 
Talking bout this dope mind 
Never did they get in 
Talking bout this gold mine  


It’s easy to feel low 
That’s why I fell in love w smoke 
People jab and they like to joke 
Keep it light babe keep it light 

Soul searching, 
For an avenue that feeds me 
Frees me from my demons maybe she needs me 
Maybe she don’t 
I don’t wanna show fear 
Know I’m grown here 
I don’t wanna show tears  
Rock her boat here 

It’s been a long time coming you see me? 
Folding dirty laundry I know that it’s been easy 
To neglect 
See this karma will bleed me 
But if I sit with it I know that it will free me

Tip Toe Avenue

Beat Produced By CharlieP_Production
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude

Lyrics//

Stuck between a rock and hard place 
Hardly 
I always knew that my karma would come back to haunt me 
They say rock bottom has a perk it’s that it can’t fucking get any worse 
Does that justify the suffering? 
Hardly
But I don’t wanna suffer bout the suffering
Grow some balls mane 
Say my name again, I know the way i speak’s a sin 
But this is how i try to express 
Mama really needed the rent 
I pray it don’t go to her head but it’s too late 
She been squeezed and stepped on like toothpaste 
She was bound to explode 
And the way I’m going now feel I might hit that road 
so what’s a risk when you’re down put my dice on a roll 
And let’s see where it takes it 

See my lyrics  is always naked now 
Full exposure, this my closure, stop my ass from really breaking down 
This is really sorta how 
A diamond comes from pressure, muster up you better prove it now 
Or ima lose it now 


A nice young fellow but he bites like viper Lord you know he a fighter 
They spit shells but you know he a sniper 
Headshot, off top, he don’t even like ya! 

So imagine if he loved you what he’d for ya
Might kill a dozen soldiers to get through to ya 
-Put my libra scale aside only victims til you’re fine no limits to what I’d move for ya 
Fight the giants single handed move the continents on this planet so I could walk to Peru with ya 
Some see me as romantic I don’t really care to boot it up 
But if you love me too I promise that there’ll monsoons, big enough to spiral rooms, but if we can make it through and not ever let them through to us 
Then I know that we’ll be happy only aim to be true to us 
Ain’t no fucking bitch that could split us up 
Aint no dude that could tell us what 
Snakes turn to ashes when we light it up! 














Hug your family today y’all

Gambled Time

Beat Produced By Voyce 
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude


Lyrics//


I got so used to the struggle even when I should be relaxing lil Sebastian in his grind don’t waste time when you got passion 
I got tired of the antics all the drama heavy handed 
Negativity, like what the fucks got into me? 
Had to walk away and I was saved talking mentally 
Wonder if that’s my ex left, did I hurt her spiritually? 
Initially, but I mean she cheated so that bitch get to bleeding well not really cuz she did it for the reason of getting even damn!

Take 1 take 2 take 4, so many bad bitches thru the door 
I don’t want one no I’m not a dog 
Take it back babe no I’m not a - 
Take 1 take 2 take 4, so many bad bitches coming thru the door 
I don’t want none no I’m not a hoe 
I’m not a dog babe don’t throw me bones 


Don’t you walk away with that look in your eye 
That could probably live forever without mentioning I 
But if you do there’s no receipts baby
Don’t you come back looking round for me baby 
It’s been a long a day why don’t you take a seat baby? 
We can talk it out 
So many hoes bird brainin that’s just word of mouth 
But don’t you hurt an artist cuz like water out the faucet we can really turn the heater fuck hydraulics, this is pressure from bottom of my heart
I really love my art, the way I rearrange it move around the parts 
I needed saving from the start 
Only man above myself ain’t no mortal trust the Lord though even times when I’ve been swimming in the dark! 

Sometimes I just need to let go 
Look to God baby don’t you sell yo soul 
Its been a long time you’ve on this road 
But you can push through boulders on yo own (2x)

Too much noise, 
I need me some time 
I don’t wanna avoid  
Hit up Voyce he the boy 
Beats spewin like an artery apart of me wanna be like pardon me “sir I killed your beat” we should clearly do an autopsy 
Probably together we could resurrect rap 
Yeah Amenta got them beats too fully intact 
I know that we keep it stacked like casinos in fact 
So this is me betting all ima throw it on black

Don’t Walk Away From Me (Prod. Voyce)

No risk, no story. 


Arizona- based rapper and sound artist. 
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