PSA: I will not be changing the title of my song due to you being a illiterate and immediately demonizing me 😘

this song is about how, even though I have ￼ manic depression, I’m still demonized, because sometimes I do like to be more wild and crazier than usual when I’m experiencing mania. I have also been asked if I’m satanic simply because I upload more provocative photos onto the Internet than most do.. that doesn’t make anybody satanic that just makes them comfortable in their own skin. 

Due to the amount of PTSD, I have I have become paranoid which then makes my ADHD, anxiety, & manic depression a lot worse. It is also about how I have struggled with suicidal thoughts and that, even though I don’t want to be here anymore, I will continue living for all of my loved ones that have passed away and didn’t have the opportunity to live out there full lives. So I dedicate my life to everyone that I have lost. 
I hate that my mind gets into these dark places and a big reason to why I have suffered with these mental illnesses and addiction for so long is because is because of bullying and having so many people turn out to be snakes in my garden and not beautiful flowers. 

No matter how bad my mental health gets or the moments of happiness I have, I will keep going 100% until the day I die 🕊️

I’m Not Satanic, Jus A Little Manic (Prod. Super.Wav)

This song is about how I know how it can be when you’re struggling with your own internal demons and what you will do well, you’re in a survival state of mind. Sometimes it doesn’t feel like you will ever escape this hellish prison and you have a to be stuck in your ways. But if you take the time to self reflecting to seek help for mental health, then you’re slowly be able to see the light on the other side. 

“Life of Sin” speaks about the hustle and how we have survive in this world. Sometimes getting too caught up in the hustle can lead you to depression because you’re more focus on that then your own physical and mental health. And so the possibility of you caving into your addictions because you’re stressed or whatever the emotion may be and the use of substances can make your mental state worse than be beneficial. 

So no matter how dark the world may seem just remember that there’s light waiting to shine upon your life if you put in the work to heal yourself. ❤️￼

Life of Sin Ft. Baby Wok  (Prod. Super.Wav)

therapy for the madness  🤍🧿🕊️ 333

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