An original song by me, produced by: @lilpauly

Lyrics: 

I'm not tryna feel this way, I'm tired,
only wanna feel like I'm desired.
Baby rest assured I don't blame you,
almost every heartbreak involves two.

It's so damn ironic again,
I can't get you up out of my muh-fuckin head.
I'm just running from something that doesn't exist,
I'm so tired of it.

Cuz I'm more than upset, its a detriment talking bout malice intent, 
and your words still don't hit me that's all that I said,
I'm so tired of it.

Like I'm living my life in the dark as it seems,
yeah, no one here wants to appreciate me,
but it's fine I'm not so self-centered,
I'll make it through this horrid weather.

You've been so damn difficult to please,
like what's the point of being me,
when you don't understand the things, 
I have to go through, baby you're not mine yet,
but I could wait until the sunset.

No one here wants to be lonely,
I just need someone to hold me.
Maybe that's too much to ask for,
life's a bitch, I didn't ask for.

I'm not tryna feel this way, I'm tired,
only wanna feel like I'm desired.
Baby rest assured I don't blame you,
almost every heartbreak involves two.

It's so damn ironic again,
I can't get you up out of my muh-fuckin head.
I'm just running from something that doesn't exist,
I'm so tired of it.

tired

fuck life, fuck love, said fuck it all,
ima fly to the moon and ill see you off,
somewhere far where the world doesn't ruin it all,
among the stars watch it burn while we fall apart. (x2)

fuck life, fuck love, said fuck it all,
she the reason why im floating and i cannot stop,
gravity just keeps on pulling her back in my arms,
and i hope that this infinity will last at all. (x2)

sometimes you gotta try and stay strong,
there's no point in living a life,
where nobody says when you're wrong, 
cuz you'll never end up being right.

said i'd give her my best,
regardless of time, love is only a test
of commitment no fiction i'll love you tomorrow,
baby hold my heart even if it grows hollow.

fuck life, fuck love, said fuck it all,
ima fly to the moon and ill see you off,
somewhere far where the world doesn't ruin it all,
among the stars watch it burn while we fall apart. (x2)

fuck life, fuck love, said fuck it all,
she the reason why im floating and i cannot stop,
gravity just keeps on pulling her back in my arms,
and i hope that this infinity will last at all.

infinity

she could be my bunny girl,
you could be my whole world,
every day without you got me living in a cold world.

i just wanna love you,
i just wanna fuck you,
you my little boo thang and i'm only thinking of you.

ever since the start babe,
always on the top,
running through my mind,
bunny girls do not stop.

crazy how we function,
baby girl seductive,
got me tripping on myself,
you make me feel so drunken.

ain't no way around it,
everything i do,
i'm not fucking quitting,
til you know that this is true.

cuz i don't got a fucking clue,
what to do, a lost wish in the stars,
said i could fly you to heaven
and take a trip past mars.

so baby give me tonight,
cuz there's always tomorrow,
it don't matter how long it goin take
when i make you my all,
said i got you on my mind

there's no one else in the cards,
like we could shuffle up,
just get in touch,
and aim for the stars.

bunnygirl (outro)

it's such a fuckin detriment, loving you is sentiment,
i can't take it back, so now i'm doing it for the hell of it,
i don't try at all but we could do it if you ask for it,
she could be the cure said she be my dose of aspirin.

maybe its a trap again, falling for her mask again,
she always been the best at making me feel so damn desperate,
these thoughts keep coming back again, why does this keep on happening,
i think its time, i take my dose i need some fucking aspirin.

it's just you and me,
there's no hope if i keep acting,
like i cant believe,
that you wouldnt leave
my heart so broken and diseased,
now she moving on to other
people, i cant see
no hope for us but maybe thats the reason 
that im free, and now i can spend all of my time
with people that i need, so hard to leave it be,
but maybe thats whats best ill take a second guess and just remember why i think that, remember why i think that.

it's such a fuckin detriment, loving you is sentiment,
i can't take it back, so now i'm doing it for the hell of it,
i don't try at all but we could do it if you ask for it,
she could be the cure said she be my dose of aspirin.

maybe its a trap again, falling for her mask again,
she always been the best at making me feel so damn desperate,
these thoughts keep coming back again, why does this keep on happening,
i think its time, i take my dose i need some fucking aspirin.

aspirin oh aspirin, she could be the reason why i'm back again,
i don't wanna tell her why i'm back again,
i just wanna fuckin love you from the start to end.

but it's such a fucking pain cuz i'm a pessimist,
how can i even be sure your love will last again,
there's no choice but to hope she can be definite,
and i really wanna think that, really wanna think that.

it's such a fuckin detriment, loving you is sentiment,
i can't take it back, so now i'm doing it for the hell of it,
i don't try at all but we could do it if you ask for it,
she could be the cure said she be my dose of aspirin.

maybe its a trap again, falling for her mask again,
she always been the best at making me feel so damn desperate,
these thoughts keep coming back again, why does this keep on happening,
i think its time, i take my dose i need some fucking aspirin.

aspirin

babygirl i'll never lie,
i don't wanna have to wish you goodbye
i just got you on my mind, i know
it always feels the same.

eating a cherry pie,
baked it and you said that it was all mine,
darling it's just you and i, i cant
help but just restrain

my love, reach to the sky
that's why ill always feel this way


it's impressive, how i'm living out my days still
you the reason why i wanna fucking change still.
off the top when i be giving her the intel,
smoke a lotta weed the way i'm burning all my brain cells.

damn, shit no cap i'm tappin,
little baby bad said u can find us in the attic,
i've been losing track of time and i can't seem to get it back bitch
now i'm cruising by myself fuck the panic

yuh, all yall so dramatic,
said you always make me freeze, yeah you turn me fucking static,
i cant stand it, little baby makes me frantic,
but i swear ill only give you my bestest, yuh.

falling for her was like magic,
this type of love is a classic,
baby step on up now were dancing,
girl let's make it more romantic.

it's hard, babygirl said it's my devoir
pick you up, said i'd do it all.
i don't care but i'd do it for her.
said i'd do it for her,
yeah ill do it for her, 
said id, do it for her.

it's impressive, how i'm living out my days still,
you the reason why i wanna fucking change still.
off the top when i be giving her the intel,
smoke a lotta weed the way i'm burning all my brain cells.

damn, shit no cap i'm tappin,
little baby bad said u can find us in the attic,
i been losing track of time and i can't seem to get it back bitch
now im cruising by myself fuck the panic

babygirl ill never lie,
i dont wanna have to wish you goodbye.
i just got you on my mind, i know
it always feels the same.

eating a cherry pie,
baked it and you said that it was all mine.
darling it's just you and i, i cant
help but just restrain
my love

cherry pie

i don't feel like trying,
can't say that i'm thriving,
now yall got me mad,
but i don't feel like fucking crying.

always on the same shit,
really fuckin hate it,
i can't say a word cuz then they'll think we on the same shit.

faded, faded, always fucking faded,
she been on my mind, but that lil bitch she drive me crazy,
wasted, wasted, can't say i'm not wasted, i just want you now, i'm sorry that you might just hate me.

save me, save me, i've been going crazy,
she the only person that can really fucking save me.

hate me, hate me, why they always hate me,
i just wanna love you baby sorry i can't take it.

i'm sorry if you hate me,
said i've been on my own,
and i just miss you lately,
said please pick up your phone.

yeah, you've been talking crazy,
and i won't keep on acting like we're more than this,
cuz i can't take another fucking second alone,
baby girl just please pick up your-

faded, wasted, always on the same shit,
i just wanna love you baby please don't leave me waiting...

i don't feel like trying,
can't say that i'm thriving,
now yall got me mad,
but i don't feel like fucking crying.

always on the same shit,
really fuckin hate it,
i can't say a word cuz then they'll think we on the same shit.

faded, faded, always fucking faded,
she been on my mind, but that lil bitch she drive me crazy,
wasted, wasted, can't say i'm not wasted, i just want you now, i'm sorry that you might just hate me.

save me, save me, i've been going crazy,
she the only person that can really fucking save me.

hate me, hate me, why they always hate me,
i just wanna love you baby sorry i can't take it.


i'm sorry if you hate me,
said i've been on my own,
and i just miss you lately,
said please pick up your phone.

yeah, you've been talking crazy,
and i won't keep on acting like we're more than this,
cuz i can't take another fucking second alone,
baby girl just please pick up your-

faded

no shot, i'm so lost, yeah i can't keep on running from my own thoughts,
so fitting, still giving, up on every wish i can't fulfill them.
i'm so far, need to restart, oh i just cannot help from feeling distraught,
said fuck this, i'm trippin, yeah she my only hope i can admit it...

said i fear, her faith, time keep moving on but people don't change,
oh my tears, they don't fade, relying on a bottle to keep me sane,
it's light-years, or decades, until i can feel fine inside my own space,
i'm right here, she could say, just a couple words to take the pain away.

i know
no one gotta tell me
baby i know
you can't fucking help me
girl i know

she don't care about me,
yeah she always cold, 
so why she make me so damn happy?
 
i'm just
going through the phases,
said i could'nt fucking mention
now she leaving far away,
i'm stuck in this dimension.
she could be my lil baby,
now i can't imagine,
always said that we could fly,
but now were slowly crashing...down.

no shot, i'm so lost, yeah i can't keep on running from my own thoughts,
so fitting, still giving, up on every wish i can't fulfill them.
i'm so far, need to restart, oh i just cannot help from feeling distraught,
said fuck this, i'm trippin, yeah she my only hope i can admit it...

said i fear, her faith, time keep moving on but people don't change,
oh my tears, they don't fade, relying on a bottle to keep me sane,
it's light-years, or decades, until i can feel fine inside my own space,
i'm right here, she could say, just a couple words to take the pain away.

i fear

addicted

my only sin got deleted cuz of copyright so monetization will be off lmao, beat sampled from:  "One Year" by XEEP

thasan

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