Last Time

my mind is holdin me hostage 
every time i think, i’m nauseas 
dead inside, dead when i’m talkin
listen to my thoughts, they haunt me 
think it’s getting bad again 
i wanna talk, where to begin
lonely alone and with others 
withdraw, hide under the covers

while my hands are shakin
i know i can’t do this anymore 
i’m shit talkin myself
hate myself to my core 
i’m just waitin to feel how i did before 
i just cannot deal
i’m so fuckin torn

and i’m sorry, yea i’m sorry
i can’t be
(the old me, before this started)
i’m sorry, that i can’t breathe
when my body 
(can’t keep up i’m strugglin)
i wanna drink n smoke the night away
but my fuckin body
can’t be, what you want me
i’m sorry 
(if i could i would, trust me)

tryin to keep my composure 
dreading doing this all over 
this cannot really be living
think i’m just fuckin' existing 
every time i try to breathe
it hurts and brings me to my knees
this cannot be a thing daily
thinking is becoming scary

while my hands are shakin
my hands are shakin
my hands are shakin
my hands are shakin, my
my hands are shakin, my

and i’m sorry, yea i’m sorry
i can’t be
(the old me, before this started)
i’m sorry, that i can’t breathe
when my body 
(can’t keep up, i’m strugglin)
i wanna drink n smoke the night away
but my fuckin body
can’t be, what you want me
i’m sorry 
(if i could i would, trust me)

(i think i'm gonna die tonight)
(i think i just lost my mind)
(i'm hella burnt out)
i'm sorry

while my hands are shakin 
i know i can’t do this anymore (i’m sorry)

the ghosts in my head

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i'm not living, i'm existing

Oblivion

A followup to my song "Wordplay" from many moons ago. Enjoy, think I've gotten better who knows I know and I did. #music #rap #gospel #happy #cute #trending #selfie #music #vibes #song #remix #aesthetic

Wordplay 2

God Summoned Love

revival

- Street are your's - 

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Released : 02.03.25
Artwork made by Internet

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Walking

IM MOVIN AT MPH, AND IM FEELIN LIKE MILES MORALES

MPH / MORALES (p. wander)

GEEKn!

Trap Again

Hi, I'm Bizzare and this Is my new beat Boom bap,
The sound like east coast hiphop 90s and 00s vibes
My ispiration was Mf Doom, Malibu, j dilla, Pitt rock, 9th wonder and more.
I love boom bap, I love this vibes in my Life listen this track and give me your feedback , If you want use this beat or other send me a message.

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Hi, I'm a producer from 🇮🇹
💣 Boom bap
✨ Lo-Fi

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