Name: and i'm terrified by thatcherblackwood²
Duration: 32 s
Description: composition for: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSGFHqwPdag

you’ve been here before
______________________
yeah i'll admit it guess i lost my composure
composing sonnets and you're spitting out clovers
i'm spinning web with a cerebrum still can't see any closer
know you're leveraging lithium lift the light underwater

now it's Boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
I'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

but nothing can absolve me from you

now it's boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
i'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

boreal

i'll join you someday, if someday ever comes

to my grave

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
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guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

it was a pleasure to work with such an incredible artist, check our their music https://soundcloud.com/unfamiliartunes. you can purchase the track here: https://unfamiliartunes.bandcamp.com/track/scales-sober

cover art by noah greene https://ffm.to/n2bg7w3

rejected all nighter volume 8 submission for @artbyform, made in 24 hours
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im folded its torrid
im boden the roses
torn open its rowing
my rovings worn sewn in

shed a couple scales off my back
count the lead in shales false flag attack
reaving in the rust my lungs might crack
molded in the mallice held it back

and i can hardly stand on those tethered rines
you just wanna bask in those severed ties
but thats too much to askance cus' i still writhe
culling through the ash taut im paralyzed 
im too sober not to let it rack
unto owe her i'd forsaken back
caught up choking boughed i'm not abaft
now it's broken i can't hold a haft

scales (sober) w/ (un)familiar

the mix i sent to xaev before they flipped it into the 2nd drop for sonance, if you somehow heard this first, make sure to check out the original; https://soundcloud.com/xaev/sonance

Sonance (unused version)

exit boy mv: https://youtu.be/kWbiEsghvJY?si=vFAwvfwl3nHF4e64

a strange fixation is manifested into reality

exit boy

stream

composition for: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSGFHqwPdag

and i'm terrified

lil birthday gift

full song out now https://soundcloud.com/azaleabettigole/for-you-until-im-gone

lyrics:

And I can't stand to reason with 
The things that you've been speaking about me
About me
And I can't stand to listen to 
Whatever you were telling me to change
Its all the same

Cause' I heard it
As you called me
And I told you
I was lonely
And it sounded
So insulting
But I swear that it was nothing
Now I'm not there
When you need me
And its hard when you can't see me
Its all my fault

Its all my fault

Emotions on a string
Tied in a gordian knot 
For the thoughts that I will cull
It made me dull
And I can't shake the feeling 
that I won't be missed at all

And my blood pressure keeps rising
Through every step I take
Its not enough to kill me
But I think I might just faint
And I'm sorry that you're watching
With nothing you can do
How can I be there for myself
When I can't be there for you

When I can't be there for you
You
When I can't be there for you

for u (demo)

I Don't Even Need

Hoffnungsschimmer

 characterized by acoustic guitars
 borrows very different forms, depending on the regions of Spain, sometimes influenced by those of 
other ethnic groups.
 Various atmospheres,from classic flamenco to la Malaguena
 accompanied by strings and piano for a journey into Spanish culture.
 Relaxed,determined,melancholy and dreamy....of inspiration

and i'm terrified

thatcherblackwood²

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