Nothing Is All

Keep(+)Touch

would you trade your hands for wings?

soon

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faith, faith
have faith in yourself
have faith, faith
have faith in yourself
in yourself
trust in you, just trust in you
just trust in you

have faith in yourself 
when days felt devoid of meaning
you penciled a schedule
you slid over that bar 
when you had no one to call on 
what happened next
What happened after
You reached your goals?
it all just fades away
surface level
meaningless like gold 
hard to enjoy the simple pleasures
you did the things you loved
till they turned to things
you hate

have faith x100

things you hate
It’s so funny how that worked out
It's so funny how it goes
when you tried your best
did your best
but that not enough it seems
trying to find life in this meaningless place
trying to find meaning in this lifeless place 
its hard enough just to exist these days 
take pride in yourself
have faith in yourself

Music Video

Have Faith (prod. thayerperiod)

chasing glory soon

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOviIKovp78
♬

I go, I learn, I grow
I know, it gets hard sometimes
It gets hard sometimes (it gets hard sometimes)

Spend my nights chasing ghosts
Reach out, and touch the ether
Lit a match and touched the stove
To see if I still feel it
(I do)

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Drops in a bucket is always how it goes
You should know this by now
Trying to learn to live life
A little more today
A bit more than yesterday

You cut the fat, but things don't change
You go outside, but still feel the pain
You wet your hands, but they still crack
You dial a lifeline, but no callback

Make a new memory, imprinting in my mind
(It's never enough)
It's never enough, it's never enough

It's a beautiful day today (a lot of things going on right now, I don't know)
Spring's on its way in (a lot of things I can't control right now)
It's okay, I'm learning, it's okay
[Voices overlap]

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Hate, conceal, restrict, purge, assail
Trust, forgive, love, praise, prevail
Patience, inhale, patience, exhale
Repeat

Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat

Post Mortem (prod. thayerperiod)

sample pack: https://thayerperiod.gumroad.com/l/osweetirony?layout=profile

"mongoose"
prod me & jxr 

'O Sweet Irony
I Know How That Sounds Coming From Me
'O Sweet Irony, 'O Sweet Irony

I Get Mean When I'm Nervous Like A Bad Dog
Shock Collar On My Neck When I Walk Out
Do You Know Who You Are When The Lights Off?
Find A Way Through The Dark And The Self-Doubt
Do You Know What You Want When The Days Done?
Find A Ray, Hug It Close Like A Fake Sun
Chase A Symbol On The Wall Till You Fall Down
But I'm The Same So I Say It With A Hollow Chest

C'est Ce Se?
How Could We Turn Out This Way?
Played The Game
Still We Got Screwed Over Again
Counterclaim
Are We Why We Turned Out This Way
Who's To Say
Spent Our Life Stuck In A Frame

I Get Mean When I'm Nervous Like A Bad Dog
Shock Collar On My Neck When I Walk Out
Do You Know Who You Are When The Lights Off?
Find A Way Through The Dark And The Self-Doubt
Do You Know What You Want When The Days Done?
Find A Ray, Hug It Close Like A Fake Sun
Chase A Symbol On The Wall Till You Fall Down
But I'm The Same So I Say It With A Hollow Chest

Do Your Best
Delusions Of Grandeur Falling Fast
Play Again
Just Don't Count The Time You Spent
Hollowing
Take That Bark And Start Again
Phone A Friend
Supposedly We're Heaven Sent

Falling Down Again
We Can Play Pretend
Tinfoil On The Crown
Feel It Breaking Down
I Will Cite A God
Burning On A Cross
Sweet Hypocrisy 
I Know What It Means

O' Sweet Irony
I Know How That Sounds Coming From Me
O' Sweet Irony
O' Sweet Irony

'O Sweet Irony w/Jxr

I know you hate me baby
I worked my ass off to be this way

I know you hate me baby
I work my ass off to be this way
I get the message don't worry
I can't go slower than this pace
I get the feeling lately
We never really saw eye to eye
I shoot the shit with my eyes closed
I miss the bin from a mile out
A mile out
From a mile out
A mile out
From a mile out

Know you hate
Know you hate me
I work
I work my ass off
To be this way
Know you hate
Know you hate me
I work
I work my ass off
To be this way
Know you hate
Know you hate me
I work
I work my ass off
To be this way
Know you hate
Know you hate me
I work
I work my ass off
To be this way

I know you hate me baby
I work my ass off to be this way
I get the message don't worry
I can't go slower than this pace
I get the feeling lately
We never really saw eye to eye
I shoot the shit with my eyes closed
I miss the bin from a mile out
A mile out
From a mile out
A mile out
I know you hate me
Despise me
I get it
I get it
I get it

A silly song
A stupid one
An honest one too
A rarity
A rarity
A rarity

eye2eye

"All Dogs Go To Heaven" Soon

--

it's judgement day
a feather against my weight
it's ok
sails blow my way

all dogs go up
stress i throw up
tension, frozen
you can't know us 
lightning strikes twice
i roll the dice
it's judgement day
sin is my weight
feather, oh feather
don't banish me
the light shines so bright
please, oh please
i just wanna be free
i've lost my sight

blank, canvas face
casket or grave
erosion will make the change
venison, timid, afraid
feel like a tyrant, bastard reign
lactic acid, acid rain
feeling eroded to my veins
can't hold on
it's changing shape
a single feather
decides my fate
up or down, light guides my way
ignorance will hide my shame
shattered, smashed
window panes
glass doesn't
cut the same

all dogs go up
they do no wrong
had a good run
yeah, it's all love

the undertow will guide you home
feel the wind under your soul
preen your feathers, take control
watch the cherubs on patrol
dovetails blow in the wind
and the clouds are out again
ravens wander by the road
what's their goal, i'll never know

all dogs go up
stress i throw up
tension, frozen
you can't know us 
lightning strikes twice
i roll the dice
it's judgement day
sin is my weight
blank, canvas face
casket or grave
erosion will make the change
venison, timid, afraid
feel like a tyrant, bastard reign
lactic acid, acid rain
feeling eroded to my veins
can't hold on
it's changing shape
a single feather
decides my fate

all dogs go up
they do no wrong
had a good run
yeah, it's all love

Judgement Day (prod. thayerperiod)

"All Dogs Go To Heaven" Soon

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dogs, I love them so
they bring me comfort
no matter the situation
small, big, scratchy, soft
I want them all, but that's not realistic
canine companions fill my dreams
and perk me up
when times are grey
why can't I daydream about
owning 10,000 dogs
anyway?

oh hey
it's a good day today
we're going to the park
to take a walk
green grass
the breeze
feel it blow between your knees
might even go get an icecream
on the way
okay!

dogs, I love them so
they bring me comfort
no matter the situation
small, big, scratchy, soft
I want them all, but that's not realistic
canine companions fill my dreams
and perk me up
when times are grey
why can't I daydream about
owning 10,000 dogs
anyway?

dogs, I love them so
they bring me comfort
no matter the situation
small, big, scratchy, soft
I want them all, but that's not realistic
canine companions fill my dreams
and perk me up
when times are grey
why can't I daydream about
owning 10,000 dogs
anyway?

10,000 Dogs (prod. thayerperiod)

Juggernaut (prod. thayerperiod)

"Mongoose" soon.

Feed, I am a leach
I'll bleed you

Go take a sacred lamb
Let it's blood
String it up for all to see
Go take your wooden stake
Sharpen it in discreet

Feed, I am a leach
I'll bleed you dry
Best heed my words
And lock your door tonight

They wanna do me like roadkill
I'm in the road still
Sear a mark right on my back
They don't so they project
Got some chainmail on my chest
They wanna see me in ditches
Rotting with stitches
Legacy six feet beneath
But I've still got my foolish dreams
That I'll pursue by any means

Roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Do me like roadkill
Roadkill
Roadkill
Roadkill
Roadkill
Roadkill
Roadkill
Roadkill
Roadkill

Feed, I am a leach
I'll bleed you dry
Best heed my words
And lock your door tonight

Feed, I am a leach
I'll bleed you dry
Best heed my words
And lock your door tonight

Feed, I am a leach
I'll bleed you dry
Best heed my words
And lock your door tonight

Leech (prod. thayerperiod)

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbMWm8xFqf4&lc=UgyiljvtRgZeHt_eUE94AaABAg&ab_channel=thayerperiod

"Mongoose" Soon

Divine intuition brings me closer to the summit
I peak down into the valley
feel the grass under my toes
fever burning harder
And the sky is falling faster
as the earth begins to open
Feel it Swallowing me whole 
I can’t sleep
A morbid dream
Keeps me up all night
See the blood
Feel the wounds
Guard my heart a little closer
Count the clocks
Check the windows
Paranoia in the flesh
There’s a catch
There’s always one
They always get you in the end
Divine intuition brings me closer to the summit
I peak down into the valley
feel the grass under my toes
fever burning harder
And the sky is falling faster
as the earth begins to open
Feel it Swallowing me whole 
Sparrows start to whisper 
and the deer begin to gather as 
A martyr is upon them
soon to be picked bone for bone 
pupils start to dilate 
consciousness is drifting further
put my head under the water
feel it play a calming tone 
I am just vessel
I swear I am just a vessel
I am just a vessel please leave my alone
Let me rot
True or not
I just wanna be alone
I am just a vessel
I swear I am just a vessel
Please just leave me alone
I am just a vessel
I swear I am just a vessel
I am just a vessel
Divine intuition brings me closer to the summit
I peak down into the valley
feel the grass under my toes
fever burning harder
And the sky is falling faster
as the earth begins to open
Feel it Swallowing me whole 
Sparrows start to whisper 
and the deer begin to gather as 
A martyr is upon them
soon to be picked bone for bone 
pupils start to dilate 
consciousness is drifting further
put my head under the water
feel it play a calming tone 
Count the clocks
Check the windows
Paranoia in the flesh
There’s a catch
There’s always one
They always get you in the end
The cracks, the cracks, the cracks
Begin to form
The sky looks so new right now
Watch it all begin to fall apart
Shatter into our palms
Shatter into our palms

Paranoia Agent (prod. thayerperiod)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAG1qAJchH4

If you do me bad
I don’t wanna know
Stab me in the back
Feel it bleeding slow
I don’t wanna know
I don’t wanna know
If you do me bad
Feel it bleeding slow

If you do me bad
I don’t wanna know
Stab me in the back
Feel it bleeding slow
You know what they say
You reap what you sow
Karma’s coming now
No need to atone
If you do me bad
I don’t wanna know
Stab me in the back
Feel it bleeding slow
You know what they say
You reap what you sow
Karma’s coming now
No need to atone

You know what they say
No pain
No gain
Save face
Feed the crows
I’m gone
Please don’t talk too long
My attention spans short
Sorry

Money in the bank
Prada on my face
Please don’t piss me off
That would be a waste
Denim from Japan
Got expensive taste
Custom fees a brick
Gotta keep the pace
Gems on my shoes
Cost a couple K
Ten years in the game
Never losing faith
Made a couple bands
Now fuck what they say
Can’t lose the way

If you do me bad
I don’t wanna know
Stab me in the back
Feel it bleeding slow
You know what they say
You reap what you sow
Karma’s coming now
No need to atone
If you do me bad
I don’t wanna know
Stab me in the back
Feel it bleeding slow
You know what they say
You reap what you sow
Karma’s coming now
No need to atone

Money in the bank
Prada on my face
Please don’t piss me off
That would be a waste
Denim from Japan
Got expensive taste
Custom fees a brick
Gotta keep the pace
Gems on my shoes
Cost a couple K
Ten years in the game
Never losing faith
Made a couple bands
Now fuck what they say
Can’t lose the way

You know what they say
No pain
No gain
Save face
Feed the crows
I’m gone
Please don’t talk too long
My attention spans short
Sorry

If you do me bad
I don’t wanna know
Stab me in the back
Feel it bleeding slow

Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back

Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back
Stab me in the back
Back back back

If you do me bad
I don’t wanna know

No Pain/No Gain (prod. thayerperiod)

(Rewind Selecta)

Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light

Catalyst weighing me down
Blood of the foolish around
I do not want to be found
Driving that stake
To the ground
I did not ask to be made
Thrown into center stage
Bent into inhuman shapes
Impaled on my grace

Two birds in the hand
Are worth
A hundred in the bush
Take a sacred light
And shine it
On a royal flush
I don’t really know
What’s going on
Here anymore
If you’re going to leave
Then make sure
Please just shut the door

Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Light light light light
Light light light 
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Light light light light
Light light light
Take a sacred light

Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Light light light light
Light light light 
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Light light light light
Light light light 
Take a sacred light

Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Take a sacred light
Light light light light
Light light light 
Take a sacred light



Sacred Light (prod. thayerperiod)

Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms

Disconnect, dissociate
Am I even real?
Turn the blade onto myself
Can I even feel?
Pace around a couple times
Slowly, slowly heal
I don’t really know no more
How I’m supposed to feel

Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms

Blood, sweat and tears
Embrace my fears
What am I waiting for
God turns away
Another day
Down the drain
Why do we change
We’re not the same
Anymore (as we used to be)
Same skin cells
Inside my arm
God, I’m breaking down

I want to know
Is it real
To you and me
I don’t quite know
Anymore
Don’t know anymore

Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror and
See myself
Wet the blade and 
Clean my palms

Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms

Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms
Turn the mirror
Wet the blade
Clean my palms

A Living Breathing Whetstone (prod. thayerperiod)

Taken an arrow to the heart
To the heel, to the soul
I’ve learned quite enough 
From the stories I’ve been told
I’ve found what I lost
In the eye of a storm
I’ve traded fairy tales
Since the day I was born

Taken an arrow to the heart
To the heel, to the soul
I’ve learned quite enough 
From the stories I’ve been told
I’ve found what I lost
In the eye of a storm
I’ve traded fairy tales
Since the day I was born
I’ve lost both my wings
And been banished with a seal
I’ve fallen through the earth 
And burned through the atmosphere 
And all that I’ve learned
Is stay true to what you love
‘Cause soon it’s gone to dust 

‘Cause soon it’s gone to dust 
‘Cause soon it’s gone to dust 
‘Cause soon it’s gone to dust 
‘Cause soon it’s gone to dust 

Taken an arrow to the heart
To the heel, to the soul
I’ve learned quite enough 
From the stories I’ve been told
I’ve found what I lost
In the eye of a storm
I’ve traded fairy tales
Since the day I was born

Dust to dust
To dust to dust
Dust to dust
To dust to dust to
Dust to dust
To dust to dust
Dust to dust
To dust to dust to
Taken an arrow to the heart
To the heel, to the soul
I’ve learned quite enough 
From the stories I’ve been told
I’ve found what I lost
In the eye of a storm
I’ve traded fairy tales
Since the day I was born

I’ve lost both my wings
And been banished with a seal
I’ve fallen through the earth 
And burned through the atmosphere 
And all that I’ve learned
Is stay true to what you love
‘Cause soon it’s gone to dust 


Achilles Dub (prod. thayerperiod)

Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor

Oh
I’ve gone on
So long
I don’t think I

Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor

Purge the snakes from the grass
It blurs when you’re falling fast
Make sure to brace for the fall
Succeed in spite of it all
Though I may lay benign
With no weapons in sight
I’m a mongoose at heart
Obscure my claws in the dirt

Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor

I’ve gone on
So long
I don’t think I could stop
If I wanted to
It’s the only thing I know

Take that sword
And pierce it
Through my heart
Make use of steel for once
What are you waiting for?

Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor

Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor
Gotta find that
Gap in the armor
Gap in the armor



Mongoose (prod. thayerperiod)

I’m gonna figure you out
I’m gonna figure you out
Dissect you
Uh uh uh

I wanna know
I wanna know
Where you go
When it’s dark
Into a cave
Or the ocean
At large
Hiding your fangs
From the world
So far
But I’m gonna figure you out

(Figure you out)
I’m gonna figure you out
I’m gonna figure you out
Dissect you
Uh uh uh

Taking my tools and 
Dissecting you
Pulling limb from limb
Better hide your tracks
I’m all over your scent
People go missing
When you come to town
And I can’t lie
That intrigues me greatly

Cat and mouse
Cryptid love is so
Dangerous
It’s self-destructive for sure
Just make sure you
Don’t lose your leg
Don’t lose your leg

I wanna know
I wanna know
Where you go
When it’s dark
Into a cave
Or the ocean
At large
Hiding your fangs
From the world
So far
But I’m gonna figure you out
I wanna know
I wanna know
Where you go
When it’s dark
Into a cave
Or the ocean
At large
Hiding your fangs
From the world
So far
But I’m gonna figure you out

I’m gonna figure you out
I’m gonna figure you out
Dissect you
Uh uh uh

I wanna know
I wanna know
Where you go
When it’s dark
Into a cave
Or the ocean
At large
Hiding your fangs
From the world
So far
But I’m gonna figure you out
I’m gonna figure you out
I’m gonna figure you out
I’m gonna figure you out
I’m gonna figure you out



Fangs (Figure You Out) (prod. thayerperiod)

music vid:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TnhLqTe-Rnw&ab_channel=thayerperiod

"Nothing Is All"

The Earth
The Earth
Keeps on spinning, yes I know
(Yes I know)
The Moon
The Moon
Keeps on orbiting, yes I know
(Yes I know)

Crash through me
Light me on fire
Like the summer breeze
Dig in
Don't leave anything you wouldn't want to eat
Rot on me

Desire
Burn through everything
Run through everything
Burn through everything
Run through everything

I just want to do it justice
Living like combustion
Rules the world
I will empty out the sky
Catch all of the stars
Enough for two
Bring
The Moon down to my shoulders
Not even a boulder
Could slow my time
Kill
A little thing inside us
Devil in disguise
We bid adieu

Carefully
Lift me up higher
So the sky meets me
Breathe in
All that disappears
Before everything
Falls on me

Desire
Burn through everything
Run through everything
Burn through everything
Run through everything

If you try to chase a star
Then you'll waste your life away
If you try to please a god
Then you're losing your todays
If you look outside yourself
You will find a thousand ways
To bring yourself alive
And a most beautiful fate

The Earth
The Earth
Keeps on spinning, yes I know
(Yes I know)
The Moon
The Moon
Keeps on orbiting, yes I know
(Yes I know)
The Earth
The Earth
Keeps on spinning, yes I know
(Yes I know)
The Moon
The Moon
Keeps on orbiting, yes I know
(Yes I know)
The Earth
The Earth
Keeps on spinning, yes I know
(Yes I know)
The Moon
The Moon
Keeps on orbiting, yes I know
(Yes I know)
(Yes I know)
(Yes I know)

music vid

World Keeps Spinning (feat. ÆM) (prod. thayerperiod)

"nothing is all" soon

mv:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUwQLAdzEBM&lc=UgwAjaJDhehrF1JOoRR4AaABAg&ab_channel=thayerperiod

---

Ironically you would forgive me
Cuz competitions only natural

A whole day went by
In the colosseum 
We get so high
On our own delusions
The blackbirds will fly
Right through the windows
Time will pass by
In the colosseum 


We believe our own press
To the determinant 
Of the rest 
Money will burn
Time will pass
God will die
Like the rest
I will die
You will also die
It’s actually not that novel
Take that throttle
From my hands 
Free me from my sunken dreams 
Spent our whole life counting sand
When it’s really between the grains 

You versus me in the wake of it all
fighting a fight for a cause we don’t know
Pit us against all the ones we respect 
Then when we die they’ll be gone like the rest 

I wanna know why I hate you 
Why your beauty makes me angry
Why the world wants me to hate me
Why must we burn off our savings 
ironically you would forgive me
Cuz competitions only natural 
But every night you know I’m weeping
Cuz I feel like a selfish bastard

They wanna see us fight
Cuz alone we aren’t as strong as we are together

A whole day went by
In the colosseum 
We get so high
On our own delusions
The blackbirds will fly
Right thru the windows
Time will pass by
in the colosseum

You're A Bigger Man Than Me (prod. thayerperiod)

We all once were there
We all once were there

Uncertainty is
Shallow breathing
Finding hope in
Broken pieces
Narrow hallways
Drift in both lanes
Distant crying
Justifying

We had false idols from the start
Can't mend a broken heart
If he did it for the art
Then why'd he fall apart?
Ten-thousand fucking pounds
Weigh down on me now
It's funny how goes
Guess everybody knows
Don't take it from your soul
Just bury it alone
In a place that can't be found
Bet you're tired of me now?
Who's selling you a dream?
Reflect carefully
Things aren't always as them seem
Fall gracefully

On corroded wings
Watch carefully
The color of the leaves

I know it's hard
Putting down your broken schemes
That's exactly they want
And you're selling it for free

Don't sell yourself too short
We all once were there
I only really tell you
'Cuz I know you care
A dream can be a dream
Don't let them harvest you
We'll tear it all apart
Then build something new

Then build something beautiful for you and me
We'll build something beautiful
For you and me

We had false idols from the start
Can't mend a broken heart
If he did it for the art
Then why'd he fall apart?
Ten-thousand fucking pounds
Weigh down on me now
It's funny how goes
Guess everybody knows
Don't take it from your soul
Just bury it alone
In a place that can't be found
Bet you're tired of me now?
Who's selling you a dream?
Reflect carefully
Things aren't always as them seem
Fall gracefully

On corroded wings
Watch carefully
The color of the leaves

I know it's hard
Putting down your broken schemes
That's exactly they want
And you're selling it for free

They're Selling You A Dream (prod. thayerperiod)

It's a slap on the wrist
Can it be?
Can it be bliss?
Can it be?
Taking the risk
Can it be?
Draining the life right away

Blame it on a wasted day
Still no time for counter-claims
Contempt will lead you through the flames
Spent my life stuck in a frame

Life wastes away, life wastes away if you let it
Wither and burn, castles will turn
Rubble will find a way back home
Life wastes away, life wastes away if you let it
Wither and burn, castles will turn
Rubble will find a way back home

It's a slap on the wrist
Slap on the wrist in a way
Can it be bliss?
Can it be bliss if it's fake?
Taking the risk
Draining the life right away, away

It's a slap on the wrist
Slap on the wrist in a way
Can it be bliss?
Can it be bliss if it's fake?
Taking the risk
Draining the life right away, away
It's a slap on the wrist
Slap on the wrist in a way
Can it be bliss?
Can it be bliss if it's fake?
Taking the risk
Draining the life right away, away

It's a slap on the wrist
Bliss–, Bliss–, Can it be?
Can it be bliss?
Bliss–, Bliss–, Can it be?
Taking the risk
Bliss–, Bliss–, Can it be?
Draining the life right away
It's a slap on the wrist
Bliss–, Bliss–, Can it be?
Can it be bliss?
Bliss–, Bliss–, Can it be?
Taking the risk
Bliss–, Bliss–, Can it be?
Draining the life right away

Bliss Speedrun Any% (prod. thayerperiod)

Overstimulation
Is the symptom of a problem
If you really take a second just to think
Spending tons of hours
With our heads shoved in a ziplock
That it really shouldn't
Take that long to zip

Hey the pieces in-between
That fall right through the seams
They mean the most to me
Hey the hours in the day
Where nothings really straight
Appear in high degree

They're not caring like they used to be
Blank and sterile how'd we get so clean?

Overstimulation
Is the symptom of a problem
If you really take a second just to think
Spending tons of hours
With our heads shoved in a ziplock
That it really shouldn't
Take that long to zip
Suffer ever harder
If you really want 'em hearin'
It'll take a whole life of sacrifice
Bluff and bluff and martyr
Just a boy who's crying wolf
At least we really took a chance
And rolled the dice

Overstimulation
Is the symptom of a problem
If you really take a second just to think
Spending tons of hours
With our heads shoved in a ziplock
That it really shouldn't
Take that long to zip

Creating from a template of an image in your mind
It shouldn't matter if we're running out of time
Debating if your soul will give the public butterflies
It doesn't matter if they all get cooked alive
Selling off a limb or two at least its market rate
If you think it's actually not that bad a deal
Saying fuck your morals in exchange for petty cash
The competitions getting a leg up on you

The competitions getting a leg up on you
The competitions getting a leg up on you
The competitions getting a leg up on you
The competitions getting a leg up on you
Up on– up on
Up on– up on
Up–

Overstimulation
Is the symptom of a problem
If you really take a second just to think
Spending tons of hours
With our heads shoved in a ziplock
That it really shouldn't
Take that long to zip
Suffer ever harder
If you really want 'em hearin'
It'll take a whole life of sacrifice
Bluff and bluff and martyr
Just a boy who's crying wolf
At least we really took a chance
And rolled the dice

Overstimulation
Is the symptom of a problem
If you really take a second just to think
Spending tons of hours
With our heads shoved in a ziplock
That it really shouldn't
Take that long to zip

Overstimulation
Is the symptom of a problem
If you really take a second just to think
Spending tons of hours
With our heads shoved in a ziplock
That it really shouldn't
Take that long to zip
Suffer ever harder
If you really want 'em hearin'–

Overstimulation (prod. thayerperiod)

All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night
All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night

All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night
All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night

It ended somehow, but we kept going
It ended somehow, but we kept going
You lost your soul, but you kept going
You lost your soul, but you kept going

Just keep dancing through the night
Just keep dancing through the night
Just keep dancing through the night
Just keep dancing through the night

All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night
All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night

All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night
All is fine, when I close my eyes
And keep dancing though the night

Just Keep Dancing - (Outro) (prod. thayerperiod)

Take a part of me
Store it in a place
It can't be forgotten or lost
Take a part of me
Store it in a place
It can't be forgotten or lost

I stick my hands into the mud
I grip until I feel the blood
Start to flow under my nails
Agitated, growing pale
Fuck it all, it falls apart
Smash my life into the dirt
They kill a little piece of me
Every time I start to breathe
I stick my hands into the mud
I grip until I feel the blood
Start to flow under my nails
Agitated, growing pale
Fuck it all, it falls apart
Smash my life into the dirt
They kill a little piece of me
Every time I start to breathe

Take a scalpel and
Cut a piece of me away
Gently take my hand
I can take us away
Take a scalpel and
Cut a piece of me away
Gently take my hand
I can take us far from here

I care for you
What can I say?
I know it well
It roots inside of me
Like a parasite at large
It's sucking up my blood
I know it's not the best
But what other option is there?
What other option is there?

I stick my hands into the mud
I grip until I feel the blood
Start to flow under my nails
Agitated, growing pale

I don't know the rest of the words
I plugged in my phone and I can't see my lyrics
Oh god-

I stick my hands into the mud
I grip until I feel the blood
Start to flow under my nails
Agitated, growing pale
Fuck it all, it falls apart
Smash my life into the dirt
They kill a little piece of me
Every time I start to breathe
I stick my hands into the mud
I grip until I feel the blood
Start to flow under my nails
Agitated, growing pale
Fuck it all, it falls apart
Smash my life into the dirt
They kill a little piece of me
Every time I start to breathe

Take a scalpel and
Cut a piece of me away
Gently take my hand
I can take us away
Take a scalpel and
Cut a piece of me away
Gently take my hand
I can take us far from here

It Takes Alot Out Of Me Everytime I Do This (prod. thayerperiod)

Will I get in?
Will I?
Will I?
Will I get in?
Will I?
Will I?
Will I get in?
Will I?
Will I?
Will I get in?
Will I?
Will I?

I am nothing but the sum of my parts
Creaky tendons, a mechanical heart
Fabric lining and a tattered twine
An oil slick toeing the bottom line

Do I get in?
Do I get in?
Do I? Do I? Do I? Do I?
Do I? Do I? Do I? Do I?
Do I get in?
Do I get in?
Do I? Do I? Do I? Do I?
Do I? Do I? Do I? Do I?

I will chase it 'till the day that I die
A solution like a trick of the light
A gaping wound in a beautiful place
Shadows crawl at a feverish pace
Nothing is all, I know
I've learned from my mistakes
A piece can't make you whole
A large conducted waste

Will I get in?
Will I get in?
Will I get in?
Will I get in?
Will I get in?
Will I get in?
Will I get in?
Will I get in?

I heard computer musicians
Don't get into heaven
They say
I can't quite fact check my source
But I've got an itch that
They might know the truth

Fuck–

Do Computer Musicans Get To See Heaven? - (Intro) (prod. thayerperiod)

Bleed without a cause
All like I was told
Days since I was born
Blade 'till it goes dull
Myself in selfless praise
Penny on the ground
Do it all again
Nothing was profound


Yes I know, I bleed without a cause
Nothing is all, like I was told
I count the days since I was born
And run the blade till it goes dull
I lose myself in selfless praise
I find a penny on the ground
Oh, would I do it all again?
If I knew nothing was profound

Can't write a song to save my life
There's an imposter at the wheel
When authenticities at stake
The words fall out like broken seals
Why do we do the things we do?
When there's no all consuming grace
I throw a bucket off the dock
A drop of water in the lake

I lose my voice screaming at god
Scrolling for years, without a cause
I told myself it was to grow
Despite the fact I knew the odds
A quarter decade on the clock
And a frog stuck in my throat
We could never beat the odds
What a self fulfilling joke

Yes I know, I bleed without a cause
Nothing is all, like I was told
I count the days since I was born
And run the blade till it goes dull
I lose myself in selfless praise
I find a penny on the ground
Oh, would I do it all again?
If I knew nothing was profound

Yes I know, I bleed without a cause
Nothing is all, like I was told
I count the days since I was born
And run the blade till it goes dull
I lose myself in selfless praise
I find a penny on the ground
Oh, would I do it all again?
If I knew nothing was profound

Nothing is all
Please never forget

Nothing Is All (prod. thayerperiod)

Two lost months
In a very old place
That I know too well
Might rip off my face 
And the plan went south
Like it always does 
It weighs on my heart
And fills up my lungs 
It’s so crazy how sometimes 
All you need in the idea of someone
Optimistically presenting
While my spirits in the dirt 
I’m not usually such a worry wart
I spent this month trying to keep my spirits up
So I go outside and I walk the dogs
But I feel nagging deep inside my gut
What if it gets worse 
What if it gets worse 
I find Gleams of hope in simple things 
And the idea of you 

You’ll never hear this song
I’ll never make a move
Don’t wanna fuck it up
But I appreciate you 
I saw your email today 
And it meant alot
I know it doesn’t mean much
That I was in your thoughts
I know it’s tough
But time is what I need
Thank you 
Sincerely

Chronic Health Condition Freestyle (prod. thayerperiod)

https://soundcloud.com/player_character

Xd out and keyd out
Take aim and reload
Cuts always deepen im stuck chasing reasons 
Im stuck in traffic luckily im an actor
Maybe a bad one though 

Sharpen the sword on the mantle
Blood on the handle 
Burns on your fingers from guarding the candle
Stuck in a feee fall
X’d out my ego
Thorned is the crown protecting your freedom
Mascara running im a mess
Torn up wrappers in my dress
You built these chains you realize ?


a wolf in sheeps clothes
gun at the peephole
i get so freezing cold
i see the cheat codes
glass window throwing stones
i go step on stepping stone
i try my best tho
leave a couple messes tho
leave a couple messages
tell me if u get them okay?
i jump with my head first
leaping to my death oh no
path i follow eightfold
petals on the lake sitting
i got what i prayed for
you get what you paid for

?
sitting on the pavement
talking on the payphone
i move fast but i don't race tho
memories i can't erase tho

Take a bite when you wanna
You got me where you want
Cracks in the armor im dying
Life’s victory to flaunt


Caught in between branches like a sparrow
left at sea
to you it may feel obvious but it’s not quite to me
I don’t understand the joke can explain again
maybe it’s better this way that we remain at ends

Explainthejoke (feat. fiona Lou Armour) (prod. thayerperiod & fiona Lou Armour)

https://soundcloud.com/bigdimp  https://soundcloud.com/player_character

and baby I’m the missing person 
Baby I can tell your hurting
But girl just what’s your motive?
Oh I can’t take this burden
I don’t know where he’s going
But I gain new perspective 
Till we get in touch
Nothing can be perfected inside

Thayer: 

10 milligrams 
in the wax 
watch me nosedive
fall off a limb 
from aloft 
in the meantime
crest through the dark 
touch the sky
Its a fine line
wish it was gone 
but it’s not 
And  I’m still alive

born from Thr pain
watch it grow
like a lotus 
simple now
Keep in touch
with emotions 
cut a stem
Kiss a weed
On the outside
pity me
pity you 
it’ll all be fine 

thanks so much 
for my life
never take it
god is you
god is me
playing frantic
im alive 
you’re alive
let’s be thankful
for the chance
turn to gold 
You never know

KiT (feat. Dimp) (prod. thayerperiod & fiona Lou Armour)

KiT [Instrumental] (prod. thayerperiod & fiona Lou Armour)

Explainthejoke [Instrumental] (prod. thayerperiod & fiona Lou Armour)

"It's Your Life"

https://soundcloud.com/polearm https://soundcloud.com/wonder-xo-music

I’ll sever open ends
Peel off my skin
Before I play pretend
What I believe
It’s easy but it’s not
I’ll never grieve 
For everything I’m not

The stitches that I sew can’t hold
The shape I perceive myself, what i wanna be
One day I’m gonna fade but i will never plead
But I’m still choking on some air I shouldn’t breathe

Though everything that I bled
Was only a mean to ends
It still tore me to pieces Before I had begun
Just save me a piece, in a minute I’ll be gone
just walking away before I fuck all this up

From what I’ve seen
And the things I tolerate
Inside my head
Doesn’t matter to me how much I’m making myself bend
Live in fear of what’s ahead 
Doesn’t matter if I’m in the lead
Lead or lag, it’s all the same?

But When it’s all dust
And all the seams come undone
Products of fucking up and I can’t seem to run
But if the moment comes don’t think I’ll see I won
No matter how it’s spun 

Face down the gun
Feel your fingers numb
Watch it start to bleed
As the monkey paw curls

It’s a suicide game 
Feel the round recoil
rust coats the frame
as the mech breaks down 
Entombed on a high note
But what would I know
I was born to burn
brighter than the sun
they tried to shoot it down
from the parapets
shilled skulls catch fire  
Its double-edged sword

The stitches that I sew can’t hold
The shape I perceive myself, what i wanna be
One day I’m gonna fade but i will never plead
But I’m still choking on some air I shouldn’t breathe

One day i'm going to fade but i won't go

One

Self inflicting wounds and wiping the blade clean
But if you think too deep, you’re dancing on my grief
I find myself telling the truths that I cannot repeat
Although I give advice I fear I’m not unique
I’ll sever open ends
Peel off my skin
Before I play pretend
What I believe
It’s easy but it’s not
I’ll never grieve 
For everything I’m not

Im billy the hero
Don’t you understand 
We breath life divine
Between our teeth 
it’s a common loss
of an uncommon goal
doves start to cry
As the doe scream loud

BillyThEH3ro (ft. polearm) (prod. thayerperiod, polearm & Wonder XO)

love  the world but i love the world

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thayerperiod

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